MoggerGaston
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@_MVP_ @BrahminBoss @the BULL
they want me in the ward because I have emotional trauma, PTSD, that needs to be resolved.
1 hour/week (normal mental-healthcare here) they say, isn't enough. So I need to go to the ward and get multiple days of therapy,
they say 16hours/week.
U think there's any point in this?
They have told me, explained to me, in which way my brain is fucked due to childhood abuse.
And I can agree, I agree with them, that it is indeed fucked because of this shit. But it is because I have told them that his is how my life was.
I have told them: look, this is how my life was as a child. These were my experiences.
They tell me:
'Wow that is insane, your parents are abusers, your environment was dogshit, you should've never experienced anything like this. It is inhumane.
As a result:
'Your personality is fucked, your emotional development is fucked, everything is fucked. Buddy, you are a teenager mentally, undeveloped, severe trauma, its over.'
The only reason why you have got this far in life, is because you have coped with highIQ. You have high IQ and have learned to cope with your emotional trauma in an above average way.
You have faked a normal life as good as you can with your highIQ and this is how far you have gotten. Now your life is degrading because you have to deal with your trauma in the end.
And now it's over. You are degrading into drugs-use to cope any further and your life is coming to and end.
What can I do? Is this cope?
@Primalsplit they sending me to the ward buddyboyo, but what is the alternative. Do more drugs? Its over.
over.
they want me in the ward because I have emotional trauma, PTSD, that needs to be resolved.
1 hour/week (normal mental-healthcare here) they say, isn't enough. So I need to go to the ward and get multiple days of therapy,
they say 16hours/week.
U think there's any point in this?
They have told me, explained to me, in which way my brain is fucked due to childhood abuse.
And I can agree, I agree with them, that it is indeed fucked because of this shit. But it is because I have told them that his is how my life was.
I have told them: look, this is how my life was as a child. These were my experiences.
They tell me:
'Wow that is insane, your parents are abusers, your environment was dogshit, you should've never experienced anything like this. It is inhumane.
As a result:
'Your personality is fucked, your emotional development is fucked, everything is fucked. Buddy, you are a teenager mentally, undeveloped, severe trauma, its over.'
The only reason why you have got this far in life, is because you have coped with highIQ. You have high IQ and have learned to cope with your emotional trauma in an above average way.
You have faked a normal life as good as you can with your highIQ and this is how far you have gotten. Now your life is degrading because you have to deal with your trauma in the end.
And now it's over. You are degrading into drugs-use to cope any further and your life is coming to and end.
What can I do? Is this cope?
@Primalsplit they sending me to the ward buddyboyo, but what is the alternative. Do more drugs? Its over.
over.