
thegoat
PSL 3.5 | 5'8" | Half-curry
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I need some blackpilled advice.
Is it better to be a happy idiot or self-aware but depressed?
I told myself I would never forget how society rejected me and tossed me aside like a piece of trash. I had no friends for years, zero female interaction, slipped into alcoholism and im still a virgin at 21 years old. I'm thinking clearer than ever now and can see the path to success (socialmaxxing, leanmaxxing, numbers game). But what i want to know is, will I lose all of this blackpill knowledge/experiences which has built me to the point i am now if i hop on SSRI's?
Ive slept only a handful of hours this past week due to two borderline panic attacks, perma anxiety for the past few months, heart palpitations and chest pain. Its just way too hard to rebel against your genetics as a subhuman and try to live a normal life. fucking over.
Is it better to be a happy idiot or self-aware but depressed?
I told myself I would never forget how society rejected me and tossed me aside like a piece of trash. I had no friends for years, zero female interaction, slipped into alcoholism and im still a virgin at 21 years old. I'm thinking clearer than ever now and can see the path to success (socialmaxxing, leanmaxxing, numbers game). But what i want to know is, will I lose all of this blackpill knowledge/experiences which has built me to the point i am now if i hop on SSRI's?
Ive slept only a handful of hours this past week due to two borderline panic attacks, perma anxiety for the past few months, heart palpitations and chest pain. Its just way too hard to rebel against your genetics as a subhuman and try to live a normal life. fucking over.