These girls were mostly black?
Not at all, plenty of blonde Scandinavians as well due to my field and because it's service industry they were already selected for by looks so it was easy pickings. Tons of russian/eastern European hbs too
Hey guys,
I've added spoilers for my pictures and added some anecdotes about how my dating life was going at the time to hopefully make this thread interesting to read from beginning to end, if you want the tl;dr picture comparison there's a tl;dr at the bottom with a link to the entire picture album in chronological order. I have made everyone except me unidentifiable because... well you know. Happy reading and rating and hopefully it's some lifefuel for some teens
Basic info:
- I am currently 30 years old (born in 1989).
- 6'1 (thank the fucking heavens, although I live in the Netherlands where average height is 6'0)
- High IQ
- I have Tourette's syndrome (diagnosed), I have really bad tics in my face, I used to have auditory tics too, as well as some other bodily tics (wrist flicking, leg jerking), but I just have face tics remaining nowadays, namely twitching my eye (as if I'm winking) and snapping my jaw open and shut. On a good day I have about 1 every 10 seconds on average but they usually come in bursts. I don't have the part where I randomly cuss. I can suppress it to some extent.
- I almost certainly am/was(?) on the spectrum (autism), as I have an official diagnosis from a psychologist for 'developmental disorder'. I quit therapy before she could flesh out the diagnosis. I've always had issues with body language/social behavior, NTmaxxed normies would just pick up on it within minutes even if I tried to appear as NT as possible. I think I pass as NT now as I have been consciously NTmaxxing since 16yo, more info in the story.
- I was born with Norwood 2 on my left side and Norwood 3 on my right side. At first I thought it was receding but going back on pictures my hairline hasn't moved even 1cm it seems (which is good I suppose), but I was just born with a hairline that looks as if it is receding. I have really good coverage on the top of my head though even in my 30s now.
Me at 17, with my gf at the time
I probably don't need to add anything to this picture except that I also had bad acne and a unibrow. The unibrow you'll see later. My gf here I rated a 9/10 back then in that context, but now I would probably rate her a 7. My way of getting any female contact at all during the entirety of high school was giving girls who were into cutting themselves/emo a lot of attention and validation. They would get called out on the scars on their arms/thighs and ostracized for it so it was an easy way in for me if I was really understanding/etc., at one point I even faked cutting myself jfl (I never actually did
This girl was one of those girls and I had been talking to her every day through MSN Messenger for hours and hours, over the span of like 5 months. She was in my class. I was obviously getting nowhere but was desperate so I bought her flowers and asked her if she wanted to be my girlfriend
Basically I found a program that modded my MSN Messenger so I could have multiple messengers open at the same time. Created a bunch of fake accounts and pretended to be girls who were interested in me, I would create fake drama and ask my oneitis for advice and I'd construct these elaborate stories/issues and I spent so much time on it to make sure I had the right amount of DHVs (displays of high value) in it, I think I even had NLP stuff in it jfl. Eventually I would introduce a girl to my oneitis through MSN Messenger and further manipulate her. Basically made me seem like an uber high value male with an amazing social life but in reality I was trucel. Eventually she bought into it and she became my gf for a whole 3 months before she cheated on me with Chad. Probably the worst is that she dumped me and that I said 'no no it's okay we all make mistakes' and she was like 'nah sorry it's over'. Kill me
Me at 19 years old with my then-girlfriend
Then my mother died of cancer, fairly unexpectedly and quickly. I was already doing poorly in school (low-SES neighbourhood so school didn't have any special help or programs for high IQ kids, I am also from 1989 so it wasn't as hot an issue as it is now). This was the end though, I dropped out literally on my 18th birthday without getting a degree and NEETmaxxed, just playing videogames. Family felt sorry for me so they just let me NEET it up. No friends from high school + no new people coming in = I only have internet friends, all of whom are male and also incel.
As faith would have it I become really really good at this one game and basically become a god in the online community specific to this game. Lots of clans wanted me and there was this one clan which had a girl in it, the girl in the above 2 images. She was part of this clan and everyone in the clan was talking about me and how they wanted me in their clan so I was statusmaxxed to high heavens. I joined the clan and in clangames I would play with her as well, eventually we just started talking more and more and decided to meet up. She became my next girlfriend. We were together for about 7 months until she dumped me. I think the statusmaxx from the game finally wore off and she saw me for what I really was, an at-home living NEET subhuman (she was studying STEM at university, had a job + had her own place). I rated her an 8 back then but now I'd rate her a 6.5. She was also 2 years older than me.
Around this time (when I was ~20 years old), smartphones started becoming popular but "I don't need one because I'm on my computer 24/7 anyway". Little did I know I would miss out on literally all dating apps and ways of communication (whatsapp, fb, etc.). In fact I didn't have a fb, instagram, twitter etc. - just nothing, but I had no friends except for online friends anyway. Around this time I believe girls' standards were going up tremendously because of internet dating culture and I was already unattractive and on top of that NEET. I was on OkCupid as that was still browser based but I got absolutely nothing at all for literally the next 6 years, a complete and utter NEET trucel, the only interaction from females was from cashiers saying 'that'll be tree-fiddy' when I made my bi-monthly trip to the grocery store to stuck up on snacks and energy drinks.
I don't remember when, but somewhere in this time when I was at the dentist I asked him if he could do anything about this minor chip I had in my front tooth (as you can see in the previous pic they are quite big). He asked if I wanted a bit sawed off. I said sure. Then he just casually took this piece of equipment and randomly sawed off the excess teeth from my front tooth. Fixed my teeth right up. Felt really good, had no idea it was that easy, was like a 1-minute procedure at no excess cost (went in for a check-up). To this day I still don't know if he did something gravely unethical/wrong that somehow turned out really good but hey, beggars not choosers.
At 26 years old, about 6-7 years of being NEETtrucel, I happen to chat up a girl on OkCupid sufficiently enough that she agrees to go on a date with me. She was hot, about a 7/10, really petite (maybe 5'0) and thin. French exchange student. Only reason I got her to go on a date with me was because I was high IQ and had a lot of random superficial knowledge about obscure topics due to binge-watching weird documentaries and shit and we matched on some things. I, by magic, fraud myself through the first date and she asks if I want to come over to watch something on youtube (one of the weird things we matched on). I went and we tried to have sex, but in the last 6-7 years I had been escalating my porn usage as well as the... severity of topics displayed in said porn
But now I was determined to fix my shit and decided to pick up the gymcel life. Literally the next 6 months I did everything completely perfect when it came to gymming - I fixed my sleep schedule (which was just whenever I felt like it previously), ate all of my meals at the optimal times, never cheatmealed, never skipped workouts etc. - all of this was fairly easy because I was NEETmaxxed and my family paid for gym and food. At this point I decided to move countries - I bought a smartphone and I moved to northern Africa (won't say which country but there's a lot of international people so it wasn't weird for me to be there as a white guy) and started a job there. Like this I immediately managed to get my own place, a job and a completely fresh start. Long story short but I absolutely slayed, I stayed there for about 3 years and unless I miscounted I had sex with exactly 30 women, most 7+/10 and one pure 10/10 instagram model, and most of them multiple times too. I also had a girlfriend there for a year, so the 29 women is basically over a period of 2 years. At one point I had to cancel on hook-ups because I had already had sex the days before with other girls and didn't have the libido to go again. My 6'1 Dutch genetics and gymmax basically hardcarried me through life here. I felt like a true gigachad.
Last year I moved back to the Netherlands. Been a year here now and Tinder, OkCupid and Bumble are bringing me in lots of girls, without needing a hard reset or whatever, my profile/app have not been reset for 2 years now. I am currently sleeping with 2 girls, 7/10 and 7.5/10, and have a couple of 7/10s I'm messaging. Looking for a 9/10 or 10/10 unicorn.
Ages 27-30
Thank you for coming to my TEDtalk, taking questions and ratings
View attachment 221559
TL;DR entire album:
Hey guys,
I've added spoilers for my pictures and added some anecdotes about how my dating life was going at the time to hopefully make this thread interesting to read from beginning to end, if you want the tl;dr picture comparison there's a tl;dr at the bottom with a link to the entire picture album in chronological order. I have made everyone except me unidentifiable because... well you know. Happy reading and rating and hopefully it's some lifefuel for some teens
Basic info:
- I am currently 30 years old (born in 1989).
- 6'1 (thank the fucking heavens, although I live in the Netherlands where average height is 6'0
- High IQ
- I have Tourette's syndrome (diagnosed), I have really bad tics in my face, I used to have auditory tics too, as well as some other bodily tics (wrist flicking, leg jerking), but I just have face tics remaining nowadays, namely twitching my eye (as if I'm winking) and snapping my jaw open and shut. On a good day I have about 1 every 10 seconds on average but they usually come in bursts. I don't have the part where I randomly cuss. I can suppress it to some extent.
- I almost certainly am/was(?) on the spectrum (autism), as I have an official diagnosis from a psychologist for 'developmental disorder'. I quit therapy before she could flesh out the diagnosis. I've always had issues with body language/social behavior, NTmaxxed normies would just pick up on it within minutes even if I tried to appear as NT as possible. I think I pass as NT now as I have been consciously NTmaxxing since 16yo, more info in the story.
- I was born with Norwood 2 on my left side and Norwood 3 on my right side. At first I thought it was receding but going back on pictures my hairline hasn't moved even 1cm it seems (which is good I suppose), but I was just born with a hairline that looks as if it is receding. I have really good coverage on the top of my head though even in my 30s now.
Me at 17, with my gf at the time
I probably don't need to add anything to this picture except that I also had bad acne and a unibrow. The unibrow you'll see later. My gf here I rated a 9/10 back then in that context, but now I would probably rate her a 7. My way of getting any female contact at all during the entirety of high school was giving girls who were into cutting themselves/emo a lot of attention and validation. They would get called out on the scars on their arms/thighs and ostracized for it so it was an easy way in for me if I was really understanding/etc., at one point I even faked cutting myself jfl (I never actually did
This girl was one of those girls and I had been talking to her every day through MSN Messenger for hours and hours, over the span of like 5 months. She was in my class. I was obviously getting nowhere but was desperate so I bought her flowers and asked her if she wanted to be my girlfriend
Basically I found a program that modded my MSN Messenger so I could have multiple messengers open at the same time. Created a bunch of fake accounts and pretended to be girls who were interested in me, I would create fake drama and ask my oneitis for advice and I'd construct these elaborate stories/issues and I spent so much time on it to make sure I had the right amount of DHVs (displays of high value) in it, I think I even had NLP stuff in it jfl. Eventually I would introduce a girl to my oneitis through MSN Messenger and further manipulate her. Basically made me seem like an uber high value male with an amazing social life but in reality I was trucel. Eventually she bought into it and she became my gf for a whole 3 months before she cheated on me with Chad. Probably the worst is that she dumped me and that I said 'no no it's okay we all make mistakes' and she was like 'nah sorry it's over'. Kill me
Me at 19 years old with my then-girlfriend
Then my mother died of cancer, fairly unexpectedly and quickly. I was already doing poorly in school (low-SES neighbourhood so school didn't have any special help or programs for high IQ kids, I am also from 1989 so it wasn't as hot an issue as it is now). This was the end though, I dropped out literally on my 18th birthday without getting a degree and NEETmaxxed, just playing videogames. Family felt sorry for me so they just let me NEET it up. No friends from high school + no new people coming in = I only have internet friends, all of whom are male and also incel.
As faith would have it I become really really good at this one game and basically become a god in the online community specific to this game. Lots of clans wanted me and there was this one clan which had a girl in it, the girl in the above 2 images. She was part of this clan and everyone in the clan was talking about me and how they wanted me in their clan so I was statusmaxxed to high heavens. I joined the clan and in clangames I would play with her as well, eventually we just started talking more and more and decided to meet up. She became my next girlfriend. We were together for about 7 months until she dumped me. I think the statusmaxx from the game finally wore off and she saw me for what I really was, an at-home living NEET subhuman (she was studying STEM at university, had a job + had her own place). I rated her an 8 back then but now I'd rate her a 6.5. She was also 2 years older than me.
Around this time (when I was ~20 years old), smartphones started becoming popular but "I don't need one because I'm on my computer 24/7 anyway". Little did I know I would miss out on literally all dating apps and ways of communication (whatsapp, fb, etc.). In fact I didn't have a fb, instagram, twitter etc. - just nothing, but I had no friends except for online friends anyway. Around this time I believe girls' standards were going up tremendously because of internet dating culture and I was already unattractive and on top of that NEET. I was on OkCupid as that was still browser based but I got absolutely nothing at all for literally the next 6 years, a complete and utter NEET trucel, the only interaction from females was from cashiers saying 'that'll be tree-fiddy' when I made my bi-monthly trip to the grocery store to stuck up on snacks and energy drinks.
I don't remember when, but somewhere in this time when I was at the dentist I asked him if he could do anything about this minor chip I had in my front tooth (as you can see in the previous pic they are quite big). He asked if I wanted a bit sawed off. I said sure. Then he just casually took this piece of equipment and randomly sawed off the excess teeth from my front tooth. Fixed my teeth right up. Felt really good, had no idea it was that easy, was like a 1-minute procedure at no excess cost (went in for a check-up). To this day I still don't know if he did something gravely unethical/wrong that somehow turned out really good but hey, beggars not choosers.
At 26 years old, about 6-7 years of being NEETtrucel, I happen to chat up a girl on OkCupid sufficiently enough that she agrees to go on a date with me. She was hot, about a 7/10, really petite (maybe 5'0) and thin. French exchange student. Only reason I got her to go on a date with me was because I was high IQ and had a lot of random superficial knowledge about obscure topics due to binge-watching weird documentaries and shit and we matched on some things. I, by magic, fraud myself through the first date and she asks if I want to come over to watch something on youtube (one of the weird things we matched on). I went and we tried to have sex, but in the last 6-7 years I had been escalating my porn usage as well as the... severity of topics displayed in said porn
But now I was determined to fix my shit and decided to pick up the gymcel life. Literally the next 6 months I did everything completely perfect when it came to gymming - I fixed my sleep schedule (which was just whenever I felt like it previously), ate all of my meals at the optimal times, never cheatmealed, never skipped workouts etc. - all of this was fairly easy because I was NEETmaxxed and my family paid for gym and food. At this point I decided to move countries - I bought a smartphone and I moved to northern Africa (won't say which country but there's a lot of international people so it wasn't weird for me to be there as a white guy) and started a job there. Like this I immediately managed to get my own place, a job and a completely fresh start. Long story short but I absolutely slayed, I stayed there for about 3 years and unless I miscounted I had sex with exactly 30 women, most 7+/10 and one pure 10/10 instagram model, and most of them multiple times too. I also had a girlfriend there for a year, so the 29 women is basically over a period of 2 years. At one point I had to cancel on hook-ups because I had already had sex the days before with other girls and didn't have the libido to go again. My 6'1 Dutch genetics and gymmax basically hardcarried me through life here. I felt like a true gigachad.
Last year I moved back to the Netherlands. Been a year here now and Tinder, OkCupid and Bumble are bringing me in lots of girls, without needing a hard reset or whatever, my profile/app have not been reset for 2 years now. I am currently sleeping with 2 girls, 7/10 and 7.5/10, and have a couple of 7/10s I'm messaging. Looking for a 9/10 or 10/10 unicorn.
Ages 27-30
Thank you for coming to my TEDtalk, taking questions and ratings
View attachment 221559
TL;DR entire album:
did you read how he did it?Nigga had 2 GFs while being a sunhuman jfl this is brutal for me.
But you look good now ngl
Nigga had 2 GFs while being a sunhuman jfl this is brutal for me.
But you look good now ngl
Hey guys,
I've added spoilers for my pictures and added some anecdotes about how my dating life was going at the time to hopefully make this thread interesting to read from beginning to end, if you want the tl;dr picture comparison there's a tl;dr at the bottom with a link to the entire picture album in chronological order. I have made everyone except me unidentifiable because... well you know. Happy reading and rating and hopefully it's some lifefuel for some teens
Basic info:
- I am currently 30 years old (born in 1989).
- 6'1 (thank the fucking heavens, although I live in the Netherlands where average height is 6'0
- High IQ
- I have Tourette's syndrome (diagnosed), I have really bad tics in my face, I used to have auditory tics too, as well as some other bodily tics (wrist flicking, leg jerking), but I just have face tics remaining nowadays, namely twitching my eye (as if I'm winking) and snapping my jaw open and shut. On a good day I have about 1 every 10 seconds on average but they usually come in bursts. I don't have the part where I randomly cuss. I can suppress it to some extent.
- I almost certainly am/was(?) on the spectrum (autism), as I have an official diagnosis from a psychologist for 'developmental disorder'. I quit therapy before she could flesh out the diagnosis. I've always had issues with body language/social behavior, NTmaxxed normies would just pick up on it within minutes even if I tried to appear as NT as possible. I think I pass as NT now as I have been consciously NTmaxxing since 16yo, more info in the story.
- I was born with Norwood 2 on my left side and Norwood 3 on my right side. At first I thought it was receding but going back on pictures my hairline hasn't moved even 1cm it seems (which is good I suppose), but I was just born with a hairline that looks as if it is receding. I have really good coverage on the top of my head though even in my 30s now.
Me at 17, with my gf at the time
I probably don't need to add anything to this picture except that I also had bad acne and a unibrow. The unibrow you'll see later. My gf here I rated a 9/10 back then in that context, but now I would probably rate her a 7. My way of getting any female contact at all during the entirety of high school was giving girls who were into cutting themselves/emo a lot of attention and validation. They would get called out on the scars on their arms/thighs and ostracized for it so it was an easy way in for me if I was really understanding/etc., at one point I even faked cutting myself jfl (I never actually did
This girl was one of those girls and I had been talking to her every day through MSN Messenger for hours and hours, over the span of like 5 months. She was in my class. I was obviously getting nowhere but was desperate so I bought her flowers and asked her if she wanted to be my girlfriend
Basically I found a program that modded my MSN Messenger so I could have multiple messengers open at the same time. Created a bunch of fake accounts and pretended to be girls who were interested in me, I would create fake drama and ask my oneitis for advice and I'd construct these elaborate stories/issues and I spent so much time on it to make sure I had the right amount of DHVs (displays of high value) in it, I think I even had NLP stuff in it jfl. Eventually I would introduce a girl to my oneitis through MSN Messenger and further manipulate her. Basically made me seem like an uber high value male with an amazing social life but in reality I was trucel. Eventually she bought into it and she became my gf for a whole 3 months before she cheated on me with Chad. Probably the worst is that she dumped me and that I said 'no no it's okay we all make mistakes' and she was like 'nah sorry it's over'. Kill me
Me at 19 years old with my then-girlfriend
Then my mother died of cancer, fairly unexpectedly and quickly. I was already doing poorly in school (low-SES neighbourhood so school didn't have any special help or programs for high IQ kids, I am also from 1989 so it wasn't as hot an issue as it is now). This was the end though, I dropped out literally on my 18th birthday without getting a degree and NEETmaxxed, just playing videogames. Family felt sorry for me so they just let me NEET it up. No friends from high school + no new people coming in = I only have internet friends, all of whom are male and also incel.
As faith would have it I become really really good at this one game and basically become a god in the online community specific to this game. Lots of clans wanted me and there was this one clan which had a girl in it, the girl in the above 2 images. She was part of this clan and everyone in the clan was talking about me and how they wanted me in their clan so I was statusmaxxed to high heavens. I joined the clan and in clangames I would play with her as well, eventually we just started talking more and more and decided to meet up. She became my next girlfriend. We were together for about 7 months until she dumped me. I think the statusmaxx from the game finally wore off and she saw me for what I really was, an at-home living NEET subhuman (she was studying STEM at university, had a job + had her own place). I rated her an 8 back then but now I'd rate her a 6.5. She was also 2 years older than me.
Around this time (when I was ~20 years old), smartphones started becoming popular but "I don't need one because I'm on my computer 24/7 anyway". Little did I know I would miss out on literally all dating apps and ways of communication (whatsapp, fb, etc.). In fact I didn't have a fb, instagram, twitter etc. - just nothing, but I had no friends except for online friends anyway. Around this time I believe girls' standards were going up tremendously because of internet dating culture and I was already unattractive and on top of that NEET. I was on OkCupid as that was still browser based but I got absolutely nothing at all for literally the next 6 years, a complete and utter NEET trucel, the only interaction from females was from cashiers saying 'that'll be tree-fiddy' when I made my bi-monthly trip to the grocery store to stuck up on snacks and energy drinks.
I don't remember when, but somewhere in this time when I was at the dentist I asked him if he could do anything about this minor chip I had in my front tooth (as you can see in the previous pic they are quite big). He asked if I wanted a bit sawed off. I said sure. Then he just casually took this piece of equipment and randomly sawed off the excess teeth from my front tooth. Fixed my teeth right up. Felt really good, had no idea it was that easy, was like a 1-minute procedure at no excess cost (went in for a check-up). To this day I still don't know if he did something gravely unethical/wrong that somehow turned out really good but hey, beggars not choosers.
At 26 years old, about 6-7 years of being NEETtrucel, I happen to chat up a girl on OkCupid sufficiently enough that she agrees to go on a date with me. She was hot, about a 7/10, really petite (maybe 5'0) and thin. French exchange student. Only reason I got her to go on a date with me was because I was high IQ and had a lot of random superficial knowledge about obscure topics due to binge-watching weird documentaries and shit and we matched on some things. I, by magic, fraud myself through the first date and she asks if I want to come over to watch something on youtube (one of the weird things we matched on). I went and we tried to have sex, but in the last 6-7 years I had been escalating my porn usage as well as the... severity of topics displayed in said porn
But now I was determined to fix my shit and decided to pick up the gymcel life. Literally the next 6 months I did everything completely perfect when it came to gymming - I fixed my sleep schedule (which was just whenever I felt like it previously), ate all of my meals at the optimal times, never cheatmealed, never skipped workouts etc. - all of this was fairly easy because I was NEETmaxxed and my family paid for gym and food. At this point I decided to move countries - I bought a smartphone and I moved to northern Africa (won't say which country but there's a lot of international people so it wasn't weird for me to be there as a white guy) and started a job there. Like this I immediately managed to get my own place, a job and a completely fresh start. Long story short but I absolutely slayed, I stayed there for about 3 years and unless I miscounted I had sex with exactly 30 women, most 7+/10 and one pure 10/10 instagram model, and most of them multiple times too. I also had a girlfriend there for a year, so the 29 women is basically over a period of 2 years. At one point I had to cancel on hook-ups because I had already had sex the days before with other girls and didn't have the libido to go again. My 6'1 Dutch genetics and gymmax basically hardcarried me through life here. I felt like a true gigachad.
Last year I moved back to the Netherlands. Been a year here now and Tinder, OkCupid and Bumble are bringing me in lots of girls, without needing a hard reset or whatever, my profile/app have not been reset for 2 years now. I am currently sleeping with 2 girls, 7/10 and 7.5/10, and have a couple of 7/10s I'm messaging. Looking for a 9/10 or 10/10 unicorn.
Ages 27-30
Thank you for coming to my TEDtalk, taking questions and ratings
View attachment 221559
TL;DR entire album:
Hey guys,
I've added spoilers for my pictures and added some anecdotes about how my dating life was going at the time to hopefully make this thread interesting to read from beginning to end, if you want the tl;dr picture comparison there's a tl;dr at the bottom with a link to the entire picture album in chronological order. I have made everyone except me unidentifiable because... well you know. Happy reading and rating and hopefully it's some lifefuel for some teens
Basic info:
- I am currently 30 years old (born in 1989).
- 6'1 (thank the fucking heavens, although I live in the Netherlands where average height is 6'0
- High IQ
- I have Tourette's syndrome (diagnosed), I have really bad tics in my face, I used to have auditory tics too, as well as some other bodily tics (wrist flicking, leg jerking), but I just have face tics remaining nowadays, namely twitching my eye (as if I'm winking) and snapping my jaw open and shut. On a good day I have about 1 every 10 seconds on average but they usually come in bursts. I don't have the part where I randomly cuss. I can suppress it to some extent.
- I almost certainly am/was(?) on the spectrum (autism), as I have an official diagnosis from a psychologist for 'developmental disorder'. I quit therapy before she could flesh out the diagnosis. I've always had issues with body language/social behavior, NTmaxxed normies would just pick up on it within minutes even if I tried to appear as NT as possible. I think I pass as NT now as I have been consciously NTmaxxing since 16yo, more info in the story.
- I was born with Norwood 2 on my left side and Norwood 3 on my right side. At first I thought it was receding but going back on pictures my hairline hasn't moved even 1cm it seems (which is good I suppose), but I was just born with a hairline that looks as if it is receding. I have really good coverage on the top of my head though even in my 30s now.
Me at 17, with my gf at the time
I probably don't need to add anything to this picture except that I also had bad acne and a unibrow. The unibrow you'll see later. My gf here I rated a 9/10 back then in that context, but now I would probably rate her a 7. My way of getting any female contact at all during the entirety of high school was giving girls who were into cutting themselves/emo a lot of attention and validation. They would get called out on the scars on their arms/thighs and ostracized for it so it was an easy way in for me if I was really understanding/etc., at one point I even faked cutting myself jfl (I never actually did
This girl was one of those girls and I had been talking to her every day through MSN Messenger for hours and hours, over the span of like 5 months. She was in my class. I was obviously getting nowhere but was desperate so I bought her flowers and asked her if she wanted to be my girlfriend
Basically I found a program that modded my MSN Messenger so I could have multiple messengers open at the same time. Created a bunch of fake accounts and pretended to be girls who were interested in me, I would create fake drama and ask my oneitis for advice and I'd construct these elaborate stories/issues and I spent so much time on it to make sure I had the right amount of DHVs (displays of high value) in it, I think I even had NLP stuff in it jfl. Eventually I would introduce a girl to my oneitis through MSN Messenger and further manipulate her. Basically made me seem like an uber high value male with an amazing social life but in reality I was trucel. Eventually she bought into it and she became my gf for a whole 3 months before she cheated on me with Chad. Probably the worst is that she dumped me and that I said 'no no it's okay we all make mistakes' and she was like 'nah sorry it's over'. Kill me
Me at 19 years old with my then-girlfriend
Then my mother died of cancer, fairly unexpectedly and quickly. I was already doing poorly in school (low-SES neighbourhood so school didn't have any special help or programs for high IQ kids, I am also from 1989 so it wasn't as hot an issue as it is now). This was the end though, I dropped out literally on my 18th birthday without getting a degree and NEETmaxxed, just playing videogames. Family felt sorry for me so they just let me NEET it up. No friends from high school + no new people coming in = I only have internet friends, all of whom are male and also incel.
As faith would have it I become really really good at this one game and basically become a god in the online community specific to this game. Lots of clans wanted me and there was this one clan which had a girl in it, the girl in the above 2 images. She was part of this clan and everyone in the clan was talking about me and how they wanted me in their clan so I was statusmaxxed to high heavens. I joined the clan and in clangames I would play with her as well, eventually we just started talking more and more and decided to meet up. She became my next girlfriend. We were together for about 7 months until she dumped me. I think the statusmaxx from the game finally wore off and she saw me for what I really was, an at-home living NEET subhuman (she was studying STEM at university, had a job + had her own place). I rated her an 8 back then but now I'd rate her a 6.5. She was also 2 years older than me.
Around this time (when I was ~20 years old), smartphones started becoming popular but "I don't need one because I'm on my computer 24/7 anyway". Little did I know I would miss out on literally all dating apps and ways of communication (whatsapp, fb, etc.). In fact I didn't have a fb, instagram, twitter etc. - just nothing, but I had no friends except for online friends anyway. Around this time I believe girls' standards were going up tremendously because of internet dating culture and I was already unattractive and on top of that NEET. I was on OkCupid as that was still browser based but I got absolutely nothing at all for literally the next 6 years, a complete and utter NEET trucel, the only interaction from females was from cashiers saying 'that'll be tree-fiddy' when I made my bi-monthly trip to the grocery store to stuck up on snacks and energy drinks.
I don't remember when, but somewhere in this time when I was at the dentist I asked him if he could do anything about this minor chip I had in my front tooth (as you can see in the previous pic they are quite big). He asked if I wanted a bit sawed off. I said sure. Then he just casually took this piece of equipment and randomly sawed off the excess teeth from my front tooth. Fixed my teeth right up. Felt really good, had no idea it was that easy, was like a 1-minute procedure at no excess cost (went in for a check-up). To this day I still don't know if he did something gravely unethical/wrong that somehow turned out really good but hey, beggars not choosers.
At 26 years old, about 6-7 years of being NEETtrucel, I happen to chat up a girl on OkCupid sufficiently enough that she agrees to go on a date with me. She was hot, about a 7/10, really petite (maybe 5'0) and thin. French exchange student. Only reason I got her to go on a date with me was because I was high IQ and had a lot of random superficial knowledge about obscure topics due to binge-watching weird documentaries and shit and we matched on some things. I, by magic, fraud myself through the first date and she asks if I want to come over to watch something on youtube (one of the weird things we matched on). I went and we tried to have sex, but in the last 6-7 years I had been escalating my porn usage as well as the... severity of topics displayed in said porn
But now I was determined to fix my shit and decided to pick up the gymcel life. Literally the next 6 months I did everything completely perfect when it came to gymming - I fixed my sleep schedule (which was just whenever I felt like it previously), ate all of my meals at the optimal times, never cheatmealed, never skipped workouts etc. - all of this was fairly easy because I was NEETmaxxed and my family paid for gym and food. At this point I decided to move countries - I bought a smartphone and I moved to northern Africa (won't say which country but there's a lot of international people so it wasn't weird for me to be there as a white guy) and started a job there. Like this I immediately managed to get my own place, a job and a completely fresh start. Long story short but I absolutely slayed, I stayed there for about 3 years and unless I miscounted I had sex with exactly 30 women, most 7+/10 and one pure 10/10 instagram model, and most of them multiple times too. I also had a girlfriend there for a year, so the 29 women is basically over a period of 2 years. At one point I had to cancel on hook-ups because I had already had sex the days before with other girls and didn't have the libido to go again. My 6'1 Dutch genetics and gymmax basically hardcarried me through life here. I felt like a true gigachad.
Last year I moved back to the Netherlands. Been a year here now and Tinder, OkCupid and Bumble are bringing me in lots of girls, without needing a hard reset or whatever, my profile/app have not been reset for 2 years now. I am currently sleeping with 2 girls, 7/10 and 7.5/10, and have a couple of 7/10s I'm messaging. Looking for a 9/10 or 10/10 unicorn.
Ages 27-30
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