do u guys think u will ever feel the same happy blissfullness and enjoyment as u did as a kid?

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I genually im not sure i ever will. Even everything looked and tasted different for me.

After i got covid my tastebuds completely changed it was super strange

My eyesight got shit too and i had to get glasses and i dont like how it feels or how they look so i dont even wear them.

My generation gen z hasnt been brought up with any major event that defined us, music has been pretty shit. Millennials grew up seeing the fucking twin towers get hit on TV, then having sense of unity and community after that for some while. Went through multiple wars even if it wasnt on home soil.

Whats our defining moments as Gen z? Fucking covid? Yeah bro we were defined by playing fortnite and jerking it for 2 years and zoom classes. Nothing has ever happend for like the last couple years. Even though its extremely fucked up and I dont wish for terror attacks. In a way a part of me when a terror attack happens or some shit or some big event on the news happens I feel like Im going to feel alive for once and have my 9/11 defining moment where I switch on the TV and im in utter shock.

Instead all that has happend is we had wars thousands of miles away been fought by random nations. When your biggest canon event is shooting blanks when u were 13 in lockdown u know its fucking over.
 
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Im genually convinced we have reached a point in history where we have so much technological development, 1000 layers in governments and economics, and so much systems in place that. We dont experience like actual real suffering or stark pain its just low frequency pain like loneliness, internet addiction.

Even the drugs have become pussy. The kids today have weed addictions they used to be fkin addicted to crack and sniff lines and do shrooms. We're just a society that works their dick off or goes school, comes home to the same mundane shit for the last 10 years.

When is something ever gonna happen to make me feel like Im living in a real timeline?
 
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Yes, it is possible, but not for a sub5
 
Yes, it is possible, but not for a sub5
facts. Ive felt slightly and slightly more happier as i ascended but there hasnt been that one moment so far where i felt euphoric like i did when i was a kid walking down a high street goofing around with my childhood friend as our moms watched us.
 
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facts. Ive felt slightly and slightly more happier as i ascended but there hasnt been that one moment so far where i felt euphoric like i did when i was a kid walking down a high street goofing around with my childhood friend as our moms watched us.
I think winning the lottery is the only way for a sub5 to experience real joy, that or drugs, which is why a lot of people take drugs, they have a shit life and they have to Take drugs to feel happy for a few hours, while Chad and good looking women are happy and euphoric 24/7, due to natural serotonin and dopamine that comes from having a good life and they also never experienced trauma like bullying or abuse by their parents, so they don’t even know how it is to be depressed
 
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I think winning the lottery is the only way for a sub5 to experience real joy, that or drugs, which is why a lot of people take drugs, they have a shit life and they have to Take drugs to feel happy for a few hours, while Chad and good looking women are happy and euphoric 24/7, due to natural serotonin and dopamine that comes from having a good life and they also never experienced trauma like bullying or abuse by their parents, so they don’t even know how it is to be depressed
yea imagine going on a roadtrip with ts playing with ur gf to the countryside and hiking or some shit then watching the sunset. Fuck man :feelswhy: i hope i get to experience that

 
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I feel as though when I'm retired, old and basically seen it all a couple times over I will start to fully enjoy even the smallest things in life like I did as a kid

You notice how minimalist rich old people are and how childish and carefree they are about practically everything, it's kind of poetic that you start life the same way you end it
 
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yea imagine going on a roadtrip with ts playing with ur gf to the countryside and hiking or some shit then watching the sunset. Fuck man :feelswhy: i hope i get to experience that


Early 2000‘s summer time ahh song
 

just do weed
 
Early 2000‘s summer time ahh song
Fuck man this song makes me wanna cry bro ts is too beautiful :feelswhy:

I genually hope when I get into college in september I get my becky or any fucking one atp, and just go on a roadtrip and go to the beach or something and watch the sunset and play amazing songs as we drive.
 
I will never do drugs. I want to feel this shit authentically. If I have to use substances to recreate it theres no point. If I can feel good cosntantly and drugs is all u look foward to for ur happiness or fufillment in life genuially become a fent addict.
 
Fuck man this song makes me wanna cry bro ts is too beautiful :feelswhy:

I genually hope when I get into college in september I get my becky or any fucking one atp, and just go on a roadtrip and go to the beach or something and watch the sunset and play amazing songs as we drive.
Fuck man this was too gay, I will just pretend I didn’t read that
 
Fuck man this was too gay, I will just pretend I didn’t read that
it isnt gay bro ong its not.this is the most straightest thing to ever say. If u want to slide dick in foids like a rabbid south sudanese dog thug ur just soulless
 
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I will never do drugs. I want to feel this shit authentically. If I have to use substances to recreate it theres no point. If I can feel good cosntantly and drugs is all u look foward to for ur happiness or fufillment in life genuially become a fent addict.
low t
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you’re just not low inhib enough, you’re too soy
 
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I feel as though when I'm retired, old and basically seen it all a couple times over I will start to fully enjoy even the smallest things in life like I did as a kid

You notice how minimalist rich old people are and how childish and carefree they are about practically everything, it's kind of poetic that you start life the same way you end it
u need to be a baby boomer with 7 figures minimum saved up to do that
 
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i understand pajeets whole life has been a struggle and he always got bullied at school so never had a good moment so its endless self improoovement
wow, you’re very creative
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My childhood was shit and if i recall correctly i had anxious obsessive thoughts 24/7 . So its the opposite for me
 
My childhood was shit and if i recall correctly i had anxious obsessive thoughts 24/7 . So its the opposite for me
same i got my ass handed to me by my dad but i can recall a couple good memories with unmatched euphoria i never felt in so long
 
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Whenever I experience love I get that feeling so yes
 
same i got my ass handed to me by my dad but i can recall a couple good memories with unmatched euphoria i never felt in so long
I dont think i was more euphoric during childhood than now. And i feel it now most of the time
 
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no i destroyed my dopamine receptors
fucking reletable :lul:

i dont see much point in doing shit like nofap though cuz either way nofap isnt going to make a bitch pop up in front of me.

i cant just not use the internet cuz i dont have much friends who will go out with me and if there is it will happen only once every couple months. The alternative is to literally go on lonely walks alone where im overcome by the sadness that im alone.

if i unfry my dopamine receptors i wont be able to feel shit cuz my childhood consisted of school where id laugh and chill with friends and play games with, coming home and playing with my brother on the xbox, then on the weekends going somewhere nice.
 
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Whenever I experience love I get that feeling so yes
my dumbass ever since i was like 13 never understood why niggas wanted to start getting into relationships with girls. I never found girls funny, often found them annoying asf in my school.

Post childhood only thing that will make u feel alive is a girl who likes u and will stare into ur eyes and actually feel attracted to u. Im so happy bp has helped me realise this.
 
Im genually convinced we have reached a point in history where we have so much technological development, 1000 layers in governments and economics, and so much systems in place that. We dont experience like actual real suffering or stark pain its just low frequency pain like loneliness, internet addiction.

Even the drugs have become pussy. The kids today have weed addictions they used to be fkin addicted to crack and sniff lines and do shrooms. We're just a society that works their dick off or goes school, comes home to the same mundane shit for the last 10 years.

When is something ever gonna happen to make me feel like Im living in a real timeline?
In a sense, having some amount of pain and hardship is what makes life seem more "colorful". There really isn't a higher purpose to reach which is the main issue. Not having to place one's faith in a singular idea is good don't get me wrong, but the traditional world had something that the modern one doesn't. A sense of direction and an ideology that can be used to embellish one's life.
 
I feel as though when I'm retired, old and basically seen it all a couple times over I will start to fully enjoy even the smallest things in life like I did as a kid

You notice how minimalist rich old people are and how childish and carefree they are about practically everything, it's kind of poetic that you start life the same way you end it
i hope i get that ending. I mean, I don't want to die and would rather be eternally youthful, immortal, and possess an infinite memory but if I have to age and die, this would be a nice way to have my life end. I still have that child mentality occasionally but with each passing moment I just feel more bitter and bitter- honestly for no reason. I hope I can regain that when I'm older.
 
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i do when im hanging out with my autist friends
 
i hope i get that ending. I mean, I don't want to die and would rather be eternally youthful, immortal, and possess an infinite memory but if I have to age and die, this would be a nice way to have my life end. I still have that child mentality occasionally but with each passing moment I just feel more bitter and bitter- honestly for no reason. I hope I can regain that when I'm older.
Nice reference
 
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I hope so. Despite my enthusiastic and optimistic outlook for the world fading as I entered my teenage years, I still hope that I will have that enjoyment once again
 

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