
Gaygymmaxx
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I actually do not care about having friends
It just doesn't bother me
Additionally because I'm not terribly non NT, but I've began to see this as very valuable
I twist my chronic pain into "this will only make me stronger"
And thus, naturally I have coped my way into thinking having no friends is good
But it's true, I am myself, there are not portions of my personality which are based upon adherence to social norms. I am a total weirdo and I stopped caring
I dont even care that my coworkers may perceive me as odd
I think it's useful and will make your overall quality of life way better if you can go through with this actively, truthfully and not just to make yourself feel better
One day I really stopped caring, I have my brother to talk to once every few days about politics or some esoteric shit, and that is plenty, more than enough
Looking back, when I was a social person I was so fucking boring
It's better this way
Who's with me?
It just doesn't bother me
Additionally because I'm not terribly non NT, but I've began to see this as very valuable
I twist my chronic pain into "this will only make me stronger"
And thus, naturally I have coped my way into thinking having no friends is good
But it's true, I am myself, there are not portions of my personality which are based upon adherence to social norms. I am a total weirdo and I stopped caring
I dont even care that my coworkers may perceive me as odd
I think it's useful and will make your overall quality of life way better if you can go through with this actively, truthfully and not just to make yourself feel better
One day I really stopped caring, I have my brother to talk to once every few days about politics or some esoteric shit, and that is plenty, more than enough
Looking back, when I was a social person I was so fucking boring
It's better this way
Who's with me?