dedicated 3 years to 'looksmaxing' to realize it didnt really matter

[this.isnt.anything.]

if you start looksmaxing because your depressed and you think youre ugly as fuck and you need to look better which will make you happy, get really because its all bullshit

i used to be genuinely subhuman trash i didnt even know what looksmaxing was i still dont really know i just find all of this funny so this is my own input

im talking age 16 skinny fat beyond belief my back was curved i looked like i was 50 years old while also being 16 im being genuinely serious i was a terrible disgusting looking human being who spent all day playing video games and failing classes just like some of yall i had to wear a mask when covid ended for like a year or 2 after because of how ugly i was

anyway one day i found out i rlly wanted this one girl because she talked to me and she was nice to me so i spent the next summer after locked the fuck in THIS IS WHEN THINGS BECAME BAD i developed a serious eating disorder and ended up in the hospital due to my weakened immune system basically letting my body get attacked by shit like mono, pneumonia, etc.

however, in that summer i basically turned everything around. i went outside, stopped playing games as much, developed a skin care routine, went to the gym, biked hella, got a job, etc. etc. etc. and im not gonna lie the looksmaxing shit WORKS sure it was probably puberty but in that year or so of pushing myself my bone structure literally changed. im not gonna post pics because i dont really care but id say my bone structure is pretty damn good, even now (20% bf cause bulking heavy and i still have hollow cheekbones etc), nose got smaller, even my eyes took a better shape

anyway basically turned my life around, went from failing classes to a 4.0 in college studying neuroscience

BUT HERES THE BAD NEWS IT ALL WAS WORTHLESS; that girl i liked LIKED ME WHEN I WAS UGLY AS FUCK ANYWAY and my obsession and insecurity with myself trying to make myself look better was what turned her away from me

honestly speaking looking better didnt even help me talk to girls, it was more of the *slight* confidence boost it gave me to just not hide myself away and feel sorry for myself

since then getting female attention wasnt really difficult at all to the point where i genuinely want real friends rather than talk to a woman romantically because im so bored and sick of it

im still depressed beyond belief, suicidal, mentally ill, obsessive, whatever but atleast i look good, i guess; the only thing ive gained truly in these 3 years is academic improvement because were all gonna look ugly once were like 30 anyway it doesnt matter

also please dont go around injecting testosterone and hgh i have low-normal t of 404ng/dl and i make gains in the gym as good as anyone else (incline bench my bodyweight for 8 reps easy) contrary to popular belief but injecting urself with synthetic hormones when ur body is already making a shit ton of them in the perfect balance for growth is just gonna stump ur growth and make ur balls tiny


tl;dr: looksmaxed unhealthily for 3 years, was depressed beforehand, even more depressed now, most girls that are worth talkign to dont actually care about how you look nearly as much as you think they do, just take of yourself and personalitymax because in the end thats all youre gonna have

 

[judif3r]

holy cope

 

[Healthymaxxer]

high iq thread

 

[veggiedietcell]

if you start looksmaxing because your depressed and you think youre ugly as fuck and you need to look better which will make you happy, get really because its all bullshit

i used to be genuinely subhuman trash i didnt even know what looksmaxing was i still dont really know i just find all of this funny so this is my own input

im talking age 16 skinny fat beyond belief my back was curved i looked like i was 50 years old while also being 16 im being genuinely serious i was a terrible disgusting looking human being who spent all day playing video games and failing classes just like some of yall i had to wear a mask when covid ended for like a year or 2 after because of how ugly i was

anyway one day i found out i rlly wanted this one girl because she talked to me and she was nice to me so i spent the next summer after locked the fuck in THIS IS WHEN THINGS BECAME BAD i developed a serious eating disorder and ended up in the hospital due to my weakened immune system basically letting my body get attacked by shit like mono, pneumonia, etc.

however, in that summer i basically turned everything around. i went outside, stopped playing games as much, developed a skin care routine, went to the gym, biked hella, got a job, etc. etc. etc. and im not gonna lie the looksmaxing shit WORKS sure it was probably puberty but in that year or so of pushing myself my bone structure literally changed. im not gonna post pics because i dont really care but id say my bone structure is pretty damn good, even now (20% bf cause bulking heavy and i still have hollow cheekbones etc), nose got smaller, even my eyes took a better shape

anyway basically turned my life around, went from failing classes to a 4.0 in college studying neuroscience

BUT HERES THE BAD NEWS IT ALL WAS WORTHLESS; that girl i liked LIKED ME WHEN I WAS UGLY AS FUCK ANYWAY and my obsession and insecurity with myself trying to make myself look better was what turned her away from me

honestly speaking looking better didnt even help me talk to girls, it was more of the *slight* confidence boost it gave me to just not hide myself away and feel sorry for myself

since then getting female attention wasnt really difficult at all to the point where i genuinely want real friends rather than talk to a woman romantically because im so bored and sick of it

im still depressed beyond belief, suicidal, mentally ill, obsessive, whatever but atleast i look good, i guess; the only thing ive gained truly in these 3 years is academic improvement because were all gonna look ugly once were like 30 anyway it doesnt matter

also please dont go around injecting testosterone and hgh i have low-normal t of 404ng/dl and i make gains in the gym as good as anyone else (incline bench my bodyweight for 8 reps easy) contrary to popular belief but injecting urself with synthetic hormones when ur body is already making a shit ton of them in the perfect balance for growth is just gonna stump ur growth and make ur balls tiny


tl;dr: looksmaxed unhealthily for 3 years, was depressed beforehand, even more depressed now, most girls that are worth talkign to dont actually care about how you look nearly as much as you think they do, just take of yourself and personalitymax because in the end thats all youre gonna have

Finally someone who understands, mirin

 

[HandsomeHustler]

I dont believe a word that was typed by your jewish fingers

 

[illoan82]

I started at 17 because of heightmaxxing, I just looked up “how to get taller actually” and stumbled across this site and from there found out about looksmax and black pill, and I just turned 19 a month ago

 

[this.isnt.anything.]

I started at 17 because of heightmaxxing, I just looked up “how to get taller actually” and stumbled across this site and from there found out about looksmax and black pill, and I just turned 19 a month ago

did you improve

 

[unfortunatehobbies]

since then getting female attention wasnt really difficult at all to the point where i genuinely want real friends rather than talk to a woman romantically because im so bored and sick of it

there are those drowning, and those dying of thirst.

i have plenty of friends who i genuinely love hanging out with. i have difficulty in getting girls to like me because a) ethnic tax b) not gl enough to pass most thresholds c) have autistic ahh hobbies even though i'm NT.

it's all about the balance. if i woke up as chad tomorrow, i would probably have your problems, but i know that I won't get to your position even if i looksmax as hard as i can. we seek balance. although i'm the other end of the spectrum, i can understand what you are feeling, because i am feeling it too.

honestly speaking looking better didnt even help me talk to girls

this is strange. after looksmaxxing from last year, it has had a huge difference for me. at least i don't get skipped over on convos with ltbs and some mtbs these days.

 

[this.isnt.anything.]

there are those drowning, and those dying of thirst.

i have plenty of friends who i genuinely love hanging out with. i have difficulty in getting girls to like me because a) ethnic tax b) not gl enough to pass most thresholds c) have autistic ahh hobbies even though i'm NT.

it's all about the balance. if i woke up as chad tomorrow, i would probably have your problems, but i know that I won't get to your position even if i looksmax as hard as i can. we seek balance. although i'm the other end of the spectrum, i can understand what you are feeling, because i am feeling it too.

this is strange. after looksmaxxing from last year, it has had a huge difference for me. at least i don't get skipped over on convos with ltbs and some mtbs these days.

idk for me it felt like how i looked wasnt even that big of a factor it was more the idea that i gave to myself that 'i look better than i did' that just gave me the confidence to put myself out there

also i still have autistic hobbies too it is possible to have a balance yes like i play modded minecraft i still play fuckin roblox and shit i do stupid stuff i dont rlly do sports or anything outgoing like that

 

[unfortunatehobbies]

i play modded minecraft i still play fuckin roblox

tip of the iceberg. i like trains and planes, that's the GOOD interests. it gets worse but niche enough to easily be doxxed with my location.