cant its a looksmin, would make me even more depressed probably. Only if i could get my hands on like shrooms or smth i heard thats good
i tried many but most of them get boring or unfullfilling after a while, i used to like playing basketball but i hardly find the energy to do so. There is just nothing so major that could distract me from feeling lonely tbh
Tbh you probably either need meds or just to accept it atp. Depression is uncurable for us real mani depressive cels
I have been having up and down moods for a while, been happy for like 2 months i thought i just had like a period of sadness but last few days its getting worse again brutal. Hobbies get boring quickly, sleeping and getting out of bed get harder, cant force myself to study, and i feel 10x uglier than i feel ab myself when i feel normal mood. Idk what it is atp
Depression can come and go like that. But could be other stuff just look into it try and have lots of prying internal monologues
Being incel is brutal
I mean i can assume what the problem is, its been so hard for me because anxiety, i used to have feelings that even my closes friends were mocking me, let alone when i had to go outside. Everytime i make eye contact with someone i look away thinking they probably are laughing at me. Isolation when i was young and bullying when i was lonely and extremely ugly killed me inside so much, i feel like there is no going back and fixing anymore lol. I though i overcame it since i had periods of no sadness for months but it always gets worse, and i cant distract myself from it
Lookswise im probably not the ugliest person ever, even had people here rate me as high as htn, had girls approach me, tried talking to girls online and they liked me back etc, i have an advantage of being fairly tall too. But fuck am i mentally so weak from being incel in my childhood it still eats me inside. Atp i isolate myself just so i sont have to deal with other people since i feel like everyone just hates me
Mimimimi
Idk some people here say im ugly some say im gl, i dont take ratings here too seriously because im too autistic to understand whats bait and whats real. From irl i had okay experiences lately but when i was young it was just never ever positive literally not a single good memory.
you are just an abused dog from being treated badly in the past due to subhumanity, once you start sleeping with girls and making more friends that stuff goes away trust me
yes but you need to find women to sleep with somehow and i feel like thats impossible. I cant make eye contact let alone talk to one
please dont tell me that 29 yr old khhv is true
oh well idk what is wrong w me i just know that it isnt fun.
Thank god that ur not an anxious cuckold like me, tearing up when the smallest conflict arises
To be fair i still have anxiety issues, like being scared od talking to new people or leaving my home sometimes. If u have bad anxiety thats fucking terrible
Yes nigga it’s so brutal I’m trying to make myself uncomfortable more often to get rid of it but it’s hard
I managed to finally talk to people in the gym when i need smth which is lifefuel but i cant talk to random people on street or women at all. Just start shaking like a retard. Not to mention that i immediately start thinking they probably found me ugly asf or smth like that. I cried about stuff like that so much like as close as 6 months ago. Fuck it really bothers me that im not normal
Yeah I feel unloveable. Actually scratch that. I *AM* unloveable. 100%.
feelsbad bro. I have been unloveable my whole life too. Maybe it will change one day
Im an autist too so i feel u. My friends seem so sociable yet at 18 i cant even talk to people. At least you are starting to get with girls, i feel doomed. i pray my self image and my situation changes
Maybe! Things can change. But my mind is set. I don’t think I will feel otherwise. I think only a pet could love me such as a dog.
I feel like my mind will only be fixed if a girl ever cares about me. Until then i will suffer. I might not br just feeling unloveable i might be unloveable too
If you drink once - twice a week, you won’t have any bad side effects, just avoid beer
Idk man my brother felt the same way and his wife’s a huge cunt so there’s that.
brutal. i just want a girl to love me. She doesnt even need to be very attractive tbh idc bout that anymore i just dont wanna be lonely over
I do have goals, both studying to get into college hopefully also engineering, and looksmaxxing goals. But being not loved by anyone is hard, i wish i could at least experience what being loved feels like. It unmotivates you
Don't fret, dwell or think about negative shit only makes it worse. Think about good stuff even if you have to fantasize about them.
i try to not thinking but its hard.
Just hire one of those escorts who also offers a "girlfriend experience" - she will hug you, kiss you, tell you how much she loves you, etc...
honestly bro, going through the same situation every single day, rest days are the worst also. I went to a therapist finally and talked about everything I had on my mind and I'm now on a waiting list. Best thing you can do imo, especially when you're moving in a circle each day. Which I did for the last 3 years, everything was the same thing, everything was sad.
Living the rest of the day after coming home from the gym is hard enough, rest days are terrible. I would go to the therapist but im afraid of being judged or my family worrying too much. Idk if therapy could help me since im really missing love in my life. And like intimacy too. I want to at least know what that feels like being so alone the sadness always comes back
Same but I think I’d rather adopt a dog than try to waste my time to find a unicorn.
if it happens it happens ig. I might ask my classmate out if that fails im going to give up on dating completely
Don’t give up on dating just because of one rejection. Hang in there buddy.
its so looked down at i dont eant my parents to knoe i need a psychologist
