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Sage
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Leaving my home country and going to study in Netherlands was an eye opener. I came to the realization that I am really nothing. I left my country as a virgin, no girl ever wanted my dick, my friends don't give a fuck about me.
I legit have started to forget things like HS, college, the people I met even my oneitis. In the long run, they were so meaningless to me. Just pointless interaction, no feelings were ever created.
And here I am, stranger among strangers. I really don't have a country tbh. I'm too disgraced to go back anyway. I have to stay here and live as a ghost.
And this is not some emo BS. This is legit. This is how things play out for a subhuman incel. You slowly degenerate into nothingness with nothing to cherish and noone to cherish you. I have really lost it at this point.
I legit have started to forget things like HS, college, the people I met even my oneitis. In the long run, they were so meaningless to me. Just pointless interaction, no feelings were ever created.
And here I am, stranger among strangers. I really don't have a country tbh. I'm too disgraced to go back anyway. I have to stay here and live as a ghost.
And this is not some emo BS. This is legit. This is how things play out for a subhuman incel. You slowly degenerate into nothingness with nothing to cherish and noone to cherish you. I have really lost it at this point.
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