PsychoDsk
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FULL PSYCHODSK ASCENSION
Aight, a lot of ppl have been asking me how I ascended this much. I'm here to save every single one of you.
This is purely anecdotal evidence. This is MY OWN experience and my OWN methods. Do NOT see this as THE ONLY WAY to ascend. This is what helped me personally.
Honestly I'm gonna put my heart and soul in this thread so don't give me crap.
My ascension took A LOT of time and consistency, after all results take time.
I've ascended in every aspect over the years, ranging from height to physique, face and lifestyle.
It will include my FULL ascension and most of my life-changing teenage years.
I will also include a shit ton of lore about my life so this is a long one niggas.
If you don't care and aren't interested in a shit ton of yapping, just click off brah.
Or if you're just interested in the ascension part skip to 'ACTUAL ASCENSION'.
let's begin
Early teens (12-16)
My entire childhood was a shitshow and just a turmoil of all kind of problems. Grew up as an orphan and allat but that's not interesting.
During these years I was heavily addicted to all kinds of drugs, I was popping molly almost daily and smoking grams and grams of weed a day. I hated life and my appearance projected that. My diet also consisted of pure candy and cookies.
Our routine was the same everyday
We would wake up and immediately pop way too much molly to kickstart our day. Then we would all go to school already high as shit. In school I basically starved myself daily, no food during the entire day. Our break at noon consisted of weed instead of an actual good meal.
After school I'd go home, eat some pre-made store bought meal like mac nd cheese or lasagna. When that was finished me and my friends would all meet up at the park, get high once again and when we had the munchies we'd go to a shop to stock up on cote d'or and milka chocolate. Get home, eat chips and go to sleep.
That was my daily routine for 4 years on end.
As you would expect, I felt and looked like an actual femboy with 0 T put to use in my body. I felt horrible, I've tried killing myself numerous times back then. When I look back at these times I realised how much of a pussy I was, the reason I was so gone mentally was just cuz of diet and hormonal composition. I despise myself for living like this. I was 5'7 during this entire period. (faggot manlet)
Nonetheless, the drug dealing and junkie aura gave me some bitches. It wasn't in the sense of 'my god I want you so bad' but more of a 'ooo this is cool and exciting, I hate my dad so I'll dissapoint him' kinda flings.
I mean no one would willingly fuck a dude who looks like such a faggot
I know I know I wasn't ugly and had a pretty good base but that will change in the next few years.
MID TEENS (16-18)
This is where I got RUINED. At 15 I got together with my now-girlfriend. She's the reason I got my life back together and completely stopped abusing drugs. I was fine and finally had a reason to live. I saw an oppurtunity and took it.
During my entire life I was called a skinny idiot who would never amount to anything. I took that personal and once I kinda got all the drugs out of my system I started going to the gym. My life did a 360, I went from a junkie drug addict to a gymcel in a matter of months.
I felt good you know? I had a goal and that goal was to get as big as possible. I researched every cope gymcel diet I could and I started taking it seriously. I went from 1500 cals a day to around 4k
Most of my carbs came from rice and protein shakes. As you can guess, this wasn't the smartest idea AT ALL. I started blowing up in size but my face started descending REALLY REALLY bad.
The more time I spent in the gym, the worse I'd look. My face started getting bloated asf and I started developing horrible acne. But back then I didn't give a fuck. My goal was MUSCLE, pure muscle. Getting as big as I could. Never did I realise how much I was cucking myself facially.
HOWEVER, I do believe this whole period finally gave me the nutrients needed to grow, looking back at pics I can def see an improvement in bone mass already. It was still fucked but my face finally started resembling that of a man.
I also went from 5'7 to 5'9 at 18.
Sure I gained A LOT of size in these 2 years but I was SO obessed with looking more masculine. I needed to become a lethal threat of a human.
That's when things started to take a turn for the worst. I started to grow a beard, eating way too much and focusing on the wrong foods. Later I would also buzz my hair to appear more 'violent' just JFL atp
Little by little I started to look worse. Acne started flaring up really heavy. Became really bloated and I started hating how I'd looked facially.
Ong this image is horrifying. 'masculine"
waste of fucking sperm yeaThese periods did teach me a lot. I started learning more about discipline and myself muh muh.
Now let's see my PEAK bodybuilding and the point where I decided to turn things around. It was also then that I started getting more blackpill vids on my fyp.
The whole looksmaxxing crap k shami spread everywhere.
ONG this is crazy, I got into tret and all the skincare cope and as you could guess my skin was DETERIORATING.
It was just simply OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
I looked like hell, 0 harmony, bug eyes and horrible skin. I needed to make a change, I took the blackpill and decided to grow tf up.
LATE TEENS - NOW (18-20)
I needed a change and no one was gonna help me. Atp I also broke up with my girl since she would not fuck me anymore. I had zero pussy, zero friends and a ruined self-esteem.
I took the blackpill and started researching EVERYWHERE. Every tiktok I came across, every skin condition, every skincare product, absolutely everything. I was consistently checking up on everything. I tried A lot of skincare products until I finally took the dietpill.
still 5'9 here.
This is the part where the actual ascension kicks in.
ACTUAL ASCENSION
1 THE DIETPILL
This is where it started off for me. I was fat, bloated and ugly. I finally started researching diets. I stumbled upon this man named goatis, he might seem like an actual retard (he is) but he saved me.
I started actually listening and it started to make sense.
Why would I indulge myself in carbs when my ancestors were feeding off of meat and dairy. Why would a person whose digestive tract is specifically made for meats eat a shit ton of rice?
At first I was skeptical, My diet started consisting of somewhat healthier foods.
I started including meats in every meal. Skipped the rice and switched it for sweet or regular potatoes. (still drinking protein shakes atp)
You know, I felt better, I really did. I had more energy, saw a decrease in fat and my skin started improving little by little.
My skin started improving, I looked healthier but nonetheless I was still an ugly cuck.
As time sped by I kept researching and researching until my diet completely turned around. I started eating like a cavemen. I hopped off the carb crap and ate only meats with dairy.
This is where my skin started improving hella. My facial structure also started taking shape aswell as my height. I blew up in size over the age of 18-19. I went from 5'9 to 5'11.
ayeeeeee look at my skin mayneeee, me be looking more and more sexy each day.
It was still far from over tho. It was never enough, I yearned for more.
THE GET LEAN PILL
As time passed on I realised lean is law. Nothing would ever change that. Being fat would forever descend you. There's no point in having excess bodyfat. Every gram of fat is a psl point wasted.
Time went on and on and on and I started getting freakishly lean. I even stopped eating altogether for a certain amount of time. I was SO obsessed with being shredded to the bone.
My skin also started improving A LOT by simply eating like a clean goy and barely eating at all. No skincare nothing, except moisturizer. Diet is the key to having good skin and every single one of you secretly knows this.
I also let my hair grow out, I realised my face wasn't made for short hair. I'm a huge neurocraniumcel and long hair would fraud this.
LOOKSMAXXING ISN'T ABOUT BEING PERFECT, IT'S ABOUT FRAUDING YOUR FLAWS AND LOOKING BETTER EVERYDAY.
Looks a lot better already right? Still ltn from the front tho.
I was lean but I looked anorexic, I didn't have any harmony and my face didn't suit well. Something was off. colouring-wise and structural wise.
THE COLOURINGPILL
Dye, dye and fucking dye.
I started incorporating dye into my routine. I dyed my eyebrows brown and my lashes black.
Already there was more contrast. My eye area found some contrast and softness.
It still wasn't enough and something didn't connect still. That's where some sacret method came in
THE ROIDPILL AND BONESMASH MEME
Roiding for me wasn't about growing more muscles, it was more an impulsive move. I had limited knowledge and just hopped on cuz I got heavily influenced by the bonespill.
I ran a standard cycle at first, 300 test. After a month of this, I felt good, I looked better and something kept clicking.
At this time period I also fell into the bonesmash meme, or is it a meme?
Zeta knows the truth too
bonesmashing is real and idgaf what you have to say about it.
I upped my cycle from just simply test to 500 test, anadrol and winstrol weekly.
This put me in an ultimate anabolic state, I felt every hormone in my bone working to it's full potential. I FELT my bones popping out of my body, paired with the bonesmashing I started feeling like ramirez ong ong.
My bones started taking shape, I was a zygocel back in the days but suddenly they started popping.
I bonesmashed mainly my zygos and my browridge, chin occasionally.
Then I took this pic :
This one took me by COMPLETE surprise, I never knew I could look like this. I felt like my progress was really taking shape. My bones started forming and overall everything started to make sense.
Atp I knew I had to commit even more. Diet locked in, dye locked in, growing my hair out slowly and keeping my physique in check.
All of this while starving myself gave me insane progress.
I also went from 5'11 to 6'1 in the span of 8 months.
I started capturing pics like these and I knew I had potential. I couldn't believe my eyes. I went from an acne riddled gymcel to an androgenic mogger.
I wasn't finished yet tho. My hair was all over the place, harmony was off and my eye area was still not what it was supposed to be like.
SEX APPEAL MAXXING
I researched sex appeal through all means, pinterest motivation pics and threads here.
I realised life isn't about just simply having bones, it's about a multitude of things. So it begun,
Me, the bonesmashing, roided cunt started fashionmaxxing and piercingmaxxing. Also fixing my eye area with an eyelash serum and instead of shaving my eyebrows into a straight shape I started to let them grow out so there'd be more volume.
This was also the period where I'd gotten the most slays of my life.
THE LAST STEPS
My hair started taking shape, bonesmashing did it's work and I hopped off roids. Everything started to come together. I started gaining confidence and I felt like I could take on the world.
Then, the biggest cheatcode just fell into my lap.
FUCKING BBC REAM BRAH
YEA
my skin still wasn't my strong point and it shaved off some psl points so I copped the best bbc ream ever. Erborian bb creme clair.
I started slathering it on my face daily. My skin immediately went from mtn to chad tier and no one can tell me otherwise.
THE END PACKAGE
This is where everything started to come together.
My skin was fixed, my bones grew, my height was perfect and my hair started looking more and more refined with my face. Add on top of that that I leaned out even more, now I'm hovering at around 8% which feels and looks mogger asf.
Goddamn there's too many files attached, aight end results in comments.
THIS WAS MY ASCENSION AND A STEP PER STEP GUIDE
Because I posted it accidentally I was stressed out to finish the thread asap so the end might look a little cursed. If you have any questions, please let me know and I will help you out on everything.
Trust me, it really isn't over. for most of you guys here it's only just begun. I get where most of you are coming from, you feel like you're ugly but in reality you have no clue where to begin. Take it step per step, start with small goals and day by day add something new until it all starts binding into a full package.
Life just started mayneee, everyone here has the chance to atleast up 2 psl points if you REALLY want to.
Don't ever give up please, You never know how good you might've become if you never try.
Give it a shot, questions? ask
Aight this concludes the thread, I really fucking wish I didn't post it early on accident so I could finish this in peace but it is what it is innit. results in comments
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