doctors ruined my life

[genetically fucked]

my whole life i never really had friends, a few here and there but that’s it. i legit fucking remembered when i was like 6 and insanely troubled this doctor kicked me out his fucking office for being disruptive when i was probably going to get diagnosed with something to help my anxiety. my whole life i have no fucking friends because i’m too nervous to talk to people and it’s all this doctors fault because he saw a kid throwing a fit and decided to kick him out when obviously showing something was wrong with him. god if i wasn’t nervous id actually have friends like my siblings who’ve been on anxiety meds yet i legit cannot be nt for the life of me. my school refused to do anything because it was “too expensive” when i was hiding in my hoodie for every hour of the day as a kid due to anxiety and being too scared to show up because of feeling judged holy FUCK this all just came to me i thought i was just like normal but didn’t make friends but it’s fucking their fault. anyways i’m probably coping tbh i just can’t make friends

 

[Vincent Freeman]

yes, the last chapter of your life has long been written and the book is closing.

 

[genetically fucked]

yes, the last chapter of your life has long been written and the book is closing.

college is my last chance i guess

 

[edodalic29]

Its alright bro , you just gotta pick ur head up from under the sand and keep moving forward improving every way u can and dont let the sand suffocate you with bullshit past trauma

 

[TsarTsar444]

Your welcome

 

[genetically fucked]

Its alright bro , you just gotta pick ur head up from under the sand and keep moving forward improving every way u can and dont let the sand suffocate you with bullshit past truama

it’s genuinely insane that my life could’ve been completely different though, like my brothers are completely different with anxiety meds it’s like a 180 im so pissed