Death isn't a punishment

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I am tired of feeling. I am tired of feeling happy, sad, angry, and guilty. I just wish I was numb. numb to my life, numb to my pleasures, numb to other people's presence. Why do I want to feel numb? Because under all these emotions is sadness. Anger is from confusion or sadness towards society, guilt leads to sadness, happiness is a cope for sadness, and last, sadness leads to more sadness. Once the coping is over, the roping comes to mind. I have that thought from time to time. And I know we all do. Even bluepillers can't cope sometimes. Even bluepillers rope. I've only been alive for 16 years and I feel like ending it deep down in my archive of thoughts. If existing is such a mental battle for everyone, why be scared of dying?

Death is a very underrated topic in my opinion because death is like another god, a higher entity. Death will keep you warm, it will keep you safe, it will protect you from the brutality of life. It's your eternal resting place. I'm doing this self improvement shit everyday and nothing is changing. I still feel the same. Anyways, that's it for this thread. I'll probably repost this with more text later on.
 
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Fear comes from guilt and punishment. Death is judgement. The fear of death is guilt in judgement.
The best thing to do in human existence is to practice righteousness, read the bible/holy manuscripts, and keep understanding/living the right way of life, in my opinion.

I always thought that someone who fears of death cannot be living right. All animals are sentenced to death, so why do animals like humans fear it? My answer is the recognition of the essence in humans, something that is not subject to this plane.

If it did not exist, why is it a struggle to live according to a nature that is sentenced to death, and is dead already? Why do humans fear death, or have faith, or desire imagination? Do monkeys pray? To look forward to death is a virtue because it is understanding the futility of the animal body and the importance of our essence and the author/creator.

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I am tired of feeling. I am tired of feeling happy, sad, angry, and guilty. I just wish I was numb. numb to my life, numb to my pleasures, numb to other people's presence. Why do I want to feel numb? Because under all these emotions is sadness. Anger is from confusion or sadness towards society, guilt leads to sadness, happiness is a cope for sadness, and last, sadness leads to more sadness. Once the coping is over, the roping comes to mind. I have that thought from time to time. And I know we all do. Even bluepillers can't cope sometimes. Even bluepillers rope. I've only been alive for 16 years and I feel like ending it deep down in my archive of thoughts. If existing is such a mental battle for everyone, why be scared of dying?

Death is a very underrated topic in my opinion because death is like another god, a higher entity. Death will keep you warm, it will keep you safe, it will protect you from the brutality of life. It's your eternal resting place. I'm doing this self improvement shit everyday and nothing is changing. I still feel the same. Anyways, that's it for this thread. I'll probably repost this with more text later on.
Fear comes from guilt and punishment. Death is judgement. The fear of death is guilt in judgement.
The best thing to do in human existence is to practice righteousness, read the bible/holy manuscripts, and keep understanding/living the right way of life, in my opinion.

I always thought that someone who fears of death cannot be living right. All animals are sentenced to death, so why do animals like humans fear it? My answer is the recognition of the essence in humans, something that is not subject to this plane.

If it did not exist, why is it a struggle to live according to a nature that is sentenced to death, and is dead already? Why do humans fear death, or have faith, or desire imagination? Do monkeys pray? To look forward to death is a virtue because it is understanding the futility of the animal body and the importance of our essence and the author/creator.

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The Virgin middle school nihilist vs the Chad surrealist

Surrealism is really just nihilism with a sense of humor
 
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