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The Inferior
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I started working and it's depressing me.
It's a low status job and it makes me feel like a loser. I didn't feel like that when I was in school because I had hope to get a good job.
I always said "I'm so glad when school is over" and I really was. I felt so good in the two months between the end of school and the beginning of work. But the job is worse than school. Low status. Only surrounded by old people. By good looking people. Mainly by tall men.
I feel so empty inside now and don't have energy to do anything else, basically living for the weekend like a slave.
I was so hopeful to at least have a good future as I already had boring teen years since I had extreme social anxiety, isolation and acne.
The prime time is over after 18.
It's a low status job and it makes me feel like a loser. I didn't feel like that when I was in school because I had hope to get a good job.
I always said "I'm so glad when school is over" and I really was. I felt so good in the two months between the end of school and the beginning of work. But the job is worse than school. Low status. Only surrounded by old people. By good looking people. Mainly by tall men.
I feel so empty inside now and don't have energy to do anything else, basically living for the weekend like a slave.
I was so hopeful to at least have a good future as I already had boring teen years since I had extreme social anxiety, isolation and acne.
The prime time is over after 18.