Does anyone else just fucking hate their life?

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Like genuinely I might just kill myself literally nothing makes me happy the only thing that would make me happy is ascending, and I can’t even do that because I don’t have the money. It feels like my whole life Im just waiting for it to get good, lying to myself saying “when this happens, I’ll finally enjoy life!” And it either isn’t that good, or it never happens. Like I know what I need to do to ascend but I don’t have the fucking money and I have exams for the next two months Jesus Christ and I hate seeing attractive people knowing im not one of them it infuriates me, the only reason I haven’t deadass just tied a fucking noose around my neck yet is because I know my spirit won’t accept looking like this forever, one day I inevitably will look good because I will literally kill myself if not, it’s life or death. But it hurts to much that I can’t do anything about it right now because I’m poor. Someone tell me how to make money fast before I blast my fucking brains please please
 
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Please reply even if you are mocking me I don’t want to be left alone in my misery
 
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Like genuinely I might just kill myself literally nothing makes me happy the only thing that would make me happy is ascending, and I can’t even do that because I don’t have the money. It feels like my whole life Im just waiting for it to get good, lying to myself saying “when this happens, I’ll finally enjoy life!” And it either isn’t that good, or it never happens. Like I know what I need to do to ascend but I don’t have the fucking money and I have exams for the next two months Jesus Christ and I hate seeing attractive people knowing im not one of them it infuriates me, the only reason I haven’t deadass just tied a fucking noose around my neck yet is because I know my spirit won’t accept looking like this forever, one day I inevitably will look good because I will literally kill myself if not, it’s life or death. But it hurts to much that I can’t do anything about it right now because I’m poor. Someone tell me how to make money fast before I blast my fucking brains please please
dang
 
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relatable
 
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It’s okay man I don’t enjoy anything in life too
Ur not alone
 
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just cope brother
 
I dont enjoy anything in my life either, I hate my Life
 
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why are 1st worlders so miserable while some kid in mumbai rn is enjoying life to it’s fullest living in a slum😂
 
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Find some friends maybe ?
 
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I have friends, but it doesn’t help, how would it help? I mean most of the time when I’m with them im just fake laughing while trying to cover up my hideous smile
Jesus how do I reply on this site, i accidentally replied to every comment, my bad
 
why are 1st worlders so miserable while some kid in mumbai rn is enjoying life to it’s fullest living in a slum😂
I’d rather be a dumb kid in a slum in Mumbai than subject to this miserable fucking existence
 
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why are 1st worlders so miserable while some kid in mumbai rn is enjoying life to it’s fullest living in a slum😂
despite your place in life, you should be allowed to voice your sorrows
 
Legit. Anhedonia has completely taken me over. Copes like video games and food do nothing for me anymore, absolutely nothing gives me joy anymore aside from fixing my failos, or atleast mentally masturbating about fixing them like an autist. I've created my own fucking hell, I gotta slave away for 10 years, saving up 200k+ to get countless bullshit fucking surgeries and having to writhe in pain and discomfort just to get something others have naturally. It's fucking bullshit. And my ego/pride is too big to monkcel either. Over for me :forcedsmile:
 
Legit. Anhedonia has completely taken me over. Copes like video games and food do nothing for me anymore, absolutely nothing gives me joy anymore aside from fixing my failos, or atleast mentally masturbating about fixing them like an autist. I've created my own fucking hell, I gotta slave away for 10 years, saving up 200k+ to get countless bullshit fucking surgeries and having to writhe in pain and discomfort just to get something others have naturally. It's fucking bullshit. And my ego/pride is too big to monkcel either. Over for me :forcedsmile:
Same. Late at night I fantasise about fixing my face and create fake scenarios about what it would be like. It’s so fucking pathetic I hate it Iiving like this
 
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I too hate my life. :feelswhy:
 
Most people here probably
 
Like genuinely I might just kill myself literally nothing makes me happy the only thing that would make me happy is ascending, and I can’t even do that because I don’t have the money. It feels like my whole life Im just waiting for it to get good, lying to myself saying “when this happens, I’ll finally enjoy life!” And it either isn’t that good, or it never happens. Like I know what I need to do to ascend but I don’t have the fucking money and I have exams for the next two months Jesus Christ and I hate seeing attractive people knowing im not one of them it infuriates me, the only reason I haven’t deadass just tied a fucking noose around my neck yet is because I know my spirit won’t accept looking like this forever, one day I inevitably will look good because I will literally kill myself if not, it’s life or death. But it hurts to much that I can’t do anything about it right now because I’m poor. Someone tell me how to make money fast before I blast my fucking brains please please
Bro honestly at the end of the day killing yourself over something your born with is a crazy method, just work on what suits your features, don’t try look exactly like someone else because comparing just makes it worse.
 
how old r u brotha
 
i agree man, i just watched the show BEEF and i relate to steven like a fat bitch following some food. life stinks
 

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