crush fail story time brutal

[ichooseroberto]

story time of recently a hard pill for me to swallow on how looks aren’t exactly everything but in my school i recently liked this girl after not being able to feel genuine feelings for any girl after my ex because any girl i would talk to after that it was just thinking with my dick but with this girl after months of feeling like i’ll never have a genuine crush. I finally got a crush on her she was a grade lower then me like a junior and was new like idk what sparked my random crush in her i just liked her like overtime i was hooked up with this ltb but i jsut couldn’t feel anything for her she was too like chopped for me. I felt no connection whatsoever so i dropped her for this girl i realized i had feelings for but the girl i was hooked up with i was with her kinda for like two weeks. Abt this crush of mine we would get on a call cuz i used an excuse of how i have some stuff to say to her abt what this kid was saying abt her and it kinda worked we would go off topic and go back and forth like there was so much energy like i felt like energies were exchanging at a such good genuine rate like she talked so much i loved it and shared interesting things abt her self to me and her love life and i loved hearing her saying her view on stuff and just learning more abt her like i was really starting to fall for her character and for the 1st time ever i shared stuff i never shared with anybody even my bsf. Only person i have shared stuff with is my 1st love that im now moved on but this girl i shared stuff abt my trauma and what id do and deep stuff abt myself like she seem shocked of what i went through and was so sweet listening like i really liked her and wanted to take my time with her but after those two calls that were more then two hours i tried asking her if she wanted to hangout like not a date or anything romantical yet and she would just make excuses but i should’ve took a sigh that it was obvious i had a crush on her and she knew but one day i text her and she left me on delivered and then i don’t hear anything abt her till four days later she tells my bsf of how i make her “uncomfortable” for no reason and how i need to stop with “looksmaxxing” nonsense when i barely mention it and when i do i mention how exaggerated and corny It be. She also said to my bsf that i need to stop wearing so much makeup cuz it looks like i wear more makeup then her dude i only wear tinted spf. She then went on a rant on how she hated saying hi to my yesterday because it was awkward and how her and her friends had a sigh of relief because i didn’t go and talk to them and then after she told my bsf on how she woukd never say yes to being my girl and my bsf was telling me abt how her and her friends were laughing abt me also she thinks ima womanizer some how which is dumb to be honest but yeah she was just ranting on to my bsf abt how i never had a chance with her even in the slightest and fried him and saying how is he even friends with me and how she just finds me in general weird and after my friend sent me this info in the gc. I just went into the bathroom and cried like a pussy and a bitch i rarely cry so when i do cry that’s how yk it really meant a lot to me being nice or looking however u look gets u nowhere sometimes ik if i were to show u guys what she looked like u guys would probably laugh at me for even crying over a girl like that but i was genuinely for the 1st time into someone and they just stabbed me after deeply opening out myself to them after so long of not opening myself up to anybody. I feel so alone my ex has a bf now i don’t want her but i have to see that plus my bsf that has a girl and my other bsf has a girl but me the fucking “looksmaxxer” who injects in his face and goes to extreme measures and actully ascended putting effort into something I can’t even be genuine or nice humans never given me a good reason to and i keep getting proved right all the time

idk what to do

 

[ichooseroberto]

story time of recently a hard pill for me to swallow on how looks aren’t exactly everything but in my school i recently liked this girl after not being able to feel genuine feelings for any girl after my ex because any girl i would talk to after that it was just thinking with my dick but with this girl after months of feeling like i’ll never have a genuine crush. I finally got a crush on her she was a grade lower then me like a junior and was new like idk what sparked my random crush in her i just liked her like overtime i was hooked up with this ltb but i jsut couldn’t feel anything for her she was too like chopped for me. I felt no connection whatsoever so i dropped her for this girl i realized i had feelings for but the girl i was hooked up with i was with her kinda for like two weeks. Abt this crush of mine we would get on a call cuz i used an excuse of how i have some stuff to say to her abt what this kid was saying abt her and it kinda worked we would go off topic and go back and forth like there was so much energy like i felt like energies were exchanging at a such good genuine rate like she talked so much i loved it and shared interesting things abt her self to me and her love life and i loved hearing her saying her view on stuff and just learning more abt her like i was really starting to fall for her character and for the 1st time ever i shared stuff i never shared with anybody even my bsf. Only person i have shared stuff with is my 1st love that im now moved on but this girl i shared stuff abt my trauma and what id do and deep stuff abt myself like she seem shocked of what i went through and was so sweet listening like i really liked her and wanted to take my time with her but after those two calls that were more then two hours i tried asking her if she wanted to hangout like not a date or anything romantical yet and she would just make excuses but i should’ve took a sigh that it was obvious i had a crush on her and she knew but one day i text her and she left me on delivered and then i don’t hear anything abt her till four days later she tells my bsf of how i make her “uncomfortable” for no reason and how i need to stop with “looksmaxxing” nonsense when i barely mention it and when i do i mention how exaggerated and corny It be. She also said to my bsf that i need to stop wearing so much makeup cuz it looks like i wear more makeup then her dude i only wear tinted spf. She then went on a rant on how she hated saying hi to my yesterday because it was awkward and how her and her friends had a sigh of relief because i didn’t go and talk to them and then after she told my bsf on how she woukd never say yes to being my girl and my bsf was telling me abt how her and her friends were laughing abt me also she thinks ima womanizer some how which is dumb to be honest but yeah she was just ranting on to my bsf abt how i never had a chance with her even in the slightest and fried him and saying how is he even friends with me and how she just finds me in general weird and after my friend sent me this info in the gc. I just went into the bathroom and cried like a pussy and a bitch i rarely cry so when i do cry that’s how yk it really meant a lot to me being nice or looking however u look gets u nowhere sometimes ik if i were to show u guys what she looked like u guys would probably laugh at me for even crying over a girl like that but i was genuinely for the 1st time into someone and they just stabbed me after deeply opening out myself to them after so long of not opening myself up to anybody. I feel so alone my ex has a bf now i don’t want her but i have to see that plus my bsf that has a girl and my other bsf has a girl but me the fucking “looksmaxxer” who injects in his face and goes to extreme measures and actully ascended putting effort into something I can’t even be genuine or nice humans never given me a good reason to and i keep getting proved right all the time

idk what to do

keep in mind this is what i look like at 6’0-6’1

 

[ichooseroberto]

keep in mind this is what i look like at 6’0-6’1

my side

 

[grav]

Was gonna read but then I saw that it was a whole as page of writing. Bump

 

[ichooseroberto]

Was gonna read but then I saw that it was a whole as page of writing. Bump

LMAO mb bro i just wanted to get into specifics didn’t wanna be vague

 

[sillybilly]

story time of recently a hard pill for me to swallow on how looks aren’t exactly everything but in my school i recently liked this girl after not being able to feel genuine feelings for any girl after my ex because any girl i would talk to after that it was just thinking with my dick but with this girl after months of feeling like i’ll never have a genuine crush. I finally got a crush on her she was a grade lower then me like a junior and was new like idk what sparked my random crush in her i just liked her like overtime i was hooked up with this ltb but i jsut couldn’t feel anything for her she was too like chopped for me. I felt no connection whatsoever so i dropped her for this girl i realized i had feelings for but the girl i was hooked up with i was with her kinda for like two weeks. Abt this crush of mine we would get on a call cuz i used an excuse of how i have some stuff to say to her abt what this kid was saying abt her and it kinda worked we would go off topic and go back and forth like there was so much energy like i felt like energies were exchanging at a such good genuine rate like she talked so much i loved it and shared interesting things abt her self to me and her love life and i loved hearing her saying her view on stuff and just learning more abt her like i was really starting to fall for her character and for the 1st time ever i shared stuff i never shared with anybody even my bsf. Only person i have shared stuff with is my 1st love that im now moved on but this girl i shared stuff abt my trauma and what id do and deep stuff abt myself like she seem shocked of what i went through and was so sweet listening like i really liked her and wanted to take my time with her but after those two calls that were more then two hours i tried asking her if she wanted to hangout like not a date or anything romantical yet and she would just make excuses but i should’ve took a sigh that it was obvious i had a crush on her and she knew but one day i text her and she left me on delivered and then i don’t hear anything abt her till four days later she tells my bsf of how i make her “uncomfortable” for no reason and how i need to stop with “looksmaxxing” nonsense when i barely mention it and when i do i mention how exaggerated and corny It be. She also said to my bsf that i need to stop wearing so much makeup cuz it looks like i wear more makeup then her dude i only wear tinted spf. She then went on a rant on how she hated saying hi to my yesterday because it was awkward and how her and her friends had a sigh of relief because i didn’t go and talk to them and then after she told my bsf on how she woukd never say yes to being my girl and my bsf was telling me abt how her and her friends were laughing abt me also she thinks ima womanizer some how which is dumb to be honest but yeah she was just ranting on to my bsf abt how i never had a chance with her even in the slightest and fried him and saying how is he even friends with me and how she just finds me in general weird and after my friend sent me this info in the gc. I just went into the bathroom and cried like a pussy and a bitch i rarely cry so when i do cry that’s how yk it really meant a lot to me being nice or looking however u look gets u nowhere sometimes ik if i were to show u guys what she looked like u guys would probably laugh at me for even crying over a girl like that but i was genuinely for the 1st time into someone and they just stabbed me after deeply opening out myself to them after so long of not opening myself up to anybody. I feel so alone my ex has a bf now i don’t want her but i have to see that plus my bsf that has a girl and my other bsf has a girl but me the fucking “looksmaxxer” who injects in his face and goes to extreme measures and actully ascended putting effort into something I can’t even be genuine or nice humans never given me a good reason to and i keep getting proved right all the time

idk what to do

dnr but u look good bhai

 

[rawr]

ask chatgpt to make it shorter & more organized tag me and i’ll read

 

[ichooseroberto]

ask chatgpt to make it shorter & more organized tag me and i’ll read

I’ll tighten it up and organize it, but keep your main feelings intact:
I hadn’t felt a real connection with any girl since my ex. Every girl after that just felt physical, nothing genuine. Then out of nowhere, I started liking this new girl at school. She was a junior and something about her just pulled me in over time.
At that point, I was already talking to another girl, but I didn’t feel anything for her, so I ended things because I realized my feelings for this new girl were real.
Me and this girl started talking on the phone. At first it was just an excuse to talk, but we’d end up on calls for over 2 hours. The conversations felt natural, like real energy was there. She shared a lot about herself, and for the first time in a long time, I opened up too—about my past, trauma, things I don’t even tell my closest friends. She listened, seemed surprised, and was really kind about it. That’s when I started genuinely falling for her.
I wanted to take things slow, so I asked her to hang out—not even as a date—but she kept making excuses. Looking back, she probably already knew I liked her.
Then one day she left me on delivered. Four days later, I find out from my best friend that she was saying I made her uncomfortable. She also criticized me, saying I talk about looksmaxxing too much and wear too much makeup, even though I barely do (just tinted SPF). She said she hated saying hi to me, felt relieved when I didn’t talk to her, and that her and her friends were laughing about me.She also said she would never date me and even questioned why my best friend is friends with me. On top of that, she thinks I’m a womanizer, which doesn’t even make sense.
After hearing all that, I went to the bathroom and cried. I don’t cry often, so it hit hard. What hurt the most wasn’t just rejection—it was opening up to someone for the first time in so long, just to feel judged and disrespected.
Now I feel alone. My ex i’ve moved on from has a relationship , my friends all have relationships, and I’m here putting effort into myself, trying to improve, but still getting rejected when I try to be genuine. It feels like no matter what I do, it’s never enough—and it keeps proving my belief that people just aren’t worth trusting.

 

[Marss]

story time of recently a hard pill for me to swallow on how looks aren’t exactly everything but in my school i recently liked this girl after not being able to feel genuine feelings for any girl after my ex because any girl i would talk to after that it was just thinking with my dick but with this girl after months of feeling like i’ll never have a genuine crush. I finally got a crush on her she was a grade lower then me like a junior and was new like idk what sparked my random crush in her i just liked her like overtime i was hooked up with this ltb but i jsut couldn’t feel anything for her she was too like chopped for me. I felt no connection whatsoever so i dropped her for this girl i realized i had feelings for but the girl i was hooked up with i was with her kinda for like two weeks. Abt this crush of mine we would get on a call cuz i used an excuse of how i have some stuff to say to her abt what this kid was saying abt her and it kinda worked we would go off topic and go back and forth like there was so much energy like i felt like energies were exchanging at a such good genuine rate like she talked so much i loved it and shared interesting things abt her self to me and her love life and i loved hearing her saying her view on stuff and just learning more abt her like i was really starting to fall for her character and for the 1st time ever i shared stuff i never shared with anybody even my bsf. Only person i have shared stuff with is my 1st love that im now moved on but this girl i shared stuff abt my trauma and what id do and deep stuff abt myself like she seem shocked of what i went through and was so sweet listening like i really liked her and wanted to take my time with her but after those two calls that were more then two hours i tried asking her if she wanted to hangout like not a date or anything romantical yet and she would just make excuses but i should’ve took a sigh that it was obvious i had a crush on her and she knew but one day i text her and she left me on delivered and then i don’t hear anything abt her till four days later she tells my bsf of how i make her “uncomfortable” for no reason and how i need to stop with “looksmaxxing” nonsense when i barely mention it and when i do i mention how exaggerated and corny It be. She also said to my bsf that i need to stop wearing so much makeup cuz it looks like i wear more makeup then her dude i only wear tinted spf. She then went on a rant on how she hated saying hi to my yesterday because it was awkward and how her and her friends had a sigh of relief because i didn’t go and talk to them and then after she told my bsf on how she woukd never say yes to being my girl and my bsf was telling me abt how her and her friends were laughing abt me also she thinks ima womanizer some how which is dumb to be honest but yeah she was just ranting on to my bsf abt how i never had a chance with her even in the slightest and fried him and saying how is he even friends with me and how she just finds me in general weird and after my friend sent me this info in the gc. I just went into the bathroom and cried like a pussy and a bitch i rarely cry so when i do cry that’s how yk it really meant a lot to me being nice or looking however u look gets u nowhere sometimes ik if i were to show u guys what she looked like u guys would probably laugh at me for even crying over a girl like that but i was genuinely for the 1st time into someone and they just stabbed me after deeply opening out myself to them after so long of not opening myself up to anybody. I feel so alone my ex has a bf now i don’t want her but i have to see that plus my bsf that has a girl and my other bsf has a girl but me the fucking “looksmaxxer” who injects in his face and goes to extreme measures and actully ascended putting effort into something I can’t even be genuine or nice humans never given me a good reason to and i keep getting proved right all the time

idk what to do

DNRRRR

 

[rawr]

I’ll tighten it up and organize it, but keep your main feelings intact:
I hadn’t felt a real connection with any girl since my ex. Every girl after that just felt physical, nothing genuine. Then out of nowhere, I started liking this new girl at school. She was a junior and something about her just pulled me in over time.
At that point, I was already talking to another girl, but I didn’t feel anything for her, so I ended things because I realized my feelings for this new girl were real.
Me and this girl started talking on the phone. At first it was just an excuse to talk, but we’d end up on calls for over 2 hours. The conversations felt natural, like real energy was there. She shared a lot about herself, and for the first time in a long time, I opened up too—about my past, trauma, things I don’t even tell my closest friends. She listened, seemed surprised, and was really kind about it. That’s when I started genuinely falling for her.
I wanted to take things slow, so I asked her to hang out—not even as a date—but she kept making excuses. Looking back, she probably already knew I liked her.
Then one day she left me on delivered. Four days later, I find out from my best friend that she was saying I made her uncomfortable. She also criticized me, saying I talk about looksmaxxing too much and wear too much makeup, even though I barely do (just tinted SPF). She said she hated saying hi to me, felt relieved when I didn’t talk to her, and that her and her friends were laughing about me.She also said she would never date me and even questioned why my best friend is friends with me. On top of that, she thinks I’m a womanizer, which doesn’t even make sense.
After hearing all that, I went to the bathroom and cried. I don’t cry often, so it hit hard. What hurt the most wasn’t just rejection—it was opening up to someone for the first time in so long, just to feel judged and disrespected.
Now I feel alone. My ex i’ve moved on from has a relationship , my friends all have relationships, and I’m here putting effort into myself, trying to improve, but still getting rejected when I try to be genuine. It feels like no matter what I do, it’s never enough—and it keeps proving my belief that people just aren’t worth trusting.

Yeah i found that opening up to women is a good way for them to dislike you or make fun of u. It’s fine you’ll find one one day, u look decent are tall and had an ex already. Miles ahead of me

 

[tokyo01010]

story time of recently a hard pill for me to swallow on how looks aren’t exactly everything but in my school i recently liked this girl after not being able to feel genuine feelings for any girl after my ex because any girl i would talk to after that it was just thinking with my dick but with this girl after months of feeling like i’ll never have a genuine crush. I finally got a crush on her she was a grade lower then me like a junior and was new like idk what sparked my random crush in her i just liked her like overtime i was hooked up with this ltb but i jsut couldn’t feel anything for her she was too like chopped for me. I felt no connection whatsoever so i dropped her for this girl i realized i had feelings for but the girl i was hooked up with i was with her kinda for like two weeks. Abt this crush of mine we would get on a call cuz i used an excuse of how i have some stuff to say to her abt what this kid was saying abt her and it kinda worked we would go off topic and go back and forth like there was so much energy like i felt like energies were exchanging at a such good genuine rate like she talked so much i loved it and shared interesting things abt her self to me and her love life and i loved hearing her saying her view on stuff and just learning more abt her like i was really starting to fall for her character and for the 1st time ever i shared stuff i never shared with anybody even my bsf. Only person i have shared stuff with is my 1st love that im now moved on but this girl i shared stuff abt my trauma and what id do and deep stuff abt myself like she seem shocked of what i went through and was so sweet listening like i really liked her and wanted to take my time with her but after those two calls that were more then two hours i tried asking her if she wanted to hangout like not a date or anything romantical yet and she would just make excuses but i should’ve took a sigh that it was obvious i had a crush on her and she knew but one day i text her and she left me on delivered and then i don’t hear anything abt her till four days later she tells my bsf of how i make her “uncomfortable” for no reason and how i need to stop with “looksmaxxing” nonsense when i barely mention it and when i do i mention how exaggerated and corny It be. She also said to my bsf that i need to stop wearing so much makeup cuz it looks like i wear more makeup then her dude i only wear tinted spf. She then went on a rant on how she hated saying hi to my yesterday because it was awkward and how her and her friends had a sigh of relief because i didn’t go and talk to them and then after she told my bsf on how she woukd never say yes to being my girl and my bsf was telling me abt how her and her friends were laughing abt me also she thinks ima womanizer some how which is dumb to be honest but yeah she was just ranting on to my bsf abt how i never had a chance with her even in the slightest and fried him and saying how is he even friends with me and how she just finds me in general weird and after my friend sent me this info in the gc. I just went into the bathroom and cried like a pussy and a bitch i rarely cry so when i do cry that’s how yk it really meant a lot to me being nice or looking however u look gets u nowhere sometimes ik if i were to show u guys what she looked like u guys would probably laugh at me for even crying over a girl like that but i was genuinely for the 1st time into someone and they just stabbed me after deeply opening out myself to them after so long of not opening myself up to anybody. I feel so alone my ex has a bf now i don’t want her but i have to see that plus my bsf that has a girl and my other bsf has a girl but me the fucking “looksmaxxer” who injects in his face and goes to extreme measures and actully ascended putting effort into something I can’t even be genuine or nice humans never given me a good reason to and i keep getting proved right all the time

idk what to do

dnr but brootal brootal brootal

 

[griff1234]

story time of recently a hard pill for me to swallow on how looks aren’t exactly everything but in my school i recently liked this girl after not being able to feel genuine feelings for any girl after my ex because any girl i would talk to after that it was just thinking with my dick but with this girl after months of feeling like i’ll never have a genuine crush. I finally got a crush on her she was a grade lower then me like a junior and was new like idk what sparked my random crush in her i just liked her like overtime i was hooked up with this ltb but i jsut couldn’t feel anything for her she was too like chopped for me. I felt no connection whatsoever so i dropped her for this girl i realized i had feelings for but the girl i was hooked up with i was with her kinda for like two weeks. Abt this crush of mine we would get on a call cuz i used an excuse of how i have some stuff to say to her abt what this kid was saying abt her and it kinda worked we would go off topic and go back and forth like there was so much energy like i felt like energies were exchanging at a such good genuine rate like she talked so much i loved it and shared interesting things abt her self to me and her love life and i loved hearing her saying her view on stuff and just learning more abt her like i was really starting to fall for her character and for the 1st time ever i shared stuff i never shared with anybody even my bsf. Only person i have shared stuff with is my 1st love that im now moved on but this girl i shared stuff abt my trauma and what id do and deep stuff abt myself like she seem shocked of what i went through and was so sweet listening like i really liked her and wanted to take my time with her but after those two calls that were more then two hours i tried asking her if she wanted to hangout like not a date or anything romantical yet and she would just make excuses but i should’ve took a sigh that it was obvious i had a crush on her and she knew but one day i text her and she left me on delivered and then i don’t hear anything abt her till four days later she tells my bsf of how i make her “uncomfortable” for no reason and how i need to stop with “looksmaxxing” nonsense when i barely mention it and when i do i mention how exaggerated and corny It be. She also said to my bsf that i need to stop wearing so much makeup cuz it looks like i wear more makeup then her dude i only wear tinted spf. She then went on a rant on how she hated saying hi to my yesterday because it was awkward and how her and her friends had a sigh of relief because i didn’t go and talk to them and then after she told my bsf on how she woukd never say yes to being my girl and my bsf was telling me abt how her and her friends were laughing abt me also she thinks ima womanizer some how which is dumb to be honest but yeah she was just ranting on to my bsf abt how i never had a chance with her even in the slightest and fried him and saying how is he even friends with me and how she just finds me in general weird and after my friend sent me this info in the gc. I just went into the bathroom and cried like a pussy and a bitch i rarely cry so when i do cry that’s how yk it really meant a lot to me being nice or looking however u look gets u nowhere sometimes ik if i were to show u guys what she looked like u guys would probably laugh at me for even crying over a girl like that but i was genuinely for the 1st time into someone and they just stabbed me after deeply opening out myself to them after so long of not opening myself up to anybody. I feel so alone my ex has a bf now i don’t want her but i have to see that plus my bsf that has a girl and my other bsf has a girl but me the fucking “looksmaxxer” who injects in his face and goes to extreme measures and actully ascended putting effort into something I can’t even be genuine or nice humans never given me a good reason to and i keep getting proved right all the time

idk what to do

Don’t ever mention that stuff to foids

 

[trueedgar]

story time of recently a hard pill for me to swallow on how looks aren’t exactly everything but in my school i recently liked this girl after not being able to feel genuine feelings for any girl after my ex because any girl i would talk to after that it was just thinking with my dick but with this girl after months of feeling like i’ll never have a genuine crush. I finally got a crush on her she was a grade lower then me like a junior and was new like idk what sparked my random crush in her i just liked her like overtime i was hooked up with this ltb but i jsut couldn’t feel anything for her she was too like chopped for me. I felt no connection whatsoever so i dropped her for this girl i realized i had feelings for but the girl i was hooked up with i was with her kinda for like two weeks. Abt this crush of mine we would get on a call cuz i used an excuse of how i have some stuff to say to her abt what this kid was saying abt her and it kinda worked we would go off topic and go back and forth like there was so much energy like i felt like energies were exchanging at a such good genuine rate like she talked so much i loved it and shared interesting things abt her self to me and her love life and i loved hearing her saying her view on stuff and just learning more abt her like i was really starting to fall for her character and for the 1st time ever i shared stuff i never shared with anybody even my bsf. Only person i have shared stuff with is my 1st love that im now moved on but this girl i shared stuff abt my trauma and what id do and deep stuff abt myself like she seem shocked of what i went through and was so sweet listening like i really liked her and wanted to take my time with her but after those two calls that were more then two hours i tried asking her if she wanted to hangout like not a date or anything romantical yet and she would just make excuses but i should’ve took a sigh that it was obvious i had a crush on her and she knew but one day i text her and she left me on delivered and then i don’t hear anything abt her till four days later she tells my bsf of how i make her “uncomfortable” for no reason and how i need to stop with “looksmaxxing” nonsense when i barely mention it and when i do i mention how exaggerated and corny It be. She also said to my bsf that i need to stop wearing so much makeup cuz it looks like i wear more makeup then her dude i only wear tinted spf. She then went on a rant on how she hated saying hi to my yesterday because it was awkward and how her and her friends had a sigh of relief because i didn’t go and talk to them and then after she told my bsf on how she woukd never say yes to being my girl and my bsf was telling me abt how her and her friends were laughing abt me also she thinks ima womanizer some how which is dumb to be honest but yeah she was just ranting on to my bsf abt how i never had a chance with her even in the slightest and fried him and saying how is he even friends with me and how she just finds me in general weird and after my friend sent me this info in the gc. I just went into the bathroom and cried like a pussy and a bitch i rarely cry so when i do cry that’s how yk it really meant a lot to me being nice or looking however u look gets u nowhere sometimes ik if i were to show u guys what she looked like u guys would probably laugh at me for even crying over a girl like that but i was genuinely for the 1st time into someone and they just stabbed me after deeply opening out myself to them after so long of not opening myself up to anybody. I feel so alone my ex has a bf now i don’t want her but i have to see that plus my bsf that has a girl and my other bsf has a girl but me the fucking “looksmaxxer” who injects in his face and goes to extreme measures and actully ascended putting effort into something I can’t even be genuine or nice humans never given me a good reason to and i keep getting proved right all the time

idk what to do

dude never open up to a girl other than your own mother. never. they'll use it against you and once you spill and tell all your secret's they will find you boring or weird based on what you tell them. at the end of the day, no one truly cares.