SnowDx1
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To preface, I am 18, 6'1, 22 inch bidelt, and a 5.7 facially
I was not always a high inhib individual but ive always been fairly nd. This is my first year of university and my experience so far has been nothing but weird. My days consist of class then straight dorm rotting as i barely know anyone enough to go out with. On top of this im dosing 40mg of accutane daily and im doing 0.5mg reta weekly + an additional 0.5mg as i progress. Now i dont really mind a year dedicated to reforming myself (braces + accutane + reta) but the issue is i have to sit in a cafeteria alone in shame with extreme anxiety due to the accutane. Now you might ask why not genuinely attempt at making friends? well, my social skills are fucked, people here are boring, and i honestly cba to socialize whatsoever, especially with braces on and a dry face. i would not blame this issue on my looks, more so my brain chemistry. Im currently debating running a cycle to escape whatever state my brain is in but that would essentially increase the odds of MARPE failure which i plan on doing next year or so (fwhr is a bit high, and palate is fairly narrow). So i guess the point of this is how do i make friends in my 2nd year after my softmaxx?
I was not always a high inhib individual but ive always been fairly nd. This is my first year of university and my experience so far has been nothing but weird. My days consist of class then straight dorm rotting as i barely know anyone enough to go out with. On top of this im dosing 40mg of accutane daily and im doing 0.5mg reta weekly + an additional 0.5mg as i progress. Now i dont really mind a year dedicated to reforming myself (braces + accutane + reta) but the issue is i have to sit in a cafeteria alone in shame with extreme anxiety due to the accutane. Now you might ask why not genuinely attempt at making friends? well, my social skills are fucked, people here are boring, and i honestly cba to socialize whatsoever, especially with braces on and a dry face. i would not blame this issue on my looks, more so my brain chemistry. Im currently debating running a cycle to escape whatever state my brain is in but that would essentially increase the odds of MARPE failure which i plan on doing next year or so (fwhr is a bit high, and palate is fairly narrow). So i guess the point of this is how do i make friends in my 2nd year after my softmaxx?
