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because the more time goes by, the more girls you meet and the more your copes deteriorate.
for example, in 2017, i had only gona out with one girl and i believed iin numbers game and personality.
then in 2020 i met my old oneitis and she hated me depite having similar personalities so thats the end of that cope. but because i gave up on her i blamed myself.
in 2021 another girl i met didnt like me and i blamed it on the fact that i acted non NT with her.
but in 2023-2024 i met multiple girls, didnt repeat any of these mistakes and guess what? They all ghosted me.
now im left with no copes. at least a year ago i coped by believing that i was decent looking and just lost to competition.
but over time, it becamme clear im way uglier than i thought so now i just wanna kms.
for example, in 2017, i had only gona out with one girl and i believed iin numbers game and personality.
then in 2020 i met my old oneitis and she hated me depite having similar personalities so thats the end of that cope. but because i gave up on her i blamed myself.
in 2021 another girl i met didnt like me and i blamed it on the fact that i acted non NT with her.
but in 2023-2024 i met multiple girls, didnt repeat any of these mistakes and guess what? They all ghosted me.
now im left with no copes. at least a year ago i coped by believing that i was decent looking and just lost to competition.
but over time, it becamme clear im way uglier than i thought so now i just wanna kms.