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Almost everything that happens to you in life is for a good reason. Almost everything. In the comments I’m not talking about permanent shit that essentially ends your life, like losing a limb, balding, or acne etc, as these have no inherent good, but almost everything else I believe is a good thing.
The reason why is EVERY FUCKING TIME something bad happens to me, I am FORCED to overcome it. In the end I become stronger.
For example, previously I had been in a social circle with other people, all was well, everything wasn’t going bad at all. Then I got drunk and a bunch of fake friends dumped me in exchange for a dumb whore who’s literally ugly and trash. They won’t even get to fuck her, lol.
I also by coincidence of events got my own room from the military with no roomates. Now I have a chill ass clean setup by myself away from all those people, it’s nicer than my old room, no friends, since I don’t have them anymore it’s harder for me to get alcohol but since I don’t have them I also don’t have any reason to drink anymore, which honestly is good for me.
On top of that the fucking dining facility here closed (the reason I joined the fucking military...) so now I have to cook my own food, but the military pays me more since the dining facility closed, so I can afford it.
Out of all of this I have less friends (still have others in other social groups), my own room, I’ll be forced to eat healthy since I cook my own food, I’m back to focusing on me with less distractions, and I learned the true nature of normies and how they will backstab you in a split second.
I can’t see how I’m going to get WORSE out of this. It’s just a matter of figuring out my next move from here. But I think I’m only going to grow stronger. Maybe it’s a good thing my hair is temporarily falling out, because it made me start working out again, when I realized how much I have to lose I went back to grinding by myself.
So all in all if my hairloss stops this might be better. If tretinoin can hold me and my hairloss stops, I’ll be back to looking good and being productive, and I’ll have learned a lot so in the future when I get a new friend group, I won’t make these same mistakes, and avoid simpy motherfuckers like this in the future.
All we can do is do the best we can and move forward.
thank you to all my brothers who give me support, you have no fucking clue how thankful I was when I was stressed and anxiety ridden to read your little bits of help.
@Jamesothy
you especially, thank you man, thank you.
The reason why is EVERY FUCKING TIME something bad happens to me, I am FORCED to overcome it. In the end I become stronger.
For example, previously I had been in a social circle with other people, all was well, everything wasn’t going bad at all. Then I got drunk and a bunch of fake friends dumped me in exchange for a dumb whore who’s literally ugly and trash. They won’t even get to fuck her, lol.
I also by coincidence of events got my own room from the military with no roomates. Now I have a chill ass clean setup by myself away from all those people, it’s nicer than my old room, no friends, since I don’t have them anymore it’s harder for me to get alcohol but since I don’t have them I also don’t have any reason to drink anymore, which honestly is good for me.
On top of that the fucking dining facility here closed (the reason I joined the fucking military...) so now I have to cook my own food, but the military pays me more since the dining facility closed, so I can afford it.
Out of all of this I have less friends (still have others in other social groups), my own room, I’ll be forced to eat healthy since I cook my own food, I’m back to focusing on me with less distractions, and I learned the true nature of normies and how they will backstab you in a split second.
I can’t see how I’m going to get WORSE out of this. It’s just a matter of figuring out my next move from here. But I think I’m only going to grow stronger. Maybe it’s a good thing my hair is temporarily falling out, because it made me start working out again, when I realized how much I have to lose I went back to grinding by myself.
So all in all if my hairloss stops this might be better. If tretinoin can hold me and my hairloss stops, I’ll be back to looking good and being productive, and I’ll have learned a lot so in the future when I get a new friend group, I won’t make these same mistakes, and avoid simpy motherfuckers like this in the future.
All we can do is do the best we can and move forward.
thank you to all my brothers who give me support, you have no fucking clue how thankful I was when I was stressed and anxiety ridden to read your little bits of help.
@Jamesothy
you especially, thank you man, thank you.
