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this whole thing is not for normal reader and will waste ur time unless u really wanna read so if u do fine thanks but if not idc okay
@isis_Bleach
ok so i live alone in my apartmenrt but technically im not emancipated and yes i have a legal garudain who has custody of me
they got back from a trip to philidelphia and came to check in on me (i was invited to go to phili and have fun but i said no because im not a chad, in my own words and my gaurdian looked at me like i am retarded)
and so my garudian got back to apartment from four day trip dog was excited i gave them a hug and say im glad ur back and immediately as they walk in the rooom they say "you smell like shit whens the last time u took a shower" i lie and say i take showers een tho i ahavent for the past year since june 7th 2021 just so idont get kicked out and i said oh i didnt take one today i just woke up and then mygaurdian opens the fridge and looks at the blueberries "james u aint been eatin ur blueberries they say to me"
oh no i havent ate blueberries in fact i didnt eat in past 48 hours i told my gardan and they start yelling at me saying im stunting my grwoth by starvin myself and im being an idiot and stupid and they start yelling at me like a nigger and stupid bitch just because im an incel
ok then we sit on couch they show me nice pics from the trip i didnt get to go on (i wouldve if i had a few more mm of bone strtaight teeth muscles and tall)
then they start saying how they wanna move to phillydelpha and i say no lemme rot in my room for next 2 years while i save up for plastic srugery
and then they scream and say im a dumbass and a idiot and say im baaaaaad mannnn and im turning into a corpse and how im not eating enough calriessss
then they start slamming dishes and slam romote and im calm this whole time im not a violent person they say jaaames u u doing bad to urself ur gonna turn out like ur mothher ur gonna be a methhead and if it wasnt for me taking away ur hgh needles u would be shootin up meth all day
and i said nlo i am doing gooooud bc i am not doing those things
and they say you look baaad james and youre gonna end up being homelessa like ur mother
i say its my genetic destiny bc im unnatractive to girls
and they say u can be attractive if u take a shower put on better clothes get a haircut and eat more fod
and i say no plastic surgery is the only way
every time i bring up surgery my gardina screams for no reason they hate the toghuhgt of change or surgery but
my garden still says i can get my next surgery in novemeber as long as i pay for it but after i do
ill never hear the end of how im a fake plastic surgie victi m
yeah yeah im done with this shit nigga i just got sdcreamed at ofr 5 minutes
and i told me gardian "u would want me to be in this room if i was a chad all gardians want chads intheir custody u just dont like me" and they say HOW DARE U I DO EVERYTING FOR U ANDNDANDSF IOJDSFOIDSJFOI and i say oooohhh ok its true if i was good looking u would still want me and then they say how if i showered id be good looking and its on all my head and how im insane and crazy
i hate it bc my garden always threatens to send me to psych ward and says im mentally insane they say im not normal
nice thingi whave year and half until i 18 so i can finally finalize my surgeies by 18 ill already have 5 more sugreires
and when i do ill be giga monger gerrr
and i am wondering should i just find another place to live cuz i can just walk out the door now and go to my moms hut in the birdge its like a 2 hour walk but i have 3000 bucks she ha sa tent under a bridge i can buy a glock for protection get a job shit under the bridge and live with zero wifi
but no i love living here in dallas so ill keep just playin by da rules and be good boy bv and mabe have better hygiene in the future
its crazy because my gareden used to tereat me guuuud back when i was in my prettyboy phase and now they treat me like im not even human
even family doesnt want non chads, im not even family tomy gaurden i see them that way but im afraid i am just incel for life i can never forget the thing that hasve vhappen
@isis_Bleach
ok so i live alone in my apartmenrt but technically im not emancipated and yes i have a legal garudain who has custody of me
they got back from a trip to philidelphia and came to check in on me (i was invited to go to phili and have fun but i said no because im not a chad, in my own words and my gaurdian looked at me like i am retarded)
and so my garudian got back to apartment from four day trip dog was excited i gave them a hug and say im glad ur back and immediately as they walk in the rooom they say "you smell like shit whens the last time u took a shower" i lie and say i take showers een tho i ahavent for the past year since june 7th 2021 just so idont get kicked out and i said oh i didnt take one today i just woke up and then mygaurdian opens the fridge and looks at the blueberries "james u aint been eatin ur blueberries they say to me"
oh no i havent ate blueberries in fact i didnt eat in past 48 hours i told my gardan and they start yelling at me saying im stunting my grwoth by starvin myself and im being an idiot and stupid and they start yelling at me like a nigger and stupid bitch just because im an incel
ok then we sit on couch they show me nice pics from the trip i didnt get to go on (i wouldve if i had a few more mm of bone strtaight teeth muscles and tall)
then they start saying how they wanna move to phillydelpha and i say no lemme rot in my room for next 2 years while i save up for plastic srugery
and then they scream and say im a dumbass and a idiot and say im baaaaaad mannnn and im turning into a corpse and how im not eating enough calriessss
then they start slamming dishes and slam romote and im calm this whole time im not a violent person they say jaaames u u doing bad to urself ur gonna turn out like ur mothher ur gonna be a methhead and if it wasnt for me taking away ur hgh needles u would be shootin up meth all day
and i said nlo i am doing gooooud bc i am not doing those things
and they say you look baaad james and youre gonna end up being homelessa like ur mother
i say its my genetic destiny bc im unnatractive to girls
and they say u can be attractive if u take a shower put on better clothes get a haircut and eat more fod
and i say no plastic surgery is the only way
every time i bring up surgery my gardina screams for no reason they hate the toghuhgt of change or surgery but
my garden still says i can get my next surgery in novemeber as long as i pay for it but after i do
ill never hear the end of how im a fake plastic surgie victi m
yeah yeah im done with this shit nigga i just got sdcreamed at ofr 5 minutes
and i told me gardian "u would want me to be in this room if i was a chad all gardians want chads intheir custody u just dont like me" and they say HOW DARE U I DO EVERYTING FOR U ANDNDANDSF IOJDSFOIDSJFOI and i say oooohhh ok its true if i was good looking u would still want me and then they say how if i showered id be good looking and its on all my head and how im insane and crazy
i hate it bc my garden always threatens to send me to psych ward and says im mentally insane they say im not normal
nice thingi whave year and half until i 18 so i can finally finalize my surgeies by 18 ill already have 5 more sugreires
and when i do ill be giga monger gerrr
and i am wondering should i just find another place to live cuz i can just walk out the door now and go to my moms hut in the birdge its like a 2 hour walk but i have 3000 bucks she ha sa tent under a bridge i can buy a glock for protection get a job shit under the bridge and live with zero wifi
but no i love living here in dallas so ill keep just playin by da rules and be good boy bv and mabe have better hygiene in the future
its crazy because my gareden used to tereat me guuuud back when i was in my prettyboy phase and now they treat me like im not even human
even family doesnt want non chads, im not even family tomy gaurden i see them that way but im afraid i am just incel for life i can never forget the thing that hasve vhappen