Dating a woman better looking than you is hell

[weex300]

this has been one of my worst experiences in life, completely destroyed my mental health and was exactly the reason why I got to this forum in the first place, this may be a very long thread if you're not interested just dnr and go away



so there was this girl that I met when I was very young, I really loved and admired here since we used to be kids, there's multiple pictures of us together back in the day, but we never got to have a relationship with one another for obvious reasons (we were very young at the time)

but that changed on 2024 when I send her a message and we start talking to one another, we didn't usually talk through messages we mostly only talked in person and I didn't see her much (like I used to only see her 2-3 times in a year, but that was enough to build something between us), after some time of talking to one another I got the courage to admit that I liked her a lot trough messages, she then said she felt the same and we started our relationship, everyone around me said that she was too beautiful for me, that I was lying, etc etc, some guys even went on saying that they would have sex with her and other disgusting shit just because they thought I was not capable of actually having a relationship with her, this 2024 relationship was kind of hidden from both our parents and we also only talked by message to one another, which wasn't optimal but what else could we do lol, she broke up with me because of personal reasons that were happening on her life, I said it was fine and wished the best for her, I then blocked her on everything as I was advised by some very wise friends of mine, she didn't like this tho.

2025 (past year) was the year where sincerely my mental health had the worst decline so far, but it had everything to be the best year of my life, April 2025, month of my anniversary, we saw one another, she talked to me said she didn't want things to stay cold between us and we talked for a long time there, just as I was about to go home with my family she kissed me on my cheek and I instantly unblocked her after that, she then said she missed me and that she really wanted me back, and we got in a relationship again, finally for the first time in my life a woman went to me, a woman chose me, for someone who was so used to being the one to approach first this had a very good impact on my mental health, also in 2025 our parents approved the relationship and we started seeing one another more often and she was the main reason why my life was good, but then there were personal problems in my life, bullying fucked my mental health, my relationship with my father worsened (we literally fought every single day and nowadays things didn't get any better, he gets physical with me and we often fight one another on fistfights over the smallest mistakes I did, I hate this fucking piece of shit), and long story short I became weak and fragilized, and she started becoming a feminist and distancing herself from me, you see where this is going now (not to mention she read yaoi and has crush on characters from the ones she read)

now back to the present day, she broke up with me on April this year (month of my birthday) after so much distancing and disrespecting me, destroying my self esteem and saying I was a piece of shit, she blocked me on everything, and told a story to her parents where I was a terrible person who did evil to her, and I begged her to not break up with me, and I feel like a faggot for doing that, but indeed I was a fucking faggot, after April I wanted to kill myself badly because of this, because she was the only thing I had in my life that gave me hope to keep going, and now we're on September, I've still haven't forgotten her, keep having constant nightmares with her and memories of her, my life stopped on the day she broke up with me, but to make things a little bit better this made me get into this forum, and hopefully I can ascend and forget all this shit, even though I hoped things were different and that she never broke up with me, but if that happened I would eventually just become a cuck and a even bigger faggot.

she hated looksmaxing because she's a feminist and a forum like this is male-only and misogynistic sometimes, and since she hated this so much i felt better by creating my account here and being active in this place, and also she constantly used to say that women suffered more when it came to looks and women had it harder than men (usually to dismiss me if I talked about my looks or problems)

now what the hell it has to do with she being more beautiful than me? the awnser is simple, before she got in a relationship with me other 13 guys had liked her previously, and I wasn't her first love as well she had 1 short lived relationship before me, everyone around me said I was lucky, love was blind, she was more beautiful than me, shit like that, what does this do to my mind? having her as my girlfriend felt like a trophy that I had to keep away from others, the feeling that she could ditch me any time if she wanted to because she was good looking was terrible, one of the worst fucking things in life is being powerless to change something and I felt like that for a very long time, because she was better looking than me I accepted all kinds of disrespect and humiliation against me, she mocked traumas of my life and I just endured it because I couldn't do better, it was either her or staying alone forever I thought, and indeed I was right.

I'd say I hope things get better but I don't know if they ever will

 

[Gen1leman]

this has been one of my worst experiences in life, completely destroyed my mental health and was exactly the reason why I got to this forum in the first place, this may be a very long thread if you're not interested just dnr and go away



so there was this girl that I met when I was very young, I really loved and admired here since we used to be kids, there's multiple pictures of us together back in the day, but we never got to have a relationship with one another for obvious reasons (we were very young at the time)

but that changed on 2024 when I send her a message and we start talking to one another, we didn't usually talk through messages we mostly only talked in person and I didn't see her much (like I used to only see her 2-3 times in a year, but that was enough to build something between us), after some time of talking to one another I got the courage to admit that I liked her a lot trough messages, she then said she felt the same and we started our relationship, everyone around me said that she was too beautiful for me, that I was lying, etc etc, some guys even went on saying that they would have sex with her and other disgusting shit just because they thought I was not capable of actually having a relationship with her, this 2024 relationship was kind of hidden from both our parents and we also only talked by message to one another, which wasn't optimal but what else could we do lol, she broke up with me because of personal reasons that were happening on her life, I said it was fine and wished the best for her, I then blocked her on everything as I was advised by some very wise friends of mine, she didn't like this tho.

2025 (past year) was the year where sincerely my mental health had the worst decline so far, but it had everything to be the best year of my life, April 2025, month of my anniversary, we saw one another, she talked to me said she didn't want things to stay cold between us and we talked for a long time there, just as I was about to go home with my family she kissed me on my cheek and I instantly unblocked her after that, she then said she missed me and that she really wanted me back, and we got in a relationship again, finally for the first time in my life a woman went to me, a woman chose me, for someone who was so used to being the one to approach first this had a very good impact on my mental health, also in 2025 our parents approved the relationship and we started seeing one another more often and she was the main reason why my life was good, but then there were personal problems in my life, bullying fucked my mental health, my relationship with my father worsened (we literally fought every single day and nowadays things didn't get any better, he gets physical with me and we often fight one another on fistfights over the smallest mistakes I did, I hate this fucking piece of shit), and long story short I became weak and fragilized, and she started becoming a feminist and distancing herself from me, you see where this is going now (not to mention she read yaoi and has crush on characters from the ones she read)

now back to the present day, she broke up with me on April this year (month of my birthday) after so much distancing and disrespecting me, destroying my self esteem and saying I was a piece of shit, she blocked me on everything, and told a story to her parents where I was a terrible person who did evil to her, and I begged her to not break up with me, and I feel like a faggot for doing that, but indeed I was a fucking faggot, after April I wanted to kill myself badly because of this, because she was the only thing I had in my life that gave me hope to keep going, and now we're on September, I've still haven't forgotten her, keep having constant nightmares with her and memories of her, my life stopped on the day she broke up with me, but to make things a little bit better this made me get into this forum, and hopefully I can ascend and forget all this shit, even though I hoped things were different and that she never broke up with me, but if that happened I would eventually just become a cuck and a even bigger faggot.

she hated looksmaxing because she's a feminist and a forum like this is male-only and misogynistic sometimes, and since she hated this so much i felt better by creating my account here and being active in this place, and also she constantly used to say that women suffered more when it came to looks and women had it harder than men (usually to dismiss me if I talked about my looks or problems)

now what the hell it has to do with she being more beautiful than me? the awnser is simple, before she got in a relationship with me other 13 guys had liked her previously, and I wasn't her first love as well she had 1 short lived relationship before me, everyone around me said I was lucky, love was blind, she was more beautiful than me, shit like that, what does this do to my mind? having her as my girlfriend felt like a trophy that I had to keep away from others, the feeling that she could ditch me any time if she wanted to because she was good looking was terrible, one of the worst fucking things in life is being powerless to change something and I felt like that for a very long time, because she was better looking than me I accepted all kinds of disrespect and humiliation against me, she mocked traumas of my life and I just endured it because I couldn't do better, it was either her or staying alone forever I thought, and indeed I was right.

I'd say I hope things get better but I don't know if they ever will

I can see that but the thing is if you're more attractive than your woman it has downfalls

 

[issey miyake]

No one will read this nor feel bad for you

 

[incomplete]

dnr condolences

 

[weex300]

I can see that but the thing is if you're more attractive than your woman it has downfalls

Indeed, but if you're more attractive than her you at least get the chance to go to another one afterwards

 

[Gen1leman]

Indeed, but if you're more attentive than her you at least get the chance to go to another one afterwards

W

 

[weex300]

No one will read this nor feel bad for you

couldn't care less nigga

 

[Geoff2024]

U should've been more confident because she chose u. Nigga a beautiful lady picked u because your personality and the vibe u give mogged everyone else. Idgaf if my girl mogged me I still felt confident at the fact I could score above my league

 

[NorwegianMigrant]

this has been one of my worst experiences in life, completely destroyed my mental health and was exactly the reason why I got to this forum in the first place, this may be a very long thread if you're not interested just dnr and go away



so there was this girl that I met when I was very young, I really loved and admired here since we used to be kids, there's multiple pictures of us together back in the day, but we never got to have a relationship with one another for obvious reasons (we were very young at the time)

but that changed on 2024 when I send her a message and we start talking to one another, we didn't usually talk through messages we mostly only talked in person and I didn't see her much (like I used to only see her 2-3 times in a year, but that was enough to build something between us), after some time of talking to one another I got the courage to admit that I liked her a lot trough messages, she then said she felt the same and we started our relationship, everyone around me said that she was too beautiful for me, that I was lying, etc etc, some guys even went on saying that they would have sex with her and other disgusting shit just because they thought I was not capable of actually having a relationship with her, this 2024 relationship was kind of hidden from both our parents and we also only talked by message to one another, which wasn't optimal but what else could we do lol, she broke up with me because of personal reasons that were happening on her life, I said it was fine and wished the best for her, I then blocked her on everything as I was advised by some very wise friends of mine, she didn't like this tho.

2025 (past year) was the year where sincerely my mental health had the worst decline so far, but it had everything to be the best year of my life, April 2025, month of my anniversary, we saw one another, she talked to me said she didn't want things to stay cold between us and we talked for a long time there, just as I was about to go home with my family she kissed me on my cheek and I instantly unblocked her after that, she then said she missed me and that she really wanted me back, and we got in a relationship again, finally for the first time in my life a woman went to me, a woman chose me, for someone who was so used to being the one to approach first this had a very good impact on my mental health, also in 2025 our parents approved the relationship and we started seeing one another more often and she was the main reason why my life was good, but then there were personal problems in my life, bullying fucked my mental health, my relationship with my father worsened (we literally fought every single day and nowadays things didn't get any better, he gets physical with me and we often fight one another on fistfights over the smallest mistakes I did, I hate this fucking piece of shit), and long story short I became weak and fragilized, and she started becoming a feminist and distancing herself from me, you see where this is going now (not to mention she read yaoi and has crush on characters from the ones she read)

now back to the present day, she broke up with me on April this year (month of my birthday) after so much distancing and disrespecting me, destroying my self esteem and saying I was a piece of shit, she blocked me on everything, and told a story to her parents where I was a terrible person who did evil to her, and I begged her to not break up with me, and I feel like a faggot for doing that, but indeed I was a fucking faggot, after April I wanted to kill myself badly because of this, because she was the only thing I had in my life that gave me hope to keep going, and now we're on September, I've still haven't forgotten her, keep having constant nightmares with her and memories of her, my life stopped on the day she broke up with me, but to make things a little bit better this made me get into this forum, and hopefully I can ascend and forget all this shit, even though I hoped things were different and that she never broke up with me, but if that happened I would eventually just become a cuck and a even bigger faggot.

she hated looksmaxing because she's a feminist and a forum like this is male-only and misogynistic sometimes, and since she hated this so much i felt better by creating my account here and being active in this place, and also she constantly used to say that women suffered more when it came to looks and women had it harder than men (usually to dismiss me if I talked about my looks or problems)

now what the hell it has to do with she being more beautiful than me? the awnser is simple, before she got in a relationship with me other 13 guys had liked her previously, and I wasn't her first love as well she had 1 short lived relationship before me, everyone around me said I was lucky, love was blind, she was more beautiful than me, shit like that, what does this do to my mind? having her as my girlfriend felt like a trophy that I had to keep away from others, the feeling that she could ditch me any time if she wanted to because she was good looking was terrible, one of the worst fucking things in life is being powerless to change something and I felt like that for a very long time, because she was better looking than me I accepted all kinds of disrespect and humiliation against me, she mocked traumas of my life and I just endured it because I couldn't do better, it was either her or staying alone forever I thought, and indeed I was right.

I'd say I hope things get better but I don't know if they ever will

highly agree mirin

 

[weex300]

U should've been more confident because she chose u. Nigga a beautiful lady picked u because your personality and the vibe u give mogged everyone else. Idgaf if my girl mogged me I still felt confident at the fact I could score above my league

indeed, but later on she would become toxic as fuck so wasn't worth it

 

[BubbsyInnit]

this has been one of my worst experiences in life, completely destroyed my mental health and was exactly the reason why I got to this forum in the first place, this may be a very long thread if you're not interested just dnr and go away



so there was this girl that I met when I was very young, I really loved and admired here since we used to be kids, there's multiple pictures of us together back in the day, but we never got to have a relationship with one another for obvious reasons (we were very young at the time)

but that changed on 2024 when I send her a message and we start talking to one another, we didn't usually talk through messages we mostly only talked in person and I didn't see her much (like I used to only see her 2-3 times in a year, but that was enough to build something between us), after some time of talking to one another I got the courage to admit that I liked her a lot trough messages, she then said she felt the same and we started our relationship, everyone around me said that she was too beautiful for me, that I was lying, etc etc, some guys even went on saying that they would have sex with her and other disgusting shit just because they thought I was not capable of actually having a relationship with her, this 2024 relationship was kind of hidden from both our parents and we also only talked by message to one another, which wasn't optimal but what else could we do lol, she broke up with me because of personal reasons that were happening on her life, I said it was fine and wished the best for her, I then blocked her on everything as I was advised by some very wise friends of mine, she didn't like this tho.

2025 (past year) was the year where sincerely my mental health had the worst decline so far, but it had everything to be the best year of my life, April 2025, month of my anniversary, we saw one another, she talked to me said she didn't want things to stay cold between us and we talked for a long time there, just as I was about to go home with my family she kissed me on my cheek and I instantly unblocked her after that, she then said she missed me and that she really wanted me back, and we got in a relationship again, finally for the first time in my life a woman went to me, a woman chose me, for someone who was so used to being the one to approach first this had a very good impact on my mental health, also in 2025 our parents approved the relationship and we started seeing one another more often and she was the main reason why my life was good, but then there were personal problems in my life, bullying fucked my mental health, my relationship with my father worsened (we literally fought every single day and nowadays things didn't get any better, he gets physical with me and we often fight one another on fistfights over the smallest mistakes I did, I hate this fucking piece of shit), and long story short I became weak and fragilized, and she started becoming a feminist and distancing herself from me, you see where this is going now (not to mention she read yaoi and has crush on characters from the ones she read)

now back to the present day, she broke up with me on April this year (month of my birthday) after so much distancing and disrespecting me, destroying my self esteem and saying I was a piece of shit, she blocked me on everything, and told a story to her parents where I was a terrible person who did evil to her, and I begged her to not break up with me, and I feel like a faggot for doing that, but indeed I was a fucking faggot, after April I wanted to kill myself badly because of this, because she was the only thing I had in my life that gave me hope to keep going, and now we're on September, I've still haven't forgotten her, keep having constant nightmares with her and memories of her, my life stopped on the day she broke up with me, but to make things a little bit better this made me get into this forum, and hopefully I can ascend and forget all this shit, even though I hoped things were different and that she never broke up with me, but if that happened I would eventually just become a cuck and a even bigger faggot.

she hated looksmaxing because she's a feminist and a forum like this is male-only and misogynistic sometimes, and since she hated this so much i felt better by creating my account here and being active in this place, and also she constantly used to say that women suffered more when it came to looks and women had it harder than men (usually to dismiss me if I talked about my looks or problems)

now what the hell it has to do with she being more beautiful than me? the awnser is simple, before she got in a relationship with me other 13 guys had liked her previously, and I wasn't her first love as well she had 1 short lived relationship before me, everyone around me said I was lucky, love was blind, she was more beautiful than me, shit like that, what does this do to my mind? having her as my girlfriend felt like a trophy that I had to keep away from others, the feeling that she could ditch me any time if she wanted to because she was good looking was terrible, one of the worst fucking things in life is being powerless to change something and I felt like that for a very long time, because she was better looking than me I accepted all kinds of disrespect and humiliation against me, she mocked traumas of my life and I just endured it because I couldn't do better, it was either her or staying alone forever I thought, and indeed I was right.

I'd say I hope things get better but I don't know if they ever will

Bro to be honest she sounds like such a strange person like even her personality development is just very unusual to come by.

Even you admittedly saying she mocked your traumas, potentially not even helping you with your mental health which I wouldn’t doubt she didn’t help you. Shes an unideal person to have a relationship with, even if she was the only person you had with attached sentimental feelings you got to look at it objectively despite her looks which motivated you to ascend which is a positive outcome.

You generally have dealt with negative experiences such as comparison, negative self perception, nightmares, stress. I wouldn’t even register her into my mind if I was you.

 

[weex300]

Bro to be honest she sounds like such a strange person like even her personality development is just very unusual to come by.

Even you admittedly saying she mocked your traumas, potentially not even helping you with your mental health which I wouldn’t doubt she didn’t help you. Shes an unideal person to have a relationship with, even if she was the only person you had with attached sentimental feelings you got to look at it objectively despite her looks which motivated you to ascend which is a positive outcome.

You generally have dealt with negative experiences such as comparison, negative self perception, nightmares, stress. I wouldn’t even register her into my mind if I was you.

thanks a lot man, genuinely