family pill

[itsover74]

Spawn point matters a lot. i had a neglectful single mother that was out all day and feeding me and my brothers kfc everyday who would then beat the shit out of me. i was obese until i was 18, she never encouraged me to do sports and because of my inactivity and bad diet and excessive mouth breathing i had underdevelopped and recessed bones and trouble breathing which she also ignored. i dont know how, but somehow even after the age of 18 i ascended. i managed to take care of myself and eat well and train and mew (mewing is NOT cope) then my skull completely transformed (real forward growth and bone mass after puberty) but im still 5 8 which im blaming on the fact that i did no sports and ate like shit all my childhood. i just cant stop thinking about how if i was healthy at a much younger age, how much better everything would be since i started taking care of myself way later in life. i missed out on so much potential

at one point i chipped my front tooth when i was 11 and begged my mom to help me get it fixed for years because i was being made fun of at school and she said "why should you have perfect teeth if i dont?". That memory is engraved in my brain and she denies saying that to this day. i got it fixed at 20 with my own money, still insecure about my smile despite having nice teeth

i still have bad imposter syndrome ,even after having been with many girls and many parties after ascending and having a lot of dudes respect me and want to "bro down", i still feel like that fat loser that no one liked, it fucks up my confidence.

Fuck my childhood

 

[unknownslayer']

Spawn point matters a lot. i had a neglectful single mother that was out all day and feeding me and my brothers kfc everyday who would then beat the shit out of me. i was obese until i was 18, she never encouraged me to do sports and because of my inactivity and bad diet and excessive mouth breathing i had underdevelopped and recessed bones and trouble breathing which she also ignored. i dont know how, but somehow even after the age of 18 i ascended. i managed to take care of myself and eat well and train and mew (mewing is NOT cope) then my skull completely transformed (real forward growth and bone mass after puberty) but im still 5 8 which im blaming on the fact that i did no sports and ate like shit all my childhood. i just cant stop thinking about how if i was healthy at a much younger age, how much better everything would be since i started taking care of myself way later in life. i missed out on so much potential

at one point i chipped my front tooth when i was 11 and begged my mom to help me get it fixed for years because i was being made fun of at school and she said "why should you have perfect teeth if i dont?". That memory is engraved in my brain and she denies saying that to this day. i got it fixed at 20 with my own money, still insecure about my smile despite having nice teeth

i still have bad imposter syndrome ,even after having been with many girls and many parties after ascending and having a lot of dudes respect me and want to "bro down", i still feel like that fat loser that no one liked, it fucks up my confidence.

Fuck my childhood

im sorry man, keep pushing

 

[iamsuperman]

aye bro mirin

 

[TrueAesthetic7]

Feeling bad about the past is not going to do shit. Look into stoicism its about how we are supposed to live in the moment. When I think about what ive been through it fucks me up and its just not worth it bro. Keep your head up, focus on now and achieve your dreams.

 

[itsover74]

Feeling bad about the past is not going to do shit. Look into stoicism its about how we are supposed to live in the moment. When I think about what ive been through it fucks me up and its just not worth it bro. Keep your head up, focus on now and achieve your dreams.

i try my best bro but it comes in waves. i could be jolly as shit then my brain automatically thinks about everything that happened out of nowhere

 

[TrueAesthetic7]

i try my best bro but it comes in waves. i could be jolly as shit then my brain automatically thinks about everything that happened out of nowhere

I feel you bro, life is hard as shit but if you have what it takes you can have a great time. I promise you wont be thinking about the past once you start winning lol just gotta keep on going.

 

[itsover74]

I feel you bro, life is hard as shit but if you have what it takes you can have a great time. I promise you wont be thinking about the past once you start winning lol just gotta keep on going.

thats real bro thank you

 

[KubiXX]

it will only get better from now on