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ure all chained in a chair and have experiences forced on u

good or bad depends on luck

lol at not calling this evil
 
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everything seems predetermined or a combination of it and luck

even a thought arising is random or based on previous stuff

anyway, that there is no control is like water is wet. there is not "you" that is in control or not actually, ure just a process, or maybe it is, your senses?. your senses are not being in control, theyre vulnebrable to bad shit all the time. cant describe it well but this feels right to me

we are here and we have horrible experiences, the good ones mean shit.

nobody choosed anything, theres nobody to choose anything. just bad and good experiences experienced by our senses, thats all that exists
 
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this is a very probable situation of life. maybe its not this but i think it is

anyway what im sure about is life is evil
 
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everything seems predetermined or a combination of it and luck

even a thought arising is random or based on previous stuff

anyway, that there is no control is like water is wet. there is not "you" that is in control or not actually, ure just a process, or maybe it is, your senses?. your senses are not being in control, theyre vulnebrable to bad shit all the time. cant describe it well but this feels right to me

we are here and we have horrible experiences, the good ones mean shit.

nobody choosed anything, theres nobody to choose anything. just bad and good experiences, thats all that exists
I thought about something simmilar in a thinking session 2 weeks ago. You never make a decision by yourself there's just information you gathered and you select what seems best. Your life can drastically change from a single thought. One thought isn't just one thought since it leads to another and it just keeps going. But you could also relate this to your physical appearance. If one of my eyes were to be blue, I probably wouldn't be on this site. So many things would be affected by a tiny change in eye color.
Now personally, I don't even think I'm real. Why would I be? Where's the proof that I am indeed in charge? Am I actually thinking? Or am I just a puppet here to enjoy the show?
 
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I thought about something simmilar in a thinking session 2 weeks ago. You never make a decision by yourself there's just information you gathered and you select what seems best. Your life can drastically change from a single thought. One thought isn't just one thought since it leads to another and it just keeps going. But you could also relate this to your physical appearance. If one of my eyes were to be blue, I probably wouldn't be on this site. So many things would be affected by a tiny change in eye color.
Now personally, I don't even think I'm real. Why would I be? Where's the proof that I am indeed in charge? Am I actually thinking? Or am I just a puppet here to enjoy the show?
if u think about these stuff too long they get weird

but one thing that remains firm and clear is the suffering. we dont feel good. life sucks
 
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if u think about these stuff too long they get weird
Yeah whenever I think too much I normally feel like nothing is real for a bit and ig it's called depersonalization/derealization disorder

but one thing that remains firm and clear is the suffering. we dont feel good. life sucks
Yeah life sucks but the copes help ig but once the cope is over then it's sad cuz you gotta return to the suffering.

Have you ever tried to look into christianity or other religions? Personally, it's helped me cope and find meaning but rn I went back to doomer stuff
 
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Yeah whenever I think too much I normally feel like nothing is real for a bit and ig it's called depersonalization/derealization disorder


Yeah life sucks but the copes help ig but once the cope is over then it's sad cuz you gotta return to the suffering.

Have you ever tried to look into christianity or other religions? Personally, it's helped me cope and find meaning but rn I went back to doomer stuff
yeah its all about coping to distract urself.

yeah ive sadly looked into a lot but they dont persuade me at all. esp christianity. eastern religion/philosophy also seems bs to me but they have gotten some things right i guess.
 
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