Depression and ADHD are ruining my life

[danielghost]

I’ve been clinically depressed ever since I was 13, I’m kn anti depressants so I really don’t care about anything or anyone anymore. There’s nothing going on in my life, I’m pretty sure I’m htn but that means nothing because I have brutal social anxiety and I fucking hate women and socializing. I do nothing other than bedrot and hit the gym. Just spent 7 k on a rhinoplasty to ascend but I still feel like shit and hoping one day I’ll have the balls to rope. I isolated myself from all the foids and friends that I had, I have no future, no social life and I hate everyone. What am I supposed to do? My bluepilled family and friends tell me to get closer to god and go to therapy, but I’m tired of that cope bs i just want to ascend or die, no in between

 

[IOS]

I’ve been clinically depressed ever since I was 13, I’m kn anti depressants so I really don’t care about anything or anyone anymore. There’s nothing going on in my life, I’m pretty sure I’m htn but that means nothing because I have brutal social anxiety and I fucking hate women and socializing. I do nothing other than bedrot and hit the gym. Just spent 7 k on a rhinoplasty to ascend but I still feel like shit and hoping one day I’ll have the balls to rope. I isolated myself from all the foids and friends that I had, I have no future, no social life and I hate everyone. What am I supposed to do? My bluepilled family and friends tell me to get closer to god and go to therapy, but I’m tired of that cope bs i just want to ascend or die, no in between

this is not a good place for mental health advice.

 

[danielghost]

this is not a good place for mental health advice.

There’s no good place for that, bluepilled fags who called themselves therapists just say a bunch of cope and get rich off of your problems

 

[munnabhai]

Any meds?

I’m trying to raw dog adhd since I don’t like the effects of most of the meds long term

 

[danielghost]

Any meds?

I’m trying to raw dog adhd since I don’t like the effects of most of the meds long term

I’m on venlafaxine only for depression and it’s supposed to help adhd too (it doesn’t). I tried vyvanse and it felt amazing I wish I could get a prescription but my fag neuropsychologist didnt give me shit

 

[munnabhai]

I’m on venlafaxine only for depression and it’s supposed to help adhd too (it doesn’t). I tried vyvanse and it felt amazing I wish I could get a prescription but my fag neuropsychologist didnt give me shit

Yea I’m good off trying random off label drugs cause they don’t wanna give stims