Do you guys struggle to make true friends and relationships

[idealistsynth]

I feel like I always feel lonely since I know I’m weird and mentally ill. No matter how much I surround myself with people, it doesn’t really hit.

Honestly I’d probably feel closer to people on here since you guys are mostly similar in mental illness, etc

 

[Deleted member 296713]

Only relationships, i make friends easily IRL at least

 

[Deleted member 272842]

yeah i struggle to make real connections all the time

i was born in the philippines and raised so differently from the average kid and grew up with different interests so its always been a struggle since i was a child

 

[idealistsynth]

Only relationships, i make friends easily IRL at least

Hmm I make both in theory, but they don’t feel real whatsoever. Sometimes I larp feeling attached to a girl I’m talking to so I can try and feel normal

 

[idealistsynth]

yeah i struggle to make real connections all the time

i was born in the philippines and raised so differently from the average kid and grew up with different interests so its always been a struggle since i was a child

Which interests?

 

[Deleted member 272842]

my dad is kind of an autist so i got most of his traits and he played alot of death metal for me when i was a kid

my moms side is stacked so i went to private school for elementary and watched i alot of western media

i also have a lighter skin tone than most people here so i stand out alot

 

[idealistsynth]

my dad is kind of an autist so i got most of his traits and he played alot of death metal for me when i was a kid

my moms side is stacked so i went to private school for elementary and watched i alot of western media

i also have a lighter skin tone than most people here so i stand out alot

Hmm that’s interesting. I was under the impression that Asia is very colorist. Wouldn’t that be a halo?

For me personally my mom was very abusive and alienated me, so I never got to appreciate the only semblance of unconditional love most people get

 

[Deleted member 89064]

Real af. Have the same problem. Idk why but even if i talk to mfs in school i just don't feel like they're my friends

 

[idealistsynth]

Real af. Have the same problem. Idk why but even if i talk to mfs in school i just don't feel like they're my friends

Yeah I feel like the last real friendships I made were probably when I was considerably younger

 

[Deleted member 272842]

Hmm that’s interesting. I was under the impression that Asia is very colorist. Wouldn’t that be a halo?

For me personally my mom was very abusive and alienated me, so I never got to appreciate the only semblance of unconditional love most people get

its both a halo and a failo because people make fun of me sometimes for being different

 

[idealistsynth]

its both a halo and a failo because people make fun of me sometimes for being different

What are the Filipino beauty standards?

 

[Deleted member 272842]

What are the Filipino beauty standards?

very weird when it comes to facial features but usually the same in the west

another big part of me being an outcast is that im atheist in a catholic country

 

[Deleted member 306200]

I feel like I always feel lonely since I know I’m weird and mentally ill. No matter how much I surround myself with people, it doesn’t really hit.

Honestly I’d probably feel closer to people on here since you guys are mostly similar in mental illness, etc

No cuz I am not nd faggot

 

[Deleted member 306200]

What are the Filipino beauty standards?

subhuman fuckers