Zeruel
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i strangely like the vibe of hospitals, I’ve been in them all my life.
there hasn’t been a month in my entire life where i haven’t been to the hospital.
This is because i have a condition (Thallassemia has different forms, i have Thallassemia beta major )and basically it makes my blood cells disappear, making me need blood transfusions every 2 weeks since i was a few months old.
This gave me the opportunity to be around other kids who have had it way worse (Cancer, leukaemia) and I’ve made friends with those kids and have had them die and i just wish that it was me.
Kids there were so much different, so much better to me.
Life isn’t fair.
I don’t think anyone will be with me.
Sex is completely worthless to me if no love is involved.
I desire a deep emotional connection with a woman and if i were to be cheated on i would be so hurt that i would kill her, because i would rather have her kill me and say she hates me than have her cheat on me.
God is beyond my understanding.
I would really date a girl around my age who is crippled and I’d be happy to do so.
problem is: the way the world is now, she would be hypergamous and wouldn’t want to be with a subhuman like me.
i just wanted a normal life with a girl who looks like me.
without saying much about my future I’ll just leave this quote by FACEandLMS and his raspy voice.
“It’s over”
there hasn’t been a month in my entire life where i haven’t been to the hospital.
This is because i have a condition (Thallassemia has different forms, i have Thallassemia beta major )and basically it makes my blood cells disappear, making me need blood transfusions every 2 weeks since i was a few months old.
This gave me the opportunity to be around other kids who have had it way worse (Cancer, leukaemia) and I’ve made friends with those kids and have had them die and i just wish that it was me.
Kids there were so much different, so much better to me.
Life isn’t fair.
I don’t think anyone will be with me.
Sex is completely worthless to me if no love is involved.
I desire a deep emotional connection with a woman and if i were to be cheated on i would be so hurt that i would kill her, because i would rather have her kill me and say she hates me than have her cheat on me.
God is beyond my understanding.
I would really date a girl around my age who is crippled and I’d be happy to do so.
problem is: the way the world is now, she would be hypergamous and wouldn’t want to be with a subhuman like me.
i just wanted a normal life with a girl who looks like me.
without saying much about my future I’ll just leave this quote by FACEandLMS and his raspy voice.
“It’s over”
