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i just feel like everything in this world is designed to give you anxiety and make you depressed.

whats the point of all the good things that exist if all of them are temporary?
and whats the point of hard work if there is ultimately no end goal in life? the fact that you can never be done with work and relax is what makes life so trash to me.

part of my obsession with looks and improving myself is because i treat my life and looks as a personal project. im subconsciously expecting a reward, but there is no reward in the end. in fact you just fucking die.

if im working and struggling so hard and the reward i get for all that is just dying then i dont want to work anymore. the only cope is to become famous and be remembered for doing something great.

this universe is a failed abortion. why even put me on this planet if nothing in life is worth doing is this a joke?

@Sceptical @alurmo @hax
 
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i like working hard because im expecting everyone and everything to leave me alone after, but no, theres always something going on, its never enough

my prime is soon and you subhumans will pay for everything
 
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i like working hard because im expecting everyone and everything to fuck off and leave me alone after, but no, theres always something going on, its never enough, the fact the only time i can fully relax is after i die is crazy

my prime is soon and you subhumans will pay for everything
get past me first
 
i just feel like everything in this world is designed to give you anxiety, make you depressed, and push you toward suicidal thoughts

whats the point of all the good things that exist if all of them are temporary?
and more importantly whats the point of hard work if there is ultimately no end goal in life? the fact that you can never be done with work and relax is what makes life so trash to me.

part of my obsession with looks and improving myself is because i treat my life and looks as a personal project. im subconsciously expecting a reward, but there is no reward in the end. in fact you just fucking die.

if im working and struggling so hard and the reward i get for all that is just dying then i dont want to work anymore. the only cope is to become famous and be remembered for doing something great.

this universe is a failed abortion. why even put me on this planet if nothing in life is worth doing is this a joke?

@Sceptical @alurmo @hax
That’s why you do drugs! :feelsokman:
 
clown world...
i think jame made a song about it
 
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looks are a good obsession
far better than any job

lol at the "looks fade" cope
they'll bring you so much more joy than anything in this life
 
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i just feel like everything in this world is designed to give you anxiety, make you depressed, and push you toward suicidal thoughts

whats the point of all the good things that exist if all of them are temporary?
and more importantly whats the point of hard work if there is ultimately no end goal in life? the fact that you can never be done with work and relax is what makes life so trash to me.

part of my obsession with looks and improving myself is because i treat my life and looks as a personal project. im subconsciously expecting a reward, but there is no reward in the end. in fact you just fucking die.

if im working and struggling so hard and the reward i get for all that is just dying then i dont want to work anymore. the only cope is to become famous and be remembered for doing something great.

this universe is a failed abortion. why even put me on this planet if nothing in life is worth doing is this a joke?

@Sceptical @alurmo @hax
Your reward isn’t death it’s whatever you achieve in life before you die.
 
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just because something has an ending doesn’t mean there’s no meaning to it
 
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Your reward isn’t death it’s whatever you achieve in life before you die.
just because something has an ending doesn’t mean there’s no meaning to it
youre right but it still feels as if its multiplying all of your achievements by zero, and thats why i believe inner peace and being content is cope, you have to be known in this world for your existence to make any sense at all.
 
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i like working hard because im expecting everyone and everything to fuck off and leave me alone after, but no, theres always something going on, its never enough

my prime is soon and you subhumans will pay for everything
keep jfling me you losers, we will see who gets the last laugh...
 
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youre right but it still feels as if its multiplying all of your achievements by zero, and thats why i believe inner peace and being content is cope, you have to be known in this world for your existence to make any sense at all.
You start life with nothing and leave life with nothing so you never actually lose anything during life, only gain things
 
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keep jfling me you losers, we will see who gets the last laugh...
i didn't mean it to come off as insulting i just found the last part amusing that's all
 
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i just feel like everything in this world is designed to give you anxiety, make you depressed, and push you toward suicidal thoughts

whats the point of all the good things that exist if all of them are temporary?
and more importantly whats the point of hard work if there is ultimately no end goal in life? the fact that you can never be done with work and relax is what makes life so trash to me.

part of my obsession with looks and improving myself is because i treat my life and looks as a personal project. im subconsciously expecting a reward, but there is no reward in the end. in fact you just fucking die.

if im working and struggling so hard and the reward i get for all that is just dying then i dont want to work anymore. the only cope is to become famous and be remembered for doing something great.

this universe is a failed abortion. why even put me on this planet if nothing in life is worth doing is this a joke?

@Sceptical @alurmo @hax
Realest thing I’ve read all day, I think very alike you op
 
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thats ok i get it i guess i deserve it...
spread love, kindness and unity
1775433980010
 
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we got the same ideas kinda

Are u a nihilist
no not really, i definitely think there are right and wrong actions, and that morals arent subjective, theres good and evil things
 
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Realest thing I’ve read all day, I think very alike you op
good to know someone relates atleast, or i dont know if thats good actually
im not even trying to be pessimistic here, its more like im confused about everything
 
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no not really, i definitely think there are right and wrong actions, and that morals arent subjective, theres good and evil things
With nihilism i meant
“Not seeing a point/meaning in anything”

Not
“Doing bad things because it doesnt have a meaning”

Morals are objective for sure (some)
 
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With nihilism i meant
“Not seeing a poing/meaning in anything”
i think theres a difference between the meaning of life when it comes to the experience of living life as a human being by itself and when you put it in context of living in modern society. if you take just the idea of being a living organism i guess there really is no meaning, do what you want. but when you think of living life in society and not in isolation i think there is an objective meaning to life even if its not natural??

i think following the rules and laws that exist will benefit you actually? when i try to think of the meaning of life in isolation there really isnt any. atleast by interacting with others things like your looks status and social skills start to matter, which adds some meaning.
 
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i think theres a difference between the meaning of life when it comes to the experience of living life as a human being by itself and when you put it in context of living in modern society. if you take just the idea of being a living organism i guess there really is no meaning, do what you want. but when you think of living life in society and not in isolation i think there is an objective meaning to life even if its not natural??

i think following the rules and laws that exist will benefit you actually? when i try to think of the meaning of life in isolation there really isnt any. atleast by interacting with others things like your looks status and social skills start to matter, which adds some meaning.
Well said i agree overall

And thats what im going to try
Isolation in the mountains for atleast a month
 
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Well said i agree overall

And thats what im going to try
Isolation in the mountains for atleast a month
for what? theres no meaning then. unless youre thinking of trying something like that to elminate distractions that are overstimulating in the modern world for a while to clear your thoughts, in that case it seems smart
 
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Is making videos on youtube natural?

Is caring about some jester looksmaxxer so much that u make vids about them natural?


And to add as a water fun fact
Industrial revolution mostly caused this miserable life style
 
unless youre thinking of trying something like that to elminate distractions that are overstimulating in the modern world for a while to clear your thoughts,
Thats the case

Just being able to clear your mind with clearing i genuinely mean clearing ur mind fully
Living with no worries at all for a time
And its kinda temp escape from this ratrace matrix
 
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Thats the case

Just being able to clear your mind with clearing i genuinely mean clearing ur mind fully
Living with no worries at all for a time
And its kinda temp escape from this ratrace matrix
i agree i think its impossible to properly relax and clear your thoughts in the modern world, theres always something
 
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good to know someone relates atleast, or i dont know if thats good actually
im not even trying to be pessimistic here, its more like im confused about everything
It’s like constant emptiness’s, I don’t think I’ll ever feel truly fulfilled
 
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Is making videos on youtube natural?

Is caring about some jester looksmaxxer so much that u make vids about them natural?


And to add as a water fun fact
Industrial revolution mostly caused this miserable life style
low iq filtered
didnt understand even one bit of the philosophy
 
just dont stress

 
its about the good times and the good experiences imo

lets not lie you've had fun/happy moments in your life

thats what makes life worth living
 
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