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i just feel like everything in this world is designed to give you anxiety and make you depressed.
whats the point of all the good things that exist if all of them are temporary?
and whats the point of hard work if there is ultimately no end goal in life? the fact that you can never be done with work and relax is what makes life so trash to me.
part of my obsession with looks and improving myself is because i treat my life and looks as a personal project. im subconsciously expecting a reward, but there is no reward in the end. in fact you just fucking die.
if im working and struggling so hard and the reward i get for all that is just dying then i dont want to work anymore. the only cope is to become famous and be remembered for doing something great.
this universe is a failed abortion. why even put me on this planet if nothing in life is worth doing is this a joke?
@Sceptical @alurmo @hax
whats the point of all the good things that exist if all of them are temporary?
and whats the point of hard work if there is ultimately no end goal in life? the fact that you can never be done with work and relax is what makes life so trash to me.
part of my obsession with looks and improving myself is because i treat my life and looks as a personal project. im subconsciously expecting a reward, but there is no reward in the end. in fact you just fucking die.
if im working and struggling so hard and the reward i get for all that is just dying then i dont want to work anymore. the only cope is to become famous and be remembered for doing something great.
this universe is a failed abortion. why even put me on this planet if nothing in life is worth doing is this a joke?
@Sceptical @alurmo @hax
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