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I am Richard
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Within me commands evil
But so does good
So, how to express both evil and good?
Who is there to be good to when I am disconnected from the world?
I never feel like I belong
I am not human in this contemporary sense, but where is the wild to which I am part?
My imagination is left wandering
My senses are left in an alien world with myself alien to them
They are conspiring against me
I hate them
And moreso I despise being their slave
To earn praise is to serve myself?
Yes and no, for what self have I become to which I serve?
What self is consequently suppressed in favor of this lesser self?
Who is the true me, pure and uncompromised?
I feel so evil–
But who have I invoked?
Is serving evil not slavery as well, only to the opposite side?
Is the exaltation from evil deeds not the same concept as the appraise for serving good?
But so does good
So, how to express both evil and good?
Who is there to be good to when I am disconnected from the world?
I never feel like I belong
I am not human in this contemporary sense, but where is the wild to which I am part?
My imagination is left wandering
My senses are left in an alien world with myself alien to them
They are conspiring against me
I hate them
And moreso I despise being their slave
To earn praise is to serve myself?
Yes and no, for what self have I become to which I serve?
What self is consequently suppressed in favor of this lesser self?
Who is the true me, pure and uncompromised?
I feel so evil–
But who have I invoked?
Is serving evil not slavery as well, only to the opposite side?
Is the exaltation from evil deeds not the same concept as the appraise for serving good?
