Honestly I don't know what keeps me going

[Claymoreboy0118]

I could come up with a thousand reasons but none of them would be true. I don't know what's wrong with me. I can't stay happy for long in anything I do. I don't have friends. I think I'm that one kid that keeps following you around thinking that you like me. I'm always shit talked and ignored and I just take it with a smile like a loser. To be honest I would rather be surrounded with people who hate me then be alone. When I'm alone that's when the negative thoughts come rolling in. At least when I'm with other people that's all I think about in the moment. Nobody knows how I'm really feeling. I hate being a jester. I hate being a loser. Part of me wants to believe that I'm overthinking everything but the other part of me just wants me to stop coping. I think getting a gf would help

 

[cooIguy]

make friends

 

[valentine]

bumo

 

[Deleted member 233411]

i keep going becs i wanna experience shit

 

[etulceil]

I just wish somebody loved me
The problem is I had friends but they ditched me nd that's what hurts

 

[Claymoreboy0118]

make friends

Maybe if I wasn't a swamp creature facially

 

[cooIguy]

Maybe if I wasn't a swamp creature facially

what is your rating

 

[Claymoreboy0118]

what is your rating

less than human

 

[cooIguy]

less than human

i see sub5 with friends everyday

 

[Luquier]

it’s over D:

 

[MohamadCuh]

I could come up with a thousand reasons but none of them would be true. I don't know what's wrong with me. I can't stay happy for long in anything I do. I don't have friends. I think I'm that one kid that keeps following you around thinking that you like me. I'm always shit talked and ignored and I just take it with a smile like a loser. To be honest I would rather be surrounded with people who hate me then be alone. When I'm alone that's when the negative thoughts come rolling in. At least when I'm with other people that's all I think about in the moment. Nobody knows how I'm really feeling. I hate being a jester. I hate being a loser. Part of me wants to believe that I'm overthinking everything but the other part of me just wants me to stop coping. I think getting a gf would help

try to socialize more and dont jester to much

 

[Claymoreboy0118]

it’s over D:

water

 

[Prøphet]

This too shall pass

always

 

[user91295912954]

getting a gf will help to a certain extent in terms of socializing, it will not make you more sociable or less socially awkard but it will put you in better positions and people will think a lil better of you, also in most relationships you can be yourself and dont have to pretend much around her, socializing with your gfs friends is great too

 

[Deleted member 109943]

I'll be your friend.

 

[Claymoreboy0118]

I'll be your friend.

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That's why I follow u man