FOUND OUT IM NOT ND

[Carder]

so when i was young my mother would get me to a place with doctors and since at pre maternal school i wasnt like other kids spelling letters n drawing she got worried, the doctors said i was completely sane and my intelligence its pretty good for a kid at that age, after elementary school, in the first year of middle school i had surgery, and in that exact year i got "diagnosed" by my professors no therapist or doctors involved, they "diagnosed" me with dyslexia and dysgraphia, when i find out by them i cried at home i was pretty young like 10-11 yo, almost 9 years later after finding the papers and the who signed it i see only my parents n professors no actual doctor, therapist, hospital or any type of organization involved, i did few calls and asked around if that document was something like an actual diagnose like i thought, and i found out its not an actual lawful diagnose, but it was made based on what they tought. its crazy tho think i got treated the way i got treated in middle school, and i was always asking myself and same did my classmates, "you do not struggle at all with reading loud, you sure you have dyslexia?" now im pretty sure im not since a dyslexic guy defo cannot read 550-600 world in his mind in few seconds and understand what he read or read 300 world loud without confusing himself with a normal or slightly faster speed. all this time i was a fake ND no way