Ivanku
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I’m at a point where I feel completely exhausted mentally. I’ve been training consistently for four years, I’m 19 years old, 81kg and I’m 1.83 m tall at 14-15% bf. Despite all this, every time I look in the mirror I feel like I’m still not enough. That feeling follows me even when I’m lying in bed, and it’s become hard to live with.
Because of that, I’m seriously considering using anabolic steroids. This isn’t an impulsive thought—I’ve been interested in this world for a long time and I have a basic understanding of how these substances work.
What I’m really looking for now is to hear from people who started at my age, or even younger, and learn from their experiences. Specifically:
• What kind of results did you realistically get?
• Even knowing the risks to the hormonal axis at my age, is recovery still possible after a few cycles, or does long-term dependence become likely?
• I’m concerned about side effects like hair loss and acne. For those who were prone to these, how severe were they and did they persist?
i will start with only 250 test a week
Because of that, I’m seriously considering using anabolic steroids. This isn’t an impulsive thought—I’ve been interested in this world for a long time and I have a basic understanding of how these substances work.
What I’m really looking for now is to hear from people who started at my age, or even younger, and learn from their experiences. Specifically:
• What kind of results did you realistically get?
• Even knowing the risks to the hormonal axis at my age, is recovery still possible after a few cycles, or does long-term dependence become likely?
• I’m concerned about side effects like hair loss and acne. For those who were prone to these, how severe were they and did they persist?
i will start with only 250 test a week
