Matrix88
sensitive ND guy
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People IRL at school would tell me that I'm autistic and I would get mad and DENY IT 
Nowadays I've become so aware and annoyed at the way I interact with others. I am ashamed of my existence, my parents are probably sad and disappointed I was born this way, and that makes me very depressed. When my mom talks to me I can't even look at her eyes for more than 2 seconds, I start touching my ears, covering my mouth, and bunch of autistic shit that probably annoys her.
Idk if I've become even more autistic since I left high school due to me being isolated for over 7 months. I'm sure now I'm way more insecure, but would I even be less awkward if I wasn't LTN? I do believe I'd act more similar to a NT dude
Nowadays I've become so aware and annoyed at the way I interact with others. I am ashamed of my existence, my parents are probably sad and disappointed I was born this way, and that makes me very depressed. When my mom talks to me I can't even look at her eyes for more than 2 seconds, I start touching my ears, covering my mouth, and bunch of autistic shit that probably annoys her.
Idk if I've become even more autistic since I left high school due to me being isolated for over 7 months. I'm sure now I'm way more insecure, but would I even be less awkward if I wasn't LTN? I do believe I'd act more similar to a NT dude
