dont know wtf to do in my free time

[Deleted member 21628]

unis starting tomorrow.. but that takes up like 1/3 of the day AT MOST (minus the sleep)

i legit dont care to do workout and shit cuz it dont give me shit.. literally (no dopamine rush, positive feedback, validation, pleasure.. LIKE IT LITERALLY DONT GIVE ME SHIT)


i dont know what to do.. rn im going insane cuz i cant get stimulated by anything..

on socials, i have no one to stalk either.. i dont know what to do..


all i do is rot here, stalk socials, take vids of my face so i get dopamine rush, be angry/rage, sleep..

(jerking off literally dont even do anything for me... i mean.. its been a while)

 

[Deleted member 22230]

if you don't find a social circle in the first week of uni then its legit over

 

[Deleted member 21628]

if you don't find a social circle in the first week of uni then its legit over

lol its my 4th fucking year beginning

my nervous system/brain is fried from the isolation, no positivity, ive bared this whole time

and theres nothing going on in this bitch.. im surrounded by ugly dead fucks there


its so fucking over.. fuckufukfukcfkufcfku

 

[Deleted member 19174]

Get addicted to multiple drugs.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Bitch go to the gym and Ubereats in the time remaining

 

[Hueless]

Get addicted to multiple drugs.

Being bored is better than being a crackhead

 

[womanappreciator]

I've unironically started spending time at the library. I'll just go there, pick up some book and start reading it. Makes me feel productive since I'm actually learning stuff. Also forces me to leave the house

I'm not obsessive about finishing anything, if I get bored with a book/topic I'll just pick up another one. I skim and sometimes skip pages if they don't seem interesting, makes reading more complex books much more enjoyable.

Would recommend at least trying it. Beats staying on the computer all day