Dealing with people

[Gs.]

Hi, im writing today to talk about something that's slowly driving me insane, day by day

Im surprisingly good at talking to people, but ive been struggling for a few months, not because im shy, or because im mean or ugly

No, ive been struggling to stay with my NT mask on, as if all that effort is slowly chipping off at the essence of my soul

I hate talking to people, they couldnt care less, almost every single one of them are superficial, fake or just plain dumb/disgusting, and im faking being one of them

And that is whats bothering me so much

Even while interacting with my "friends" i cant help but feel disgusted by how they act

The way those people talk, how dumb they are, how they lack ambition/knowledgment

Maybe im the problem?
They all go well together, so how could i myself be the only outcast? What went wrong?

Those thoughts just make me more tempted to just give up and just... Be myself, as funny as that sounds

But

i fear losing connections, losing my friends who ive know for so long, or being titled as weird

I dont want to turn my last 2 years of high school into hell, im popular, i know alot of people and they like the version of myself that i show

Should i just give up on socializing?
Or should i keep the mask up?

Answer me .org

 

[Deleted member 166829]

go er

 

[crazyguy]

Hi, im writing today to talk about something that's slowly driving me insane, day by day

Im surprisingly good at talking to people, but ive been struggling for a few months, not because im shy, or because im mean or ugly

No, ive been struggling to stay with my NT mask on, as if all that effort is slowly chipping off at the essence of my soul

I hate talking to people, they couldnt care less, almost every single one of them are superficial, fake or just plain dumb/disgusting, and im faking being one of them

And that is whats bothering me so much

Even while interacting with my "friends" i cant help but feel disgusted by how they act

The way those people talk, how dumb they are, how they lack ambition/knowledgment

Maybe im the problem?
They all go well together, so how could i myself be the only outcast? What went wrong?

Those thoughts just make me more tempted to just give up and just... Be myself, as funny as that sounds

But

i fear losing connections, losing my friends who ive know for so long, or being titled as weird

I dont want to turn my last 2 years of high school into hell, im popular, i know alot of people and they like the version of myself that i show

Should i just give up on socializing?
Or should i keep the mask up?

Answer me .org

keep the mask up, its not worth ruining your last 2 years

 

[Gs.]

keep the mask up, its not worth ruining your last 2 years

I fucking hate those people
Every single one of them

 

[Gs.]

go er

Should i?

 

[Bittersweet]

Should i?

Never, keep the mask up.

Fingers crossed you find someone who thinks like you, but don’t slip up, it’s not worth it.

 

[sigma boii]

You just discovered normies

 

[SubSigma]

You need to keep the mask up. I called my normie friend group out for being fake. I could tell they were fake and I decided to stand up for myself and not put up with a bunch of people that didn’t take me serious. It ended up being the worst decision ever. You need to socialcirclemaxx in order to meet other people and women. Now all I do is rot on .org. Girls even unfollowed me when I quit hanging out with my normie friend group that they knew me through.

//SubSigma

 

[Gs.]

Never, keep the mask up.

Fingers crossed you find someone who thinks like you, but don’t slip up, it’s not worth it.

You need to keep the mask up. I called my normie friend group out for being fake. I could tell they were fake and I decided to stand up for myself and not put up with a bunch of people that didn’t take me serious. It ended up being the worst decision ever. You need to socialcirclemaxx in order to meet other people and women. Now all I do is rot on .org. Girls even unfollowed me when I quit hanging out with my normie friend group that they knew me through.

//SubSigma

I Fear one day i might run out of patience and fuck everything up like i always do

I aprecciate the advice

You just discovered normies

Wowowowowow

 

[Bittersweet]

I Fear one day i might run out of patience and fuck everything up like i always do

I aprecciate the advice

Wowowowowow

You got this.