Does it ever get better?

[lowtierwelling]

Life with depression and adhd is so hard.

Don’t mean to victimize myself , but I can’t remember the last time i woke up and genuinely wanted to live

 

[Deleted member 409448]

That’s just melancholy, go test yourself by the psychologist [ i myself don’t like it, yet I have tested schizophrenia, also without voices or anything like hallucinations. I also had the Asperger Syndrom, but it’s not that bad I’d say. Cause it’s not bad sac schizophrenia and psychopathy as it was described by me ]

 

[hitmancrewzz]

when you leave .org and start living your life

 

[lowtierwelling]

when you leave .org and start living your life

I came here cause I hated myself and my life.

I’ve had depression for 4 years now, this forum is not the problem

 

[lowtierwelling]

That’s just melancholy, go test yourself by the psychologist [ i myself don’t like it, yet I have tested schizophrenia, also without voices or anything like hallucinations. I also had the Asperger Syndrom, but it’s not that bad I’d say. Cause it’s not bad sac schizophrenia and psychopathy as it was described by me ]

I got tested, they only diagnosed me with depression, residual adhd and anxiety.

I looked up melancholy symptoms and i guess you’re right.

I’m on antidepressants but I barely feel anything, and when I do feel something it’s always a negative feeling

 

[hitmancrewzz]

I’ve had depression for 4 years now, this forum is not the problem

Did you use these four years to improve and overcome your depression, or did you just waste your time?

 

[Deleted member 409448]

I got tested, they only diagnosed me with depression, residual adhd and anxiety.

Not that bad then, good luck pal anyways

I looked up melancholy symptoms and i guess you’re right.

It’s mostly just it, depression is not always the factor of what you have.
*Its not as i see, cause you have a 4 year depression in you, what actually is not that close to melancholy

I’m on antidepressants but I barely feel anything, and when I do feel something it’s always a negative feeling

Antidepressant are very interesting, but they are depending per individual

 

[lowtierwelling]

Did you use these four years to improve and overcome your depression, or did you just waste your time?

I’ve worked out and maintained healthy habits this whole time.

Maybe not mentally, but I didn’t allow this to destroy me physically.

I decided to go to a therapist for the first time like 6 months ago, I rawdogged 3 and a half years of feeling purposeless and sad most days.

I have a new appointment next week, hopefully he’ll up my dose again or give me something stronger because im genuinely losing the battle.

Im supposed to go to the psychologist often but I can’t force myself to do anything, I procrastinate like a piece of shit because of my adhd

 

[lowtierwelling]

Not that bad then, good luck pal anyways

It’s mostly just it, depression is not always the factor of what you have.
*Its not as i see, cause you have a 4 year depression in you, what actually is not that close to melancholy

Antidepressant are very interesting, but they are depending per individual

just read my last reply I meant to reply to you

 

[hitmancrewzz]

I’ve worked out and maintained healthy habits this whole time.

Maybe not mentally, but I didn’t allow this to destroy me physically.

I decided to go to a therapist for the first time like 6 months ago, I rawdogged 3 and a half years of feeling purposeless and sad most days.

I have a new appointment next week, hopefully he’ll up my dose again or give me something stronger because im genuinely losing the battle.

Im supposed to go to the psychologist often but I can’t force myself to do anything, I procrastinate like a piece of shit because of my adhd

I wish you the best, hope you get out of that hell

 

[lowtierwelling]

I wish you the best, hope you get out of that hell

Thank you so much man.

I won’t give up

 

[hitmancrewzz]

Thank you so much man.

I won’t give up

Don't do it. Don't give up until you breathe your last.

 

[chocolate milk]

Life with depression and adhd is so hard.

Don’t mean to victimize myself , but I can’t remember the last time i woke up and genuinely wanted to live

 

[Daddy's Home]

Talk to Claude about your problems, he will help you relax and feel more comfortable about your whole situation..

 

[lowtierwelling]

Talk to Claude about your problems, he will help you relax and feel more comfortable about your whole situation..

I do all the time, it’s one of my ways to cope