Day by day my social anxiety is getting worse

[TopTierIncel42]

I don’t know if I’ll survive for uni. To keep my social status in check I fucking study. Yes. You heard that right. I study for the conversation I might have with these people just so they find me passable. It’s gotten to a point where I can’t even hold a proper conversation with distant family.

I have made a deal with myself that if I can’t fix myself by age 24, I will be roping.

 

[waspy]

Drugmax asap

 

[TopTierIncel42]

Drugmax asap

It gets to a point bhai. Cant take drugs for everything

 

[TopTierIncel42]

B

 

[car12345]

have made a deal with myself that if I can’t fix myself by age 24, I will be roping.

how about you switch that to "in 5 minutes"

 

[Deleted member 178206]

I don’t know if I’ll survive for uni. To keep my social status in check I fucking study. Yes. You heard that right. I study for the conversation I might have with these people just so they find me passable. It’s gotten to a point where I can’t even hold a proper conversation with distant family.

I have made a deal with myself that if I can’t fix myself by age 24, I will be roping.

i stopped talking to people altogether, they dgaf about me so there is no choice

 

[TopTierIncel42]

how about you switch that to "in 5 minutes"

Not that soon. Got a great academic portfolio and if I can’t make a use of that, it’s over

 

[TopTierIncel42]

i stopped talking to people altogether, they dgaf about me so there is no choice

I need interactions to keep me sane. Wish I could do that

 

[Deleted member 129514]

sadly its a symptom of incelism

 

[car12345]

i stopped talking to people altogether, they dgaf about me so there is no choice

i refuse to believe that there is any kind of reality outside of my room. The whole universe is my Room and anything outside of it is just my brain hallucinating something to be there because it canot perceive the nothingness.

 

[TopTierIncel42]

sadly its a symptom of incelism

Was doomed from the beginning ngl. Both sides of the fam have mental issues

 

[Deleted member 129514]

sadly its a symptom of incelism

but im anxious too, im literally living on this forum while not having any social life jfl

 

[Deleted member 178206]

I need interactions to keep me sane. Wish I could do that

eh it just makes me feel empty and hateful
but well idk i am compensating by using forums like these

 

[Deleted member 129514]

Was doomed from the beginning ngl. Both sides of the fam have mental issues

are u ND?

 

[Deleted member 178206]

i refuse to believe that there is any kind of reality outside of my room. The whole universe is my Room and anything outside of it is just my brain hallucinating something to be there because it canot perceive the nothingness.

indeed

 

[TopTierIncel42]

but im anxious too, im literally living on this forum while not having any social life jfl

Couldn’t relate more. When I was little my parents made me talk to some other kids and join them in playing sports. But i genuinely couldn’t talk to them and threw a fit so bad I almost passed out

 

[TopTierIncel42]

are u ND?

Pretty badly. But I mask it very well

 

[TopTierIncel42]

Anxiety gotten so bad to a point where I don’t even have the motivation to go to any public activities

 

[Deleted member 129514]

Pretty badly. But I mask it very well

nigga u don’t need to mask it, ur gonna lose yourself, people need to see that ur ND

 

[TopTierIncel42]

nigga u don’t need to mask it, ur gonna lose yourself, people need to see that ur ND

No they don’t. I already hide the activities I love private what’s wrong with doing the same?

 

[Deleted member 129514]

No they don’t. I already hide the activities I love private what’s wrong with doing the same?

being NT = being an average person
actually who tf wants to act as an average person, its bullshit dude

 

[TopTierIncel42]

being NT = being an average person
actually who tf wants to act as an average person, its bullshit dude

Not about that bhai. I need social interactions for me to be sane. Not about being average.

 

[Deleted member 129514]

Not about that bhai. I need social interactions for me to be sane. Not about being average.

so u have soc anxiety (ur scared of being around people) but u need soc interactions?

 

[TopTierIncel42]

so u have soc anxiety (ur scared of being around people) but u need soc interactions?

Yes.