Did it ever begin for me ?

[ghulface080]

im now 18 and never have had friends in my entire life my story goes this way i went to school from 1st to 4th grade but dropped out after the 4th because of very intense bullying (verbal bullying) by the teachers and all the kids except like 1 jehovas witness kid who was kind to me sadly i have lost contact long time ago with him but the thing is all the kids used to make fun of my special trait my hair i am white looking but have 3c type black negro hair they always picked on me for that and said im extremly ugly all the girls used to say eww when they were forced to sit next to me by the teacher they had to stop the whole class cuz a girl was scared and disgusted to sit next to me and the teachers knew it was fucking over for me too thats why they sat the girls next to other chad boys i remember one girl hugging me out of pity that was very kind from her she didnt hug me cuz she liked me or was attracted but just out of pure pity for such a looser im telling you guys life is all about looks nothing else litterally...

 

[Harold O'brien]

it's never too late for a fresh start

 

[ghulface080]

it's never too late for a fresh start

cap

 

[Harold O'brien]

cap

stop crying and work on improving your life, retard

 

[ghulface080]

stop crying and work on improving your life, retard

wtf im working on going to school but its not possible cuz im treated like an immigrant

 

[EnjoyerOf Water]

Being white with black hair is fine, I don't understand what the problem is, it's a halo. Literally most people with black hair are brunettes. Being "white" with black hair is something that gives you a certain degree of "exotic". Even more so if you have brown eyes (with good shape, dammit, (not so damn dark).
And something tells me you're not very neurotypical, boy. Look, if someone hugs you out of "pity" and it bothers you that it's a woman, then surprise, humans themselves feel pity for those who think they deserve it, you weren't so bad, because if someone felt "pity" and did something therefore, it means that she believed that you deserved that pity (instead of being another mockery), it is not very complex to think about. You're ruining yourself even more with that attitude.

 

[EnjoyerOf Water]

shit, I just saw other posts of yours, You don't look like the devil what the fuck

 

[ghulface080]

Being white with black hair is fine, I don't understand what the problem is, it's a halo. Literally most people with black hair are brunettes. Being "white" with black hair is something that gives you a certain degree of "exotic". Even more so if you have brown eyes (with good shape, dammit, (not so damn dark).
And something tells me you're not very neurotypical, boy. Look, if someone hugs you out of "pity" and it bothers you that it's a woman, then surprise, humans themselves feel pity for those who think they deserve it, you weren't so bad, because if someone felt "pity" and did something therefore, it means that she believed that you deserved that pity (instead of being another mockery), it is not very complex to think about. You're ruining yourself even more with that attitude.

i got negro hair not black hair

 

[ghulface080]

shit, I just saw other posts of yours, You don't look like the devil what the fuck

looks decieve

 

[isis_Bleach]

Looks only