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Elias144
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Coping here bro. It's a Friday in June, it's a nice day outside, and I have no plans at all. Best I could scrounge up is some lame hang out with a few LTBs that I don't even like. I know there's gotta be other people like me out there. If you saw me in real life you'd probably think I'm a giganormie. I dress like a frat bro, I have all the trendy stuff, I have a sports car, I'm tan, solid physique, 6'2, white with blue eyes, MTN. Still khhv at 23. I just feel so lost man like I don't even know how to escape this situation. I keep trying things like new classes, meetup groups, going out to bars, even dating apps. I see all these normies who are so successful with ease and it makes me feel so defeated and frustrated.
There's always some unease when I interact with people, like they're never really comfortable with me and never fully OK with being my friend/associated with me. I tried joining clubs in college and was treated like an outcast. They'd all have parties and I was just never invited. Uglier dudes, dudes who are bigger losers than me, guys who are quieter than me, weirder than me- they all got invited. It really feels like I'm cursed or "marked" or something.
Before you say "you're just ugly", how could it even be that? First of all my other stats should halo me enough even if I was LTN. Second, most of these social functions are full of LTN and MTN anyway. Looks really just don't matter that much, it becomes very apparent once you're out in the real world. A lot of the stacies out there are dating the most basic looking MTN imaginable.
Idk man I'm just so depressed at this whole situation. At least I got my life together a little bit. I'm going to medical school soon, I've got a solid physique and good health, and I have about 40k saved up. Nevertheless, this feeling of loneliness and FOMO is crushing and it's extremely stressful to me. It's also the feeling of powerlessness that frustrates me, because it seems like no matter what I try I'm forever trapped in this rotter lifestyle. Yeah anyway I'm not giving up but felt extra defeated today. Maybe some of you can relate to my life, I like to hear that there's other people like me somewhere out there.
There's always some unease when I interact with people, like they're never really comfortable with me and never fully OK with being my friend/associated with me. I tried joining clubs in college and was treated like an outcast. They'd all have parties and I was just never invited. Uglier dudes, dudes who are bigger losers than me, guys who are quieter than me, weirder than me- they all got invited. It really feels like I'm cursed or "marked" or something.
Before you say "you're just ugly", how could it even be that? First of all my other stats should halo me enough even if I was LTN. Second, most of these social functions are full of LTN and MTN anyway. Looks really just don't matter that much, it becomes very apparent once you're out in the real world. A lot of the stacies out there are dating the most basic looking MTN imaginable.
Idk man I'm just so depressed at this whole situation. At least I got my life together a little bit. I'm going to medical school soon, I've got a solid physique and good health, and I have about 40k saved up. Nevertheless, this feeling of loneliness and FOMO is crushing and it's extremely stressful to me. It's also the feeling of powerlessness that frustrates me, because it seems like no matter what I try I'm forever trapped in this rotter lifestyle. Yeah anyway I'm not giving up but felt extra defeated today. Maybe some of you can relate to my life, I like to hear that there's other people like me somewhere out there.
