Do i have like OCD or borderline schizophrenia or some shit?

[dys]

bro does anyone else experience this shit? or do i have a underlying disorder?


i am a really self conscious person though and i mention this, because none of these are really severe but the impulses gets bad at times

I don't know, i remember I use to have a indistinct voice in my head that would give me ultimatums; it still there at times


but like if i im doing a random task, and it wasn't completed within a very small time window

i would no longer receive a gift i was anticipating or something bad would happen to someone I knew


or like im playing a game and my KDA is 5/2/2 or something, i will have impending doom until it get to like 6/2/2, no idea why

or if im arranging songs in playlist a certain song has to be in this specific order or spot in the playlist


but the most frequent is that just get crazy intrusive thoughts that i try to balance and fight against with neutral thoughts


can anyone diagnosed or not tell me if they deal with this?

 

[Petsmart]

Sounds more like schizophrenia to me