Evenalarpermaycry
You're my joy
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I read somewhere that dancing makes you feel less like a loser and it kinda worked for a little bit but then I made the mistake of dancing in front of my mirror. Like damn, stop having fun nigga, YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED FUN... yet.
Then it hit me, dancing makes me FEEL better, the fleeting joy offsets the depresso, then I'm left with a blank slate of clarity and with that slate I mark upon it the one thought I can't escape, "I need to BE better."
Thus I grow frustrated in myself at not being fixed yet and immediately get to work even if I have more "important" shit to do. This keeps my eyes on the prize for a bit and some days are better than others but I swear it works.
So I have this loop of dancemaxxing, reality-checks, a wish to improve, and willing upon that wish.
Am I making sense? Do you have a similar mini-loop in your life? What dance moves would you recommend for maximizing joy?
Think with me.
Then it hit me, dancing makes me FEEL better, the fleeting joy offsets the depresso, then I'm left with a blank slate of clarity and with that slate I mark upon it the one thought I can't escape, "I need to BE better."
Thus I grow frustrated in myself at not being fixed yet and immediately get to work even if I have more "important" shit to do. This keeps my eyes on the prize for a bit and some days are better than others but I swear it works.
So I have this loop of dancemaxxing, reality-checks, a wish to improve, and willing upon that wish.
Am I making sense? Do you have a similar mini-loop in your life? What dance moves would you recommend for maximizing joy?
Think with me.
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