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Day 32 of self improvement
Just realized, it would be fucking fantastic if someone reviewed the dating market in each major city in the world, especially North America and then posted their findings to this site
All the geomaxxers would love that
Anyways
Started the day out okay. I’m starting to fall into a monotonous routine, which is good but bad at the same time, ideally I need to always be improving - especially considering the time frame I’m working w here for the initial stage (basic softmaxxinf + prep for ascending)
Making great headway in work.
I’m starting to feel like what I need to do is not plan at all high level but just develop habits that I can repeatedly do and allow myself to reap the benefits of consistency. It’s essentially just passive growth atp
Also eventually in my life I wanna start developing full frameworks and systems of thinking, basically just paradigms and tools that I can inject myself with to make me more efficient. Obviously it’s not relevant rn so I should stop thinking about it
my sleep timings are almost set but not quite
they kinda irritate me sometimes, just the way they speak and treating me like my desires don’t matter. I don’t really get where they come from, but I do know it’s more difficult for ppl to sympathize w evolving issues as they get older. That and also people tend to have a base personality so that may the cause
Retrospective: need to work on developing consistent habits and daily actions - so I can reap the benefits of consistency and let that effect stack up. Rn again, I’m just theorizing and also wasting a bunch of time. The only way I can reach the standards I’ve set for myself is by letting the interest compound essentially. These would be things like the morning activity that they suggested, and then cardio like swimming, the health shit supplement etc
Good thing I did: I’m glad I’m staying on track and starting to think more towards my goals, this is honestly a pretty big improvement. I would obviously expect myself to be thinking about my goals during the “motivation arc” or whatever bullshit which lasts like a week and then I revert - but the IDEAL SCENARIO is to be permanently stuck in that mode, even if it means your life falls out of balance a bit. Balance must be disturbed for immediate and powerful changes to occur. I think I’m moving towards that gradually, which is good progress.
Mental health: I feel okay, just sort of stressed for my deadlines. It’s good to be stressed because that encourages me to work but I need to be wary of it spiraling out of control and genuinely harming my progress towards the goals instead of helping. Also I feel FOMO a bit cuz of the daily activity they do w the Gary strat but it’s fine, I’ll join them maybe a weekend here or there and catchup w everyone.
3 things to be grateful for:
Note - last time I’m gonna do this here, I’m gonna move this to the morning on a written journal since it’s better suited for that time.
My teachers for that bal shit were really clutch and probably gave me a lot of life lessons. I’m gonna keep uncovering them probably as I look deeper and work towards my goals. Obviously they were blue pilled af then and so was I, but who cares? Wisdom is wisdom
I genuinely have clarity on the health shit now it feels good to know what I need to work towards
I can request any item from work, I should probably write down to get that thing tomorrow
1 thing to complete above all else: cardio activity I said I was gonna do, let’s go to a different location this time tho
Just realized, it would be fucking fantastic if someone reviewed the dating market in each major city in the world, especially North America and then posted their findings to this site
All the geomaxxers would love that
Anyways
Started the day out okay. I’m starting to fall into a monotonous routine, which is good but bad at the same time, ideally I need to always be improving - especially considering the time frame I’m working w here for the initial stage (basic softmaxxinf + prep for ascending)
Making great headway in work.
I’m starting to feel like what I need to do is not plan at all high level but just develop habits that I can repeatedly do and allow myself to reap the benefits of consistency. It’s essentially just passive growth atp
Also eventually in my life I wanna start developing full frameworks and systems of thinking, basically just paradigms and tools that I can inject myself with to make me more efficient. Obviously it’s not relevant rn so I should stop thinking about it
my sleep timings are almost set but not quite
they kinda irritate me sometimes, just the way they speak and treating me like my desires don’t matter. I don’t really get where they come from, but I do know it’s more difficult for ppl to sympathize w evolving issues as they get older. That and also people tend to have a base personality so that may the cause
Retrospective: need to work on developing consistent habits and daily actions - so I can reap the benefits of consistency and let that effect stack up. Rn again, I’m just theorizing and also wasting a bunch of time. The only way I can reach the standards I’ve set for myself is by letting the interest compound essentially. These would be things like the morning activity that they suggested, and then cardio like swimming, the health shit supplement etc
Good thing I did: I’m glad I’m staying on track and starting to think more towards my goals, this is honestly a pretty big improvement. I would obviously expect myself to be thinking about my goals during the “motivation arc” or whatever bullshit which lasts like a week and then I revert - but the IDEAL SCENARIO is to be permanently stuck in that mode, even if it means your life falls out of balance a bit. Balance must be disturbed for immediate and powerful changes to occur. I think I’m moving towards that gradually, which is good progress.
Mental health: I feel okay, just sort of stressed for my deadlines. It’s good to be stressed because that encourages me to work but I need to be wary of it spiraling out of control and genuinely harming my progress towards the goals instead of helping. Also I feel FOMO a bit cuz of the daily activity they do w the Gary strat but it’s fine, I’ll join them maybe a weekend here or there and catchup w everyone.
3 things to be grateful for:
Note - last time I’m gonna do this here, I’m gonna move this to the morning on a written journal since it’s better suited for that time.
My teachers for that bal shit were really clutch and probably gave me a lot of life lessons. I’m gonna keep uncovering them probably as I look deeper and work towards my goals. Obviously they were blue pilled af then and so was I, but who cares? Wisdom is wisdom
I genuinely have clarity on the health shit now it feels good to know what I need to work towards
I can request any item from work, I should probably write down to get that thing tomorrow
1 thing to complete above all else: cardio activity I said I was gonna do, let’s go to a different location this time tho
