crush fail story time brutal

[Deleted member 176994]

story time of recently a hard pill for me to swallow on how looks aren’t exactly everything but in my school i recently liked this girl after not being able to feel genuine feelings for any girl after my ex because any girl i would talk to after that it was just thinking with my dick but with this girl after months of feeling like i’ll never have a genuine crush. I finally got a crush on her she was a grade lower then me like a junior and was new like idk what sparked my random crush in her i just liked her like overtime i was hooked up with this ltb but i jsut couldn’t feel anything for her she was too like chopped for me. I felt no connection whatsoever so i dropped her for this girl i realized i had feelings for but the girl i was hooked up with i was with her kinda for like two weeks. Abt this crush of mine we would get on a call cuz i used an excuse of how i have some stuff to say to her abt what this kid was saying abt her and it kinda worked we would go off topic and go back and forth like there was so much energy like i felt like energies were exchanging at a such good genuine rate like she talked so much i loved it and shared interesting things abt her self to me and her love life and i loved hearing her saying her view on stuff and just learning more abt her like i was really starting to fall for her character and for the 1st time ever i shared stuff i never shared with anybody even my bsf. Only person i have shared stuff with is my 1st love that im now moved on but this girl i shared stuff abt my trauma and what id do and deep stuff abt myself like she seem shocked of what i went through and was so sweet listening like i really liked her and wanted to take my time with her but after those two calls that were more then two hours i tried asking her if she wanted to hangout like not a date or anything romantical yet and she would just make excuses but i should’ve took a sigh that it was obvious i had a crush on her and she knew but one day i text her and she left me on delivered and then i don’t hear anything abt her till four days later she tells my bsf of how i make her “uncomfortable” for no reason and how i need to stop with “looksmaxxing” nonsense when i barely mention it and when i do i mention how exaggerated and corny It be. She also said to my bsf that i need to stop wearing so much makeup cuz it looks like i wear more makeup then her dude i only wear tinted spf. She then went on a rant on how she hated saying hi to my yesterday because it was awkward and how her and her friends had a sigh of relief because i didn’t go and talk to them and then after she told my bsf on how she woukd never say yes to being my girl and my bsf was telling me abt how her and her friends were laughing abt me also she thinks ima womanizer some how which is dumb to be honest but yeah she was just ranting on to my bsf abt how i never had a chance with her even in the slightest and fried him and saying how is he even friends with me and how she just finds me in general weird and after my friend sent me this info in the gc. I just went into the bathroom and cried like a pussy and a bitch i rarely cry so when i do cry that’s how yk it really meant a lot to me being nice or looking however u look gets u nowhere sometimes ik if i were to show u guys what she looked like u guys would probably laugh at me for even crying over a girl like that but i was genuinely for the 1st time into someone and they just stabbed me after deeply opening out myself to them after so long of not opening myself up to anybody. I feel so alone my ex has a bf now i don’t want her but i have to see that plus my bsf that has a girl and my other bsf has a girl but me the fucking “looksmaxxer” who injects in his face and goes to extreme measures and actully ascended putting effort into something I can’t even be genuine or nice humans never given me a good reason to and i keep getting proved right all the time

idk what to do

 

[Deleted member 176994]

story time of recently a hard pill for me to swallow on how looks aren’t exactly everything but in my school i recently liked this girl after not being able to feel genuine feelings for any girl after my ex because any girl i would talk to after that it was just thinking with my dick but with this girl after months of feeling like i’ll never have a genuine crush. I finally got a crush on her she was a grade lower then me like a junior and was new like idk what sparked my random crush in her i just liked her like overtime i was hooked up with this ltb but i jsut couldn’t feel anything for her she was too like chopped for me. I felt no connection whatsoever so i dropped her for this girl i realized i had feelings for but the girl i was hooked up with i was with her kinda for like two weeks. Abt this crush of mine we would get on a call cuz i used an excuse of how i have some stuff to say to her abt what this kid was saying abt her and it kinda worked we would go off topic and go back and forth like there was so much energy like i felt like energies were exchanging at a such good genuine rate like she talked so much i loved it and shared interesting things abt her self to me and her love life and i loved hearing her saying her view on stuff and just learning more abt her like i was really starting to fall for her character and for the 1st time ever i shared stuff i never shared with anybody even my bsf. Only person i have shared stuff with is my 1st love that im now moved on but this girl i shared stuff abt my trauma and what id do and deep stuff abt myself like she seem shocked of what i went through and was so sweet listening like i really liked her and wanted to take my time with her but after those two calls that were more then two hours i tried asking her if she wanted to hangout like not a date or anything romantical yet and she would just make excuses but i should’ve took a sigh that it was obvious i had a crush on her and she knew but one day i text her and she left me on delivered and then i don’t hear anything abt her till four days later she tells my bsf of how i make her “uncomfortable” for no reason and how i need to stop with “looksmaxxing” nonsense when i barely mention it and when i do i mention how exaggerated and corny It be. She also said to my bsf that i need to stop wearing so much makeup cuz it looks like i wear more makeup then her dude i only wear tinted spf. She then went on a rant on how she hated saying hi to my yesterday because it was awkward and how her and her friends had a sigh of relief because i didn’t go and talk to them and then after she told my bsf on how she woukd never say yes to being my girl and my bsf was telling me abt how her and her friends were laughing abt me also she thinks ima womanizer some how which is dumb to be honest but yeah she was just ranting on to my bsf abt how i never had a chance with her even in the slightest and fried him and saying how is he even friends with me and how she just finds me in general weird and after my friend sent me this info in the gc. I just went into the bathroom and cried like a pussy and a bitch i rarely cry so when i do cry that’s how yk it really meant a lot to me being nice or looking however u look gets u nowhere sometimes ik if i were to show u guys what she looked like u guys would probably laugh at me for even crying over a girl like that but i was genuinely for the 1st time into someone and they just stabbed me after deeply opening out myself to them after so long of not opening myself up to anybody. I feel so alone my ex has a bf now i don’t want her but i have to see that plus my bsf that has a girl and my other bsf has a girl but me the fucking “looksmaxxer” who injects in his face and goes to extreme measures and actully ascended putting effort into something I can’t even be genuine or nice humans never given me a good reason to and i keep getting proved right all the time

idk what to do

keep in mind this is what i look like at 6’0-6’1

 

[Deleted member 176994]

keep in mind this is what i look like at 6’0-6’1

my side

 

[grav]

Was gonna read but then I saw that it was a whole as page of writing. Bump

 

[Deleted member 176994]

Was gonna read but then I saw that it was a whole as page of writing. Bump

LMAO mb bro i just wanted to get into specifics didn’t wanna be vague

 

[sillybilly]

story time of recently a hard pill for me to swallow on how looks aren’t exactly everything but in my school i recently liked this girl after not being able to feel genuine feelings for any girl after my ex because any girl i would talk to after that it was just thinking with my dick but with this girl after months of feeling like i’ll never have a genuine crush. I finally got a crush on her she was a grade lower then me like a junior and was new like idk what sparked my random crush in her i just liked her like overtime i was hooked up with this ltb but i jsut couldn’t feel anything for her she was too like chopped for me. I felt no connection whatsoever so i dropped her for this girl i realized i had feelings for but the girl i was hooked up with i was with her kinda for like two weeks. Abt this crush of mine we would get on a call cuz i used an excuse of how i have some stuff to say to her abt what this kid was saying abt her and it kinda worked we would go off topic and go back and forth like there was so much energy like i felt like energies were exchanging at a such good genuine rate like she talked so much i loved it and shared interesting things abt her self to me and her love life and i loved hearing her saying her view on stuff and just learning more abt her like i was really starting to fall for her character and for the 1st time ever i shared stuff i never shared with anybody even my bsf. Only person i have shared stuff with is my 1st love that im now moved on but this girl i shared stuff abt my trauma and what id do and deep stuff abt myself like she seem shocked of what i went through and was so sweet listening like i really liked her and wanted to take my time with her but after those two calls that were more then two hours i tried asking her if she wanted to hangout like not a date or anything romantical yet and she would just make excuses but i should’ve took a sigh that it was obvious i had a crush on her and she knew but one day i text her and she left me on delivered and then i don’t hear anything abt her till four days later she tells my bsf of how i make her “uncomfortable” for no reason and how i need to stop with “looksmaxxing” nonsense when i barely mention it and when i do i mention how exaggerated and corny It be. She also said to my bsf that i need to stop wearing so much makeup cuz it looks like i wear more makeup then her dude i only wear tinted spf. She then went on a rant on how she hated saying hi to my yesterday because it was awkward and how her and her friends had a sigh of relief because i didn’t go and talk to them and then after she told my bsf on how she woukd never say yes to being my girl and my bsf was telling me abt how her and her friends were laughing abt me also she thinks ima womanizer some how which is dumb to be honest but yeah she was just ranting on to my bsf abt how i never had a chance with her even in the slightest and fried him and saying how is he even friends with me and how she just finds me in general weird and after my friend sent me this info in the gc. I just went into the bathroom and cried like a pussy and a bitch i rarely cry so when i do cry that’s how yk it really meant a lot to me being nice or looking however u look gets u nowhere sometimes ik if i were to show u guys what she looked like u guys would probably laugh at me for even crying over a girl like that but i was genuinely for the 1st time into someone and they just stabbed me after deeply opening out myself to them after so long of not opening myself up to anybody. I feel so alone my ex has a bf now i don’t want her but i have to see that plus my bsf that has a girl and my other bsf has a girl but me the fucking “looksmaxxer” who injects in his face and goes to extreme measures and actully ascended putting effort into something I can’t even be genuine or nice humans never given me a good reason to and i keep getting proved right all the time

idk what to do

dnr but u look good bhai

 

[rawr]

ask chatgpt to make it shorter & more organized tag me and i’ll read

 

[Deleted member 176994]

ask chatgpt to make it shorter & more organized tag me and i’ll read

I’ll tighten it up and organize it, but keep your main feelings intact:
I hadn’t felt a real connection with any girl since my ex. Every girl after that just felt physical, nothing genuine. Then out of nowhere, I started liking this new girl at school. She was a junior and something about her just pulled me in over time.
At that point, I was already talking to another girl, but I didn’t feel anything for her, so I ended things because I realized my feelings for this new girl were real.
Me and this girl started talking on the phone. At first it was just an excuse to talk, but we’d end up on calls for over 2 hours. The conversations felt natural, like real energy was there. She shared a lot about herself, and for the first time in a long time, I opened up too—about my past, trauma, things I don’t even tell my closest friends. She listened, seemed surprised, and was really kind about it. That’s when I started genuinely falling for her.
I wanted to take things slow, so I asked her to hang out—not even as a date—but she kept making excuses. Looking back, she probably already knew I liked her.
Then one day she left me on delivered. Four days later, I find out from my best friend that she was saying I made her uncomfortable. She also criticized me, saying I talk about looksmaxxing too much and wear too much makeup, even though I barely do (just tinted SPF). She said she hated saying hi to me, felt relieved when I didn’t talk to her, and that her and her friends were laughing about me.She also said she would never date me and even questioned why my best friend is friends with me. On top of that, she thinks I’m a womanizer, which doesn’t even make sense.
After hearing all that, I went to the bathroom and cried. I don’t cry often, so it hit hard. What hurt the most wasn’t just rejection—it was opening up to someone for the first time in so long, just to feel judged and disrespected.
Now I feel alone. My ex i’ve moved on from has a relationship , my friends all have relationships, and I’m here putting effort into myself, trying to improve, but still getting rejected when I try to be genuine. It feels like no matter what I do, it’s never enough—and it keeps proving my belief that people just aren’t worth trusting.

 

[Marss]

story time of recently a hard pill for me to swallow on how looks aren’t exactly everything but in my school i recently liked this girl after not being able to feel genuine feelings for any girl after my ex because any girl i would talk to after that it was just thinking with my dick but with this girl after months of feeling like i’ll never have a genuine crush. I finally got a crush on her she was a grade lower then me like a junior and was new like idk what sparked my random crush in her i just liked her like overtime i was hooked up with this ltb but i jsut couldn’t feel anything for her she was too like chopped for me. I felt no connection whatsoever so i dropped her for this girl i realized i had feelings for but the girl i was hooked up with i was with her kinda for like two weeks. Abt this crush of mine we would get on a call cuz i used an excuse of how i have some stuff to say to her abt what this kid was saying abt her and it kinda worked we would go off topic and go back and forth like there was so much energy like i felt like energies were exchanging at a such good genuine rate like she talked so much i loved it and shared interesting things abt her self to me and her love life and i loved hearing her saying her view on stuff and just learning more abt her like i was really starting to fall for her character and for the 1st time ever i shared stuff i never shared with anybody even my bsf. Only person i have shared stuff with is my 1st love that im now moved on but this girl i shared stuff abt my trauma and what id do and deep stuff abt myself like she seem shocked of what i went through and was so sweet listening like i really liked her and wanted to take my time with her but after those two calls that were more then two hours i tried asking her if she wanted to hangout like not a date or anything romantical yet and she would just make excuses but i should’ve took a sigh that it was obvious i had a crush on her and she knew but one day i text her and she left me on delivered and then i don’t hear anything abt her till four days later she tells my bsf of how i make her “uncomfortable” for no reason and how i need to stop with “looksmaxxing” nonsense when i barely mention it and when i do i mention how exaggerated and corny It be. She also said to my bsf that i need to stop wearing so much makeup cuz it looks like i wear more makeup then her dude i only wear tinted spf. She then went on a rant on how she hated saying hi to my yesterday because it was awkward and how her and her friends had a sigh of relief because i didn’t go and talk to them and then after she told my bsf on how she woukd never say yes to being my girl and my bsf was telling me abt how her and her friends were laughing abt me also she thinks ima womanizer some how which is dumb to be honest but yeah she was just ranting on to my bsf abt how i never had a chance with her even in the slightest and fried him and saying how is he even friends with me and how she just finds me in general weird and after my friend sent me this info in the gc. I just went into the bathroom and cried like a pussy and a bitch i rarely cry so when i do cry that’s how yk it really meant a lot to me being nice or looking however u look gets u nowhere sometimes ik if i were to show u guys what she looked like u guys would probably laugh at me for even crying over a girl like that but i was genuinely for the 1st time into someone and they just stabbed me after deeply opening out myself to them after so long of not opening myself up to anybody. I feel so alone my ex has a bf now i don’t want her but i have to see that plus my bsf that has a girl and my other bsf has a girl but me the fucking “looksmaxxer” who injects in his face and goes to extreme measures and actully ascended putting effort into something I can’t even be genuine or nice humans never given me a good reason to and i keep getting proved right all the time

idk what to do

DNRRRR

 

[rawr]

I’ll tighten it up and organize it, but keep your main feelings intact:
I hadn’t felt a real connection with any girl since my ex. Every girl after that just felt physical, nothing genuine. Then out of nowhere, I started liking this new girl at school. She was a junior and something about her just pulled me in over time.
At that point, I was already talking to another girl, but I didn’t feel anything for her, so I ended things because I realized my feelings for this new girl were real.
Me and this girl started talking on the phone. At first it was just an excuse to talk, but we’d end up on calls for over 2 hours. The conversations felt natural, like real energy was there. She shared a lot about herself, and for the first time in a long time, I opened up too—about my past, trauma, things I don’t even tell my closest friends. She listened, seemed surprised, and was really kind about it. That’s when I started genuinely falling for her.
I wanted to take things slow, so I asked her to hang out—not even as a date—but she kept making excuses. Looking back, she probably already knew I liked her.
Then one day she left me on delivered. Four days later, I find out from my best friend that she was saying I made her uncomfortable. She also criticized me, saying I talk about looksmaxxing too much and wear too much makeup, even though I barely do (just tinted SPF). She said she hated saying hi to me, felt relieved when I didn’t talk to her, and that her and her friends were laughing about me.She also said she would never date me and even questioned why my best friend is friends with me. On top of that, she thinks I’m a womanizer, which doesn’t even make sense.
After hearing all that, I went to the bathroom and cried. I don’t cry often, so it hit hard. What hurt the most wasn’t just rejection—it was opening up to someone for the first time in so long, just to feel judged and disrespected.
Now I feel alone. My ex i’ve moved on from has a relationship , my friends all have relationships, and I’m here putting effort into myself, trying to improve, but still getting rejected when I try to be genuine. It feels like no matter what I do, it’s never enough—and it keeps proving my belief that people just aren’t worth trusting.

Yeah i found that opening up to women is a good way for them to dislike you or make fun of u. It’s fine you’ll find one one day, u look decent are tall and had an ex already. Miles ahead of me

 

[tokyo01010]

story time of recently a hard pill for me to swallow on how looks aren’t exactly everything but in my school i recently liked this girl after not being able to feel genuine feelings for any girl after my ex because any girl i would talk to after that it was just thinking with my dick but with this girl after months of feeling like i’ll never have a genuine crush. I finally got a crush on her she was a grade lower then me like a junior and was new like idk what sparked my random crush in her i just liked her like overtime i was hooked up with this ltb but i jsut couldn’t feel anything for her she was too like chopped for me. I felt no connection whatsoever so i dropped her for this girl i realized i had feelings for but the girl i was hooked up with i was with her kinda for like two weeks. Abt this crush of mine we would get on a call cuz i used an excuse of how i have some stuff to say to her abt what this kid was saying abt her and it kinda worked we would go off topic and go back and forth like there was so much energy like i felt like energies were exchanging at a such good genuine rate like she talked so much i loved it and shared interesting things abt her self to me and her love life and i loved hearing her saying her view on stuff and just learning more abt her like i was really starting to fall for her character and for the 1st time ever i shared stuff i never shared with anybody even my bsf. Only person i have shared stuff with is my 1st love that im now moved on but this girl i shared stuff abt my trauma and what id do and deep stuff abt myself like she seem shocked of what i went through and was so sweet listening like i really liked her and wanted to take my time with her but after those two calls that were more then two hours i tried asking her if she wanted to hangout like not a date or anything romantical yet and she would just make excuses but i should’ve took a sigh that it was obvious i had a crush on her and she knew but one day i text her and she left me on delivered and then i don’t hear anything abt her till four days later she tells my bsf of how i make her “uncomfortable” for no reason and how i need to stop with “looksmaxxing” nonsense when i barely mention it and when i do i mention how exaggerated and corny It be. She also said to my bsf that i need to stop wearing so much makeup cuz it looks like i wear more makeup then her dude i only wear tinted spf. She then went on a rant on how she hated saying hi to my yesterday because it was awkward and how her and her friends had a sigh of relief because i didn’t go and talk to them and then after she told my bsf on how she woukd never say yes to being my girl and my bsf was telling me abt how her and her friends were laughing abt me also she thinks ima womanizer some how which is dumb to be honest but yeah she was just ranting on to my bsf abt how i never had a chance with her even in the slightest and fried him and saying how is he even friends with me and how she just finds me in general weird and after my friend sent me this info in the gc. I just went into the bathroom and cried like a pussy and a bitch i rarely cry so when i do cry that’s how yk it really meant a lot to me being nice or looking however u look gets u nowhere sometimes ik if i were to show u guys what she looked like u guys would probably laugh at me for even crying over a girl like that but i was genuinely for the 1st time into someone and they just stabbed me after deeply opening out myself to them after so long of not opening myself up to anybody. I feel so alone my ex has a bf now i don’t want her but i have to see that plus my bsf that has a girl and my other bsf has a girl but me the fucking “looksmaxxer” who injects in his face and goes to extreme measures and actully ascended putting effort into something I can’t even be genuine or nice humans never given me a good reason to and i keep getting proved right all the time

idk what to do

dnr but brootal brootal brootal

 

[griff1234]

story time of recently a hard pill for me to swallow on how looks aren’t exactly everything but in my school i recently liked this girl after not being able to feel genuine feelings for any girl after my ex because any girl i would talk to after that it was just thinking with my dick but with this girl after months of feeling like i’ll never have a genuine crush. I finally got a crush on her she was a grade lower then me like a junior and was new like idk what sparked my random crush in her i just liked her like overtime i was hooked up with this ltb but i jsut couldn’t feel anything for her she was too like chopped for me. I felt no connection whatsoever so i dropped her for this girl i realized i had feelings for but the girl i was hooked up with i was with her kinda for like two weeks. Abt this crush of mine we would get on a call cuz i used an excuse of how i have some stuff to say to her abt what this kid was saying abt her and it kinda worked we would go off topic and go back and forth like there was so much energy like i felt like energies were exchanging at a such good genuine rate like she talked so much i loved it and shared interesting things abt her self to me and her love life and i loved hearing her saying her view on stuff and just learning more abt her like i was really starting to fall for her character and for the 1st time ever i shared stuff i never shared with anybody even my bsf. Only person i have shared stuff with is my 1st love that im now moved on but this girl i shared stuff abt my trauma and what id do and deep stuff abt myself like she seem shocked of what i went through and was so sweet listening like i really liked her and wanted to take my time with her but after those two calls that were more then two hours i tried asking her if she wanted to hangout like not a date or anything romantical yet and she would just make excuses but i should’ve took a sigh that it was obvious i had a crush on her and she knew but one day i text her and she left me on delivered and then i don’t hear anything abt her till four days later she tells my bsf of how i make her “uncomfortable” for no reason and how i need to stop with “looksmaxxing” nonsense when i barely mention it and when i do i mention how exaggerated and corny It be. She also said to my bsf that i need to stop wearing so much makeup cuz it looks like i wear more makeup then her dude i only wear tinted spf. She then went on a rant on how she hated saying hi to my yesterday because it was awkward and how her and her friends had a sigh of relief because i didn’t go and talk to them and then after she told my bsf on how she woukd never say yes to being my girl and my bsf was telling me abt how her and her friends were laughing abt me also she thinks ima womanizer some how which is dumb to be honest but yeah she was just ranting on to my bsf abt how i never had a chance with her even in the slightest and fried him and saying how is he even friends with me and how she just finds me in general weird and after my friend sent me this info in the gc. I just went into the bathroom and cried like a pussy and a bitch i rarely cry so when i do cry that’s how yk it really meant a lot to me being nice or looking however u look gets u nowhere sometimes ik if i were to show u guys what she looked like u guys would probably laugh at me for even crying over a girl like that but i was genuinely for the 1st time into someone and they just stabbed me after deeply opening out myself to them after so long of not opening myself up to anybody. I feel so alone my ex has a bf now i don’t want her but i have to see that plus my bsf that has a girl and my other bsf has a girl but me the fucking “looksmaxxer” who injects in his face and goes to extreme measures and actully ascended putting effort into something I can’t even be genuine or nice humans never given me a good reason to and i keep getting proved right all the time

idk what to do

Don’t ever mention that stuff to foids

 

[trueedgar]

story time of recently a hard pill for me to swallow on how looks aren’t exactly everything but in my school i recently liked this girl after not being able to feel genuine feelings for any girl after my ex because any girl i would talk to after that it was just thinking with my dick but with this girl after months of feeling like i’ll never have a genuine crush. I finally got a crush on her she was a grade lower then me like a junior and was new like idk what sparked my random crush in her i just liked her like overtime i was hooked up with this ltb but i jsut couldn’t feel anything for her she was too like chopped for me. I felt no connection whatsoever so i dropped her for this girl i realized i had feelings for but the girl i was hooked up with i was with her kinda for like two weeks. Abt this crush of mine we would get on a call cuz i used an excuse of how i have some stuff to say to her abt what this kid was saying abt her and it kinda worked we would go off topic and go back and forth like there was so much energy like i felt like energies were exchanging at a such good genuine rate like she talked so much i loved it and shared interesting things abt her self to me and her love life and i loved hearing her saying her view on stuff and just learning more abt her like i was really starting to fall for her character and for the 1st time ever i shared stuff i never shared with anybody even my bsf. Only person i have shared stuff with is my 1st love that im now moved on but this girl i shared stuff abt my trauma and what id do and deep stuff abt myself like she seem shocked of what i went through and was so sweet listening like i really liked her and wanted to take my time with her but after those two calls that were more then two hours i tried asking her if she wanted to hangout like not a date or anything romantical yet and she would just make excuses but i should’ve took a sigh that it was obvious i had a crush on her and she knew but one day i text her and she left me on delivered and then i don’t hear anything abt her till four days later she tells my bsf of how i make her “uncomfortable” for no reason and how i need to stop with “looksmaxxing” nonsense when i barely mention it and when i do i mention how exaggerated and corny It be. She also said to my bsf that i need to stop wearing so much makeup cuz it looks like i wear more makeup then her dude i only wear tinted spf. She then went on a rant on how she hated saying hi to my yesterday because it was awkward and how her and her friends had a sigh of relief because i didn’t go and talk to them and then after she told my bsf on how she woukd never say yes to being my girl and my bsf was telling me abt how her and her friends were laughing abt me also she thinks ima womanizer some how which is dumb to be honest but yeah she was just ranting on to my bsf abt how i never had a chance with her even in the slightest and fried him and saying how is he even friends with me and how she just finds me in general weird and after my friend sent me this info in the gc. I just went into the bathroom and cried like a pussy and a bitch i rarely cry so when i do cry that’s how yk it really meant a lot to me being nice or looking however u look gets u nowhere sometimes ik if i were to show u guys what she looked like u guys would probably laugh at me for even crying over a girl like that but i was genuinely for the 1st time into someone and they just stabbed me after deeply opening out myself to them after so long of not opening myself up to anybody. I feel so alone my ex has a bf now i don’t want her but i have to see that plus my bsf that has a girl and my other bsf has a girl but me the fucking “looksmaxxer” who injects in his face and goes to extreme measures and actully ascended putting effort into something I can’t even be genuine or nice humans never given me a good reason to and i keep getting proved right all the time

idk what to do

dude never open up to a girl other than your own mother. never. they'll use it against you and once you spill and tell all your secret's they will find you boring or weird based on what you tell them. at the end of the day, no one truly cares.

 

[kiannnn]

story time of recently a hard pill for me to swallow on how looks aren’t exactly everything but in my school i recently liked this girl after not being able to feel genuine feelings for any girl after my ex because any girl i would talk to after that it was just thinking with my dick but with this girl after months of feeling like i’ll never have a genuine crush. I finally got a crush on her she was a grade lower then me like a junior and was new like idk what sparked my random crush in her i just liked her like overtime i was hooked up with this ltb but i jsut couldn’t feel anything for her she was too like chopped for me. I felt no connection whatsoever so i dropped her for this girl i realized i had feelings for but the girl i was hooked up with i was with her kinda for like two weeks. Abt this crush of mine we would get on a call cuz i used an excuse of how i have some stuff to say to her abt what this kid was saying abt her and it kinda worked we would go off topic and go back and forth like there was so much energy like i felt like energies were exchanging at a such good genuine rate like she talked so much i loved it and shared interesting things abt her self to me and her love life and i loved hearing her saying her view on stuff and just learning more abt her like i was really starting to fall for her character and for the 1st time ever i shared stuff i never shared with anybody even my bsf. Only person i have shared stuff with is my 1st love that im now moved on but this girl i shared stuff abt my trauma and what id do and deep stuff abt myself like she seem shocked of what i went through and was so sweet listening like i really liked her and wanted to take my time with her but after those two calls that were more then two hours i tried asking her if she wanted to hangout like not a date or anything romantical yet and she would just make excuses but i should’ve took a sigh that it was obvious i had a crush on her and she knew but one day i text her and she left me on delivered and then i don’t hear anything abt her till four days later she tells my bsf of how i make her “uncomfortable” for no reason and how i need to stop with “looksmaxxing” nonsense when i barely mention it and when i do i mention how exaggerated and corny It be. She also said to my bsf that i need to stop wearing so much makeup cuz it looks like i wear more makeup then her dude i only wear tinted spf. She then went on a rant on how she hated saying hi to my yesterday because it was awkward and how her and her friends had a sigh of relief because i didn’t go and talk to them and then after she told my bsf on how she woukd never say yes to being my girl and my bsf was telling me abt how her and her friends were laughing abt me also she thinks ima womanizer some how which is dumb to be honest but yeah she was just ranting on to my bsf abt how i never had a chance with her even in the slightest and fried him and saying how is he even friends with me and how she just finds me in general weird and after my friend sent me this info in the gc. I just went into the bathroom and cried like a pussy and a bitch i rarely cry so when i do cry that’s how yk it really meant a lot to me being nice or looking however u look gets u nowhere sometimes ik if i were to show u guys what she looked like u guys would probably laugh at me for even crying over a girl like that but i was genuinely for the 1st time into someone and they just stabbed me after deeply opening out myself to them after so long of not opening myself up to anybody. I feel so alone my ex has a bf now i don’t want her but i have to see that plus my bsf that has a girl and my other bsf has a girl but me the fucking “looksmaxxer” who injects in his face and goes to extreme measures and actully ascended putting effort into something I can’t even be genuine or nice humans never given me a good reason to and i keep getting proved right all the time

idk what to do

dnr why can no one on this forum put their text into paragraphs

 

[AppealGod123]

I’ll tighten it up and organize it, but keep your main feelings intact:
I hadn’t felt a real connection with any girl since my ex. Every girl after that just felt physical, nothing genuine. Then out of nowhere, I started liking this new girl at school. She was a junior and something about her just pulled me in over time.
At that point, I was already talking to another girl, but I didn’t feel anything for her, so I ended things because I realized my feelings for this new girl were real.
Me and this girl started talking on the phone. At first it was just an excuse to talk, but we’d end up on calls for over 2 hours. The conversations felt natural, like real energy was there. She shared a lot about herself, and for the first time in a long time, I opened up too—about my past, trauma, things I don’t even tell my closest friends. She listened, seemed surprised, and was really kind about it. That’s when I started genuinely falling for her.
I wanted to take things slow, so I asked her to hang out—not even as a date—but she kept making excuses. Looking back, she probably already knew I liked her.
Then one day she left me on delivered. Four days later, I find out from my best friend that she was saying I made her uncomfortable. She also criticized me, saying I talk about looksmaxxing too much and wear too much makeup, even though I barely do (just tinted SPF). She said she hated saying hi to me, felt relieved when I didn’t talk to her, and that her and her friends were laughing about me.She also said she would never date me and even questioned why my best friend is friends with me. On top of that, she thinks I’m a womanizer, which doesn’t even make sense.
After hearing all that, I went to the bathroom and cried. I don’t cry often, so it hit hard. What hurt the most wasn’t just rejection—it was opening up to someone for the first time in so long, just to feel judged and disrespected.
Now I feel alone. My ex i’ve moved on from has a relationship , my friends all have relationships, and I’m here putting effort into myself, trying to improve, but still getting rejected when I try to be genuine. It feels like no matter what I do, it’s never enough—and it keeps proving my belief that people just aren’t worth trusting.

fuck her brah

 

[Deleted member 176994]

dnr why can no one on this forum put their text into paragraphs

forgive me bruh

 

[Incus]

story time of recently a hard pill for me to swallow on how looks aren’t exactly everything but in my school i recently liked this girl after not being able to feel genuine feelings for any girl after my ex because any girl i would talk to after that it was just thinking with my dick but with this girl after months of feeling like i’ll never have a genuine crush. I finally got a crush on her she was a grade lower then me like a junior and was new like idk what sparked my random crush in her i just liked her like overtime i was hooked up with this ltb but i jsut couldn’t feel anything for her she was too like chopped for me. I felt no connection whatsoever so i dropped her for this girl i realized i had feelings for but the girl i was hooked up with i was with her kinda for like two weeks. Abt this crush of mine we would get on a call cuz i used an excuse of how i have some stuff to say to her abt what this kid was saying abt her and it kinda worked we would go off topic and go back and forth like there was so much energy like i felt like energies were exchanging at a such good genuine rate like she talked so much i loved it and shared interesting things abt her self to me and her love life and i loved hearing her saying her view on stuff and just learning more abt her like i was really starting to fall for her character and for the 1st time ever i shared stuff i never shared with anybody even my bsf. Only person i have shared stuff with is my 1st love that im now moved on but this girl i shared stuff abt my trauma and what id do and deep stuff abt myself like she seem shocked of what i went through and was so sweet listening like i really liked her and wanted to take my time with her but after those two calls that were more then two hours i tried asking her if she wanted to hangout like not a date or anything romantical yet and she would just make excuses but i should’ve took a sigh that it was obvious i had a crush on her and she knew but one day i text her and she left me on delivered and then i don’t hear anything abt her till four days later she tells my bsf of how i make her “uncomfortable” for no reason and how i need to stop with “looksmaxxing” nonsense when i barely mention it and when i do i mention how exaggerated and corny It be. She also said to my bsf that i need to stop wearing so much makeup cuz it looks like i wear more makeup then her dude i only wear tinted spf. She then went on a rant on how she hated saying hi to my yesterday because it was awkward and how her and her friends had a sigh of relief because i didn’t go and talk to them and then after she told my bsf on how she woukd never say yes to being my girl and my bsf was telling me abt how her and her friends were laughing abt me also she thinks ima womanizer some how which is dumb to be honest but yeah she was just ranting on to my bsf abt how i never had a chance with her even in the slightest and fried him and saying how is he even friends with me and how she just finds me in general weird and after my friend sent me this info in the gc. I just went into the bathroom and cried like a pussy and a bitch i rarely cry so when i do cry that’s how yk it really meant a lot to me being nice or looking however u look gets u nowhere sometimes ik if i were to show u guys what she looked like u guys would probably laugh at me for even crying over a girl like that but i was genuinely for the 1st time into someone and they just stabbed me after deeply opening out myself to them after so long of not opening myself up to anybody. I feel so alone my ex has a bf now i don’t want her but i have to see that plus my bsf that has a girl and my other bsf has a girl but me the fucking “looksmaxxer” who injects in his face and goes to extreme measures and actully ascended putting effort into something I can’t even be genuine or nice humans never given me a good reason to and i keep getting proved right all the time

idk what to do

I swear on anything I love that foids are only good for reproducing

 

[Mochi Force 15]

keep in mind this is what i look like at 6’0-6’1

in this case its not because of the way you look. you're probably just very nd. the shit you say makes women uncomfortable. also never open up hard to a girl unless you really know her. they get icked out VERY easily. especially if they don't know you super well.

 

[Subhuman]

this is too much to read
dnr
good luck tho

 

[kiannnn]

forgive me bruh

one last time next time i’m sliming your ass

 

[Deleted member 176994]

in this case its not because of the way you look. you're probably just very nd. the shit you say makes women uncomfortable. also never open up hard to a girl unless you really know her. they get icked out VERY easily. especially if they don't know you super well.

how can i less nd maxx im incredible talking to people in general but if its a girl im actully into i turn into a dumbass like i can think eveyrthubg turns foggy and can’t formulate shit

 

[danyisthegoat]

story time of recently a hard pill for me to swallow on how looks aren’t exactly everything but in my school i recently liked this girl after not being able to feel genuine feelings for any girl after my ex because any girl i would talk to after that it was just thinking with my dick but with this girl after months of feeling like i’ll never have a genuine crush. I finally got a crush on her she was a grade lower then me like a junior and was new like idk what sparked my random crush in her i just liked her like overtime i was hooked up with this ltb but i jsut couldn’t feel anything for her she was too like chopped for me. I felt no connection whatsoever so i dropped her for this girl i realized i had feelings for but the girl i was hooked up with i was with her kinda for like two weeks. Abt this crush of mine we would get on a call cuz i used an excuse of how i have some stuff to say to her abt what this kid was saying abt her and it kinda worked we would go off topic and go back and forth like there was so much energy like i felt like energies were exchanging at a such good genuine rate like she talked so much i loved it and shared interesting things abt her self to me and her love life and i loved hearing her saying her view on stuff and just learning more abt her like i was really starting to fall for her character and for the 1st time ever i shared stuff i never shared with anybody even my bsf. Only person i have shared stuff with is my 1st love that im now moved on but this girl i shared stuff abt my trauma and what id do and deep stuff abt myself like she seem shocked of what i went through and was so sweet listening like i really liked her and wanted to take my time with her but after those two calls that were more then two hours i tried asking her if she wanted to hangout like not a date or anything romantical yet and she would just make excuses but i should’ve took a sigh that it was obvious i had a crush on her and she knew but one day i text her and she left me on delivered and then i don’t hear anything abt her till four days later she tells my bsf of how i make her “uncomfortable” for no reason and how i need to stop with “looksmaxxing” nonsense when i barely mention it and when i do i mention how exaggerated and corny It be. She also said to my bsf that i need to stop wearing so much makeup cuz it looks like i wear more makeup then her dude i only wear tinted spf. She then went on a rant on how she hated saying hi to my yesterday because it was awkward and how her and her friends had a sigh of relief because i didn’t go and talk to them and then after she told my bsf on how she woukd never say yes to being my girl and my bsf was telling me abt how her and her friends were laughing abt me also she thinks ima womanizer some how which is dumb to be honest but yeah she was just ranting on to my bsf abt how i never had a chance with her even in the slightest and fried him and saying how is he even friends with me and how she just finds me in general weird and after my friend sent me this info in the gc. I just went into the bathroom and cried like a pussy and a bitch i rarely cry so when i do cry that’s how yk it really meant a lot to me being nice or looking however u look gets u nowhere sometimes ik if i were to show u guys what she looked like u guys would probably laugh at me for even crying over a girl like that but i was genuinely for the 1st time into someone and they just stabbed me after deeply opening out myself to them after so long of not opening myself up to anybody. I feel so alone my ex has a bf now i don’t want her but i have to see that plus my bsf that has a girl and my other bsf has a girl but me the fucking “looksmaxxer” who injects in his face and goes to extreme measures and actully ascended putting effort into something I can’t even be genuine or nice humans never given me a good reason to and i keep getting proved right all the time

idk what to do

never ever ever tell a foid about deep things like trauma or something, only tell very trusted friends or your parents or something. also they'll use it against u in an argument

 

[jayk11x3]

why tf would you give her deep info about your life?
Tip for next time: ntmax, ALWAYS keep it mysterious unless you want her to make her unattracted to you, make her feel like you are unattracted to her like avoiding eye contact and act like there's no chemistry between you and her (basically nonchalantmax)

And dont be a bitch about foids, you should know they are all bitches and have no real feelings

And I forgot to mention, you should dimorphism max, you look like a gay bitch (just being straight up w you so you what to improve on), and maybe think about dropping the tinted spf

 

[Deleted member 176994]

why tf would you give her deep info about your life?
Tip for next time: ntmax, ALWAYS keep it mysterious unless you want her to make her unattracted to you, make her feel like you are unattracted to her like avoiding eye contact and act like there's no chemistry between you and her (basically nonchalantmax)

And dont be a bitch about foids, you should know they are all bitches and have no real feelings

And I forgot to mention, you should dimorphism max, you look like a gay bitch (just being straight up w you so you what to improve on), and maybe think about dropping the tinted spf

that wouldn’t help either i think i jsut need to reduce body fat overall and grow my masseters again or maybe grow a trimmed facial hair but btw she told me deep stuff tooo

 

[jayk11x3]

that wouldn’t help either i think i jsut need to reduce body fat overall and grow my masseters again or maybe grow a trimmed facial hair but btw she told me deep stuff tooo

ima be straight up w you. no. You look good enough to know it's your personality and not your looks.
You should know women love mature men not childish like you, that's why personality actually matters in the long game (or just high IQ since it is equivalent to a good personality bc yk what to say to make her laugh etc.)

Just because she told you deep stuff about her doesn't mean she likes you, it's basic evil foid manipulation, growing masseters is also useless tbh, it will make you a blockhead if even slightly overdeveloped. Facial hair doesn't matter much, it's not gonna turn you into Chad somehow, but you could grow a goatee to fraud chin projection since is slightly recessed looking at the pic, but maybe it's not bc of the angle.

 

[Deleted member 176994]

ima be straight up w you. no. You look good enough to know it's your personality and not your looks.
You should know women love mature men not childish like you, that's why personality actually matters in the long game (or just high IQ since it is equivalent to a good personality bc yk what to say to make her laugh etc.)

Just because she told you deep stuff about her doesn't mean she likes you, it's basic evil foid manipulation, growing masseters is also useless tbh, it will make you a blockhead if even slightly overdeveloped. Facial hair doesn't matter much, it's not gonna turn you into Chad somehow, but you could grow a goatee to fraud chin projection since is slightly recessed looking at the pic, but maybe it's not bc of the angle.

i actully have test and tren on the way soon this week before u said this lol we on the same page

 

[jayk11x3]

i actully have test and tren on the way soon this week before u said this lol we on the same page

W bro, how much mg/g for both?

 

[Deleted member 176994]

W bro, how much mg/g for both?

is this bad for gaining muscle on a cut but 200 mg of test cypionate and 50 mg of tren a a week

 

[jayk11x3]

is this bad for gaining muscle on a cut but 200 mg of test cypionate and 50 mg of tren a a week

good stack, microdosing is efficient but maybe consider of highering tren dose

 

[Deleted member 176994]

good stack, microdosing is efficient but maybe consider of highering tren dose

i was thinking of upping the test dose to 350 mg or is that too much

 

[jayk11x3]

i was thinking of upping the test dose to 350 mg or is that too much

the test is gonna turn into estrogen, unless you want to be on an aromatase inhibitor. I would keep test low and tren higher since tren doesn't turn into estrogen.

 

[Deleted member 176994]

the test is gonna turn into estrogen, unless you want to be on an aromatase inhibitor. I would keep test low and tren higher since tren doesn't turn into estrogen.

gotchu

 

[Deleted member 176994]

the test is gonna turn into estrogen, unless you want to be on an aromatase inhibitor. I would keep test low and tren higher since tren doesn't turn into estrogen.

to be fair i wouldn’t mind on being in one and i have to either way cuz my growth plates are still open

 

[retamg]

story time of recently a hard pill for me to swallow on how looks aren’t exactly everything but in my school i recently liked this girl after not being able to feel genuine feelings for any girl after my ex because any girl i would talk to after that it was just thinking with my dick but with this girl after months of feeling like i’ll never have a genuine crush. I finally got a crush on her she was a grade lower then me like a junior and was new like idk what sparked my random crush in her i just liked her like overtime i was hooked up with this ltb but i jsut couldn’t feel anything for her she was too like chopped for me. I felt no connection whatsoever so i dropped her for this girl i realized i had feelings for but the girl i was hooked up with i was with her kinda for like two weeks. Abt this crush of mine we would get on a call cuz i used an excuse of how i have some stuff to say to her abt what this kid was saying abt her and it kinda worked we would go off topic and go back and forth like there was so much energy like i felt like energies were exchanging at a such good genuine rate like she talked so much i loved it and shared interesting things abt her self to me and her love life and i loved hearing her saying her view on stuff and just learning more abt her like i was really starting to fall for her character and for the 1st time ever i shared stuff i never shared with anybody even my bsf. Only person i have shared stuff with is my 1st love that im now moved on but this girl i shared stuff abt my trauma and what id do and deep stuff abt myself like she seem shocked of what i went through and was so sweet listening like i really liked her and wanted to take my time with her but after those two calls that were more then two hours i tried asking her if she wanted to hangout like not a date or anything romantical yet and she would just make excuses but i should’ve took a sigh that it was obvious i had a crush on her and she knew but one day i text her and she left me on delivered and then i don’t hear anything abt her till four days later she tells my bsf of how i make her “uncomfortable” for no reason and how i need to stop with “looksmaxxing” nonsense when i barely mention it and when i do i mention how exaggerated and corny It be. She also said to my bsf that i need to stop wearing so much makeup cuz it looks like i wear more makeup then her dude i only wear tinted spf. She then went on a rant on how she hated saying hi to my yesterday because it was awkward and how her and her friends had a sigh of relief because i didn’t go and talk to them and then after she told my bsf on how she woukd never say yes to being my girl and my bsf was telling me abt how her and her friends were laughing abt me also she thinks ima womanizer some how which is dumb to be honest but yeah she was just ranting on to my bsf abt how i never had a chance with her even in the slightest and fried him and saying how is he even friends with me and how she just finds me in general weird and after my friend sent me this info in the gc. I just went into the bathroom and cried like a pussy and a bitch i rarely cry so when i do cry that’s how yk it really meant a lot to me being nice or looking however u look gets u nowhere sometimes ik if i were to show u guys what she looked like u guys would probably laugh at me for even crying over a girl like that but i was genuinely for the 1st time into someone and they just stabbed me after deeply opening out myself to them after so long of not opening myself up to anybody. I feel so alone my ex has a bf now i don’t want her but i have to see that plus my bsf that has a girl and my other bsf has a girl but me the fucking “looksmaxxer” who injects in his face and goes to extreme measures and actully ascended putting effort into something I can’t even be genuine or nice humans never given me a good reason to and i keep getting proved right all the time

idk what to do

Nigga im NOT gonna read all that write a book

 

[Deleted member 176994]

Nigga im NOT gonna read all that write a book