Littlepickel2
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Are you intelligent?
I promise I am a very interesting person to insult and belittle
I have a journal that ive had since I was 8 and i decided to summarize it. It contains EXTREMELY complex topics regarding intelligence and consciousness. I believe a public forum is a better place for peer review than a therapist because therapists are all formulated idiots. The document is around 13000 words, and it is a SUMMARY; it is not the full extent of my mental state. It goes over topics like homicide, suicide, consciousness, intelligence, purpose, hallucinations, psychedelics, human emotions, deliberate harm to other humans, obsession, existential dread, and trauma. These things are things I either deal with or have experienced. To explain the document to you, I will state exactly what it is. It is hundreds of questions I have asked myself throughout many years of self-awareness. A lot of the things that happen in the writing are immoral, extremely immoral. I would like someone to read over it and give me an honest opinion about my situation. I assure you it will not be a boring read. The reason I request intelligence is that the topics are advanced and hard to understand without the open-mindedness of an intelligent person. However, even if you do not regard yourself as intelligent, my life may serve as an interesting story for you. I am still finishing up 2 parts; once I finish writing about rape and hallucinations, I will be able to post it. Should I post a link to a Google document, or should I just paste it directly into org?
I am not really making the main search right now; I am just sifting out people who have the mental fortitude to read that many words. I will post it within 2 more days; that is the predicted time I need to finish the document.
The document does get corny at times, but that is understandable because the main meat of the information was written at around 10.
I LOVE YOU!
I promise I am a very interesting person to insult and belittle
I have a journal that ive had since I was 8 and i decided to summarize it. It contains EXTREMELY complex topics regarding intelligence and consciousness. I believe a public forum is a better place for peer review than a therapist because therapists are all formulated idiots. The document is around 13000 words, and it is a SUMMARY; it is not the full extent of my mental state. It goes over topics like homicide, suicide, consciousness, intelligence, purpose, hallucinations, psychedelics, human emotions, deliberate harm to other humans, obsession, existential dread, and trauma. These things are things I either deal with or have experienced. To explain the document to you, I will state exactly what it is. It is hundreds of questions I have asked myself throughout many years of self-awareness. A lot of the things that happen in the writing are immoral, extremely immoral. I would like someone to read over it and give me an honest opinion about my situation. I assure you it will not be a boring read. The reason I request intelligence is that the topics are advanced and hard to understand without the open-mindedness of an intelligent person. However, even if you do not regard yourself as intelligent, my life may serve as an interesting story for you. I am still finishing up 2 parts; once I finish writing about rape and hallucinations, I will be able to post it. Should I post a link to a Google document, or should I just paste it directly into org?
I am not really making the main search right now; I am just sifting out people who have the mental fortitude to read that many words. I will post it within 2 more days; that is the predicted time I need to finish the document.
The document does get corny at times, but that is understandable because the main meat of the information was written at around 10.
I LOVE YOU!