Fk ass fake gaslight shit (rage story)

[mijih]

first post i clicked on..

Appreciate it

 

[sacredmemories]

I am so fking mad. Like I am in a friend group, with like 4 guys and ig 5 girls. We have been doing a lot lately.
Then one day I went to school by bike. One of my good girl friends asked me my to ride her home. No problem ig. She asks me too stay and somehow we end up watching Netflix. For side infos, this shit was like my first time ever doing this with any girl.
Since then she like gave signs and shit that she wants me. But bc I know that couldn’t be I just thought she was to everyone like that.
It kinda did go on like that, she was touchy in the cinema and when we all, our group were watching movies at hers she leaned against me etc.
Also my friend were saying shit like „she wants you“ etc from the start. They were straight up gaslighting me.
I was always like nah.
And somehow she made ME get attached to her by doing all those things. I was so fking happy, she is even leagues above me when it comes to looks.
I thought this could finally be my time to really escape this shit ass life.
It would lk be my first summer were i have a friend group and even maybe like a girl friend and I don’t just rot in my room for months.
But nah this fk ass Generation ist so fkt. How can she just straight up start to make distance between us.
Like she is not only fking with my mind but fking up the friend group. She is literally playing with my feelings. My autistic way of thinking can’t handle shit like this. I am lk going crazy.

jfl teenage love only for mmtn and above

 

[mijih]

Going On a Walk Update:

So today was the day, I had to get up really early bcs she wanted to go o na walk at 8 in the morning. We meet at some playground by her house. I had to walk there.
And we actually met. Like I was so scared it was a prank or smth.
It was weird at first but then we just started talking.
Overall we walked for like an hour. I think we talked a lot and I hope it wasn’t to forced. It’s kinda hard we just walked and not like sat down, it would have been so much easier to read the vibe.
I’m happy it happened bc I got to go on a walk one of one with her.
But the vibe seemed odly like a just friends vibe in comparison to the signs she gave before.
I really don’t know what to do.
I think I need to do a move or meet her again now because im going on holiday on Friday.
Please help me guys

 

[mijih]

I know this thread is kinda dead, but here is another update.
She lk repost shit like ”oh I love being single”, like yeah I knew she was only friendly, but still how can I be so ugly that she doesn’t even consider getting to know me.
We haven’t talked since our shitty as walk. Which I still obv appreciate.
Also I’m on Holliday with my family, it’s like the first time in years I went with them and it was a big mistake.
I love my family, but when I’m with them on a vacation there is no way to escape there nt lifestyle. I can’t rot we always have different options and they exaggerate every little inconvenience.
All these things are so fked up.
I atleast wanted this girl too like me.
Maybe I need someone who understands my nd mind.
Not a topic of this thread but I can’t even bs or ️ here. Also there is not anyway I can do gym here. I couldn’t even find some fk ass pull up bar outside and I walked for like 20k steps.
I have lk been bulking and bloating this whole holiday.
It never even started ig….

 

[mijih]

I know this thread is kinda dead, but here is another update.
She lk repost shit like ”oh I love being single”, like yeah I knew she was only friendly, but still how can I be so ugly that she doesn’t even consider getting to know me.
We haven’t talked since our shitty as walk. Which I still obv appreciate.
Also I’m on Holliday with my family, it’s like the first time in years I went with them and it was a big mistake.
I love my family, but when I’m with them on a vacation there is no way to escape there nt lifestyle. I can’t rot we always have different options and they exaggerate every little inconvenience.
All these things are so fked up.
I atleast wanted this girl too like me.
Maybe I need someone who understands my nd mind.
Not a topic of this thread but I can’t even bs or ️ here. Also there is not anyway I can do gym here. I couldn’t even find some fk ass pull up bar outside and I walked for like 20k steps.
I have lk been bulking and bloating this whole holiday.
It never even started ig….

Short update:
We haven’t talked.. She reposted shit like:,, why is life so boring rn I lk need a new crush or entertainment “ 🫩🫩🫩
I’m perma bloated from this holiday.
I bs here anyways and idk if it’s bcs of the sun here or bcs of smth else but I got such a big headache for like the last 5 days.
Also had beef with my parents Abt my mental state….
Also my whole back and neck are so fking stuff it hurts.
Life is shit I can’t do anything here and I love my family don’t get me wrong but having to do nt stuff 24/7 is really exhausting