Christianity to blame for my inhibitions

[HurtfulVanity]

I cant even fap without feeling immeasurable guilt. I'll tap then next time I drive somewhere I listen to christian stations like air 1 and I love then I get back home and fap anyway. I tell myself this is my last but then no more. I feel this makes me high inhibitions due to guilt. I dont know whether I believe in god or not but I've gone to church since I was 11 so it intensifies post fap guilt.

 

[Petsmart]

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

no, it your brain chemistry and inhibitions personal to you that are to blame.
there are many people born into orthodox christian households who feel no guilt

 

[HurtfulVanity]

no, it your brain chemistry and inhibitions personal to you that are to blame.
there are many people born into orthodox christian households who feel no guilt

Very true I am coping. I was always a quiet shy kid with skinny frame who would get disrespected alot. I was low inhibitions and would get in fights because of it. I am very high inhibitions and beta with girls though. I can talk to them put my cortisol spikes so much trying to be cool and not sperg out.