Failed rope attempts as a manlet

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I am 5’4 at 20 years old, the only coping you can do is lifts, my height isn’t overlooked because I’m mtn on a good day. Life is brutal, all of my friends in real life have left me. A woman hasn’t looked my way literally ever.

I tried to take my own life multiple times in 2025, I also had two unintentional near death experiences and people would say I’m “lucky” to be alive but in reality I wish it would’ve just ended right there.

I make money, not enough to have my own place, so I still live with my parents. A few months ago I landed myself in the ER because I swallowed over 250 Benadryl (just to trip, this was one of the unintentional near death experiences.) and my parents found me seizing and then completely unresponsive.

I could have rode that shit out, I lied and said I only took 15 so they never pumped my stomach, they just hooked me up to an IV for the night.

The cops tore my room apart because my parents had called 911 and they took all my Benadryl and stimulants and dissociatives and drugs were the one thing that genuinely helped me.

I bought more Benadryl but now my parents regularly search my room and take my stuff and refuse to pay me back for it. I literally had caffeine pills and they took those as well, my room has been searched about thrice since the Benadryl incident.

Now my psychiatrist of 7 years knows about this and she suddenly decides I will go without medication. I’m diagnosed schizoaffective, I’ve been insanely paranoid and just don’t quite feel right at all, impulsively spending money, hallucinating, delusions, etc. its been a month unmedicated and I don’t feel right and I only want to self medicate more but can’t even do that because of my parents.

Last time my my parents found more Benadryl I explained to her what I’m explaining now and told her my entire life I’ve just been suicidal and depressed and I have things to be happy about but that I hate my life, and she told me she was sorry she brought me into this world.

This whole thing is making me even more depressed, I am a bum, all I do is go to the gym, jerk off, and work.
 
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sorry to hear that bro, i'm the same height
 
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Its fine bro, get over and raise above
 
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I am 5’4 at 20 years old, the only coping you can do is lifts, my height isn’t overlooked because I’m mtn on a good day. Life is brutal, all of my friends in real life have left me. A woman hasn’t looked my way literally ever.

I tried to take my own life multiple times in 2025, I also had two unintentional near death experiences and people would say I’m “lucky” to be alive but in reality I wish it would’ve just ended right there.

I make money, not enough to have my own place, so I still live with my parents. A few months ago I landed myself in the ER because I swallowed over 250 Benadryl (just to trip, this was one of the unintentional near death experiences.) and my parents found me seizing and then completely unresponsive.

I could have rode that shit out, I lied and said I only took 15 so they never pumped my stomach, they just hooked me up to an IV for the night.

The cops tore my room apart because my parents had called 911 and they took all my Benadryl and stimulants and dissociatives and drugs were the one thing that genuinely helped me.

I bought more Benadryl but now my parents regularly search my room and take my stuff and refuse to pay me back for it. I literally had caffeine pills and they took those as well, my room has been searched about thrice since the Benadryl incident.

Now my psychiatrist of 7 years knows about this and she suddenly decides I will go without medication. I’m diagnosed schizoaffective, I’ve been insanely paranoid and just don’t quite feel right at all, impulsively spending money, hallucinating, delusions, etc. its been a month unmedicated and I don’t feel right and I only want to self medicate more but can’t even do that because of my parents.

Last time my my parents found more Benadryl I explained to her what I’m explaining now and told her my entire life I’ve just been suicidal and depressed and I have things to be happy about but that I hate my life, and she told me she was sorry she brought me into this world.

This whole thing is making me even more depressed, I am a bum, all I do is go to the gym, jerk off, and work.
Women call themself the empathetic gender but they can laugh at short men in public. I wish you the best man
 
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I hope everything will get better for you. keep it up, bro

 
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Make money, build yourself and try to relocate to somewhere your height won’t be trouble

LATAM / SEA
 
try jumping off next time
 
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Move to a manlet country or jump and get to feel the pure serene bliss of flying and escaping miserable slave existence
 
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Imagine trying and you can't cause you got no neck
 
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your life is worth more than your looks or height
 
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this video will help you alot. im no tall guy myself but this hating yourself because your short aint it chief.
it did make bring tears to my eyes i never got rejected for height but still i saw how easy it was for tall guys.
he doesn't sugar coat anything and tells you how is it. he made this video before looksmaxxing got mainstream
 
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try jumping off next time
I was actually going to lol, I went to the roof of a 200 feet tall building and the cops arrested me and put me in a hospital
 
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Just use carbon monoxide or sodium nitrite, pills are an awfully painful way to go
 
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im the same height, i've never tried to kill myself over it
 
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I am 5’4 at 20 years old, the only coping you can do is lifts, my height isn’t overlooked because I’m mtn on a good day. Life is brutal, all of my friends in real life have left me. A woman hasn’t looked my way literally ever.

I tried to take my own life multiple times in 2025, I also had two unintentional near death experiences and people would say I’m “lucky” to be alive but in reality I wish it would’ve just ended right there.

I make money, not enough to have my own place, so I still live with my parents. A few months ago I landed myself in the ER because I swallowed over 250 Benadryl (just to trip, this was one of the unintentional near death experiences.) and my parents found me seizing and then completely unresponsive.

I could have rode that shit out, I lied and said I only took 15 so they never pumped my stomach, they just hooked me up to an IV for the night.

The cops tore my room apart because my parents had called 911 and they took all my Benadryl and stimulants and dissociatives and drugs were the one thing that genuinely helped me.

I bought more Benadryl but now my parents regularly search my room and take my stuff and refuse to pay me back for it. I literally had caffeine pills and they took those as well, my room has been searched about thrice since the Benadryl incident.

Now my psychiatrist of 7 years knows about this and she suddenly decides I will go without medication. I’m diagnosed schizoaffective, I’ve been insanely paranoid and just don’t quite feel right at all, impulsively spending money, hallucinating, delusions, etc. its been a month unmedicated and I don’t feel right and I only want to self medicate more but can’t even do that because of my parents.

Last time my my parents found more Benadryl I explained to her what I’m explaining now and told her my entire life I’ve just been suicidal and depressed and I have things to be happy about but that I hate my life, and she told me she was sorry she brought me into this world.

This whole thing is making me even more depressed, I am a bum, all I do is go to the gym, jerk off, and work.
I got a 5’4 homie he’s always gots a gf if you can’t pull bro lower your standards maybe stop jacking off too if your 5’4 girls can sense that shi sometimes or just become a femboy idk
 
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overcome all odds, stay safe dog
 
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Women call themself the empathetic gender but they can laugh at short men in public. I wish you the best man
Brutal because there are more comically short women than comically short men.

Women will clown a short dude who has inches on them and then complain about how unrealistic female body standards are
 
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Life is very hard for us turbomanlets, 5’3 at 15 here.
 
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Life is very hard for us turbomanlets, 5’3 at 15 here.
Bro you are 15 you’re not done growing most likely, I’m 20
 
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Bro you are 15 you’re not done growing most likely, I’m 20
right now im trying to convince my parents to allow me to take hgh (ill take test and ither stuff along with it)

Have you been saving up for LL?
 
I am 5’4 at 20 years old, the only coping you can do is lifts, my height isn’t overlooked because I’m mtn on a good day. Life is brutal, all of my friends in real life have left me. A woman hasn’t looked my way literally ever.

I tried to take my own life multiple times in 2025, I also had two unintentional near death experiences and people would say I’m “lucky” to be alive but in reality I wish it would’ve just ended right there.

I make money, not enough to have my own place, so I still live with my parents. A few months ago I landed myself in the ER because I swallowed over 250 Benadryl (just to trip, this was one of the unintentional near death experiences.) and my parents found me seizing and then completely unresponsive.

I could have rode that shit out, I lied and said I only took 15 so they never pumped my stomach, they just hooked me up to an IV for the night.

The cops tore my room apart because my parents had called 911 and they took all my Benadryl and stimulants and dissociatives and drugs were the one thing that genuinely helped me.

I bought more Benadryl but now my parents regularly search my room and take my stuff and refuse to pay me back for it. I literally had caffeine pills and they took those as well, my room has been searched about thrice since the Benadryl incident.

Now my psychiatrist of 7 years knows about this and she suddenly decides I will go without medication. I’m diagnosed schizoaffective, I’ve been insanely paranoid and just don’t quite feel right at all, impulsively spending money, hallucinating, delusions, etc. its been a month unmedicated and I don’t feel right and I only want to self medicate more but can’t even do that because of my parents.

Last time my my parents found more Benadryl I explained to her what I’m explaining now and told her my entire life I’ve just been suicidal and depressed and I have things to be happy about but that I hate my life, and she told me she was sorry she brought me into this world.

This whole thing is making me even more depressed, I am a bum, all I do is go to the gym, jerk off, and work.
dude I don't say its over but its OVER, buy a gun ( don't)
 
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I am 5’4 at 20 years old, the only coping you can do is lifts, my height isn’t overlooked because I’m mtn on a good day. Life is brutal, all of my friends in real life have left me. A woman hasn’t looked my way literally ever.

I tried to take my own life multiple times in 2025, I also had two unintentional near death experiences and people would say I’m “lucky” to be alive but in reality I wish it would’ve just ended right there.

I make money, not enough to have my own place, so I still live with my parents. A few months ago I landed myself in the ER because I swallowed over 250 Benadryl (just to trip, this was one of the unintentional near death experiences.) and my parents found me seizing and then completely unresponsive.

I could have rode that shit out, I lied and said I only took 15 so they never pumped my stomach, they just hooked me up to an IV for the night.

The cops tore my room apart because my parents had called 911 and they took all my Benadryl and stimulants and dissociatives and drugs were the one thing that genuinely helped me.

I bought more Benadryl but now my parents regularly search my room and take my stuff and refuse to pay me back for it. I literally had caffeine pills and they took those as well, my room has been searched about thrice since the Benadryl incident.

Now my psychiatrist of 7 years knows about this and she suddenly decides I will go without medication. I’m diagnosed schizoaffective, I’ve been insanely paranoid and just don’t quite feel right at all, impulsively spending money, hallucinating, delusions, etc. its been a month unmedicated and I don’t feel right and I only want to self medicate more but can’t even do that because of my parents.

Last time my my parents found more Benadryl I explained to her what I’m explaining now and told her my entire life I’ve just been suicidal and depressed and I have things to be happy about but that I hate my life, and she told me she was sorry she brought me into this world.

This whole thing is making me even more depressed, I am a bum, all I do is go to the gym, jerk off, and work.
atleast you can apply for a position at an elf factory :lul:
 
Don't ever try to take your life mate
Your life is more precious than the stupid female validation of muh tall
5 4 i know is short but don't lose hope
Maxx out others aspects and try to stay happy .
I know its easy to say and tough to do
But you can if you will
Happiness to you from my side
Btw me being depressedcel :forcedsmile:
 
I am 5’4 at 20 years old, the only coping you can do is lifts, my height isn’t overlooked because I’m mtn on a good day. Life is brutal, all of my friends in real life have left me. A woman hasn’t looked my way literally ever.

I tried to take my own life multiple times in 2025, I also had two unintentional near death experiences and people would say I’m “lucky” to be alive but in reality I wish it would’ve just ended right there.

I make money, not enough to have my own place, so I still live with my parents. A few months ago I landed myself in the ER because I swallowed over 250 Benadryl (just to trip, this was one of the unintentional near death experiences.) and my parents found me seizing and then completely unresponsive.

I could have rode that shit out, I lied and said I only took 15 so they never pumped my stomach, they just hooked me up to an IV for the night.

The cops tore my room apart because my parents had called 911 and they took all my Benadryl and stimulants and dissociatives and drugs were the one thing that genuinely helped me.

I bought more Benadryl but now my parents regularly search my room and take my stuff and refuse to pay me back for it. I literally had caffeine pills and they took those as well, my room has been searched about thrice since the Benadryl incident.

Now my psychiatrist of 7 years knows about this and she suddenly decides I will go without medication. I’m diagnosed schizoaffective, I’ve been insanely paranoid and just don’t quite feel right at all, impulsively spending money, hallucinating, delusions, etc. its been a month unmedicated and I don’t feel right and I only want to self medicate more but can’t even do that because of my parents.

Last time my my parents found more Benadryl I explained to her what I’m explaining now and told her my entire life I’ve just been suicidal and depressed and I have things to be happy about but that I hate my life, and she told me she was sorry she brought me into this world.

This whole thing is making me even more depressed, I am a bum, all I do is go to the gym, jerk off, and work.
bro it’s not over use that energy to make as much money as possible and contribute
 
I am 5’4 at 20 years old, the only coping you can do is lifts, my height isn’t overlooked because I’m mtn on a good day. Life is brutal, all of my friends in real life have left me. A woman hasn’t looked my way literally ever.

I tried to take my own life multiple times in 2025, I also had two unintentional near death experiences and people would say I’m “lucky” to be alive but in reality I wish it would’ve just ended right there.

I make money, not enough to have my own place, so I still live with my parents. A few months ago I landed myself in the ER because I swallowed over 250 Benadryl (just to trip, this was one of the unintentional near death experiences.) and my parents found me seizing and then completely unresponsive.

I could have rode that shit out, I lied and said I only took 15 so they never pumped my stomach, they just hooked me up to an IV for the night.

The cops tore my room apart because my parents had called 911 and they took all my Benadryl and stimulants and dissociatives and drugs were the one thing that genuinely helped me.

I bought more Benadryl but now my parents regularly search my room and take my stuff and refuse to pay me back for it. I literally had caffeine pills and they took those as well, my room has been searched about thrice since the Benadryl incident.

Now my psychiatrist of 7 years knows about this and she suddenly decides I will go without medication. I’m diagnosed schizoaffective, I’ve been insanely paranoid and just don’t quite feel right at all, impulsively spending money, hallucinating, delusions, etc. its been a month unmedicated and I don’t feel right and I only want to self medicate more but can’t even do that because of my parents.

Last time my my parents found more Benadryl I explained to her what I’m explaining now and told her my entire life I’ve just been suicidal and depressed and I have things to be happy about but that I hate my life, and she told me she was sorry she brought me into this world.

This whole thing is making me even more depressed, I am a bum, all I do is go to the gym, jerk off, and work.
just take 200 robo tabs and 50 benadryl that should seal your fate
 
I am 5’4 at 20 years old, the only coping you can do is lifts, my height isn’t overlooked because I’m mtn on a good day. Life is brutal, all of my friends in real life have left me. A woman hasn’t looked my way literally ever.

I tried to take my own life multiple times in 2025, I also had two unintentional near death experiences and people would say I’m “lucky” to be alive but in reality I wish it would’ve just ended right there.

I make money, not enough to have my own place, so I still live with my parents. A few months ago I landed myself in the ER because I swallowed over 250 Benadryl (just to trip, this was one of the unintentional near death experiences.) and my parents found me seizing and then completely unresponsive.

I could have rode that shit out, I lied and said I only took 15 so they never pumped my stomach, they just hooked me up to an IV for the night.

The cops tore my room apart because my parents had called 911 and they took all my Benadryl and stimulants and dissociatives and drugs were the one thing that genuinely helped me.

I bought more Benadryl but now my parents regularly search my room and take my stuff and refuse to pay me back for it. I literally had caffeine pills and they took those as well, my room has been searched about thrice since the Benadryl incident.

Now my psychiatrist of 7 years knows about this and she suddenly decides I will go without medication. I’m diagnosed schizoaffective, I’ve been insanely paranoid and just don’t quite feel right at all, impulsively spending money, hallucinating, delusions, etc. its been a month unmedicated and I don’t feel right and I only want to self medicate more but can’t even do that because of my parents.

Last time my my parents found more Benadryl I explained to her what I’m explaining now and told her my entire life I’ve just been suicidal and depressed and I have things to be happy about but that I hate my life, and she told me she was sorry she brought me into this world.

This whole thing is making me even more depressed, I am a bum, all I do is go to the gym, jerk off, and work.
nah but seriously, do not take your life its never worth it.
 
It's over and that okay:feelsgood:
 

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