Yes if I had the voice to be a biological women I would, but as I said I’m a masculine male so I’m trying to create a rugged cowboy persona for myself even if it’s not who I really amDo you want to be a woman, as in be indistinguishable from one? Everyone would call you "she" and you would be fit perfectly in female spaces.
Or is it something more the lines of you like knitting but can't get involved because a masculine looking guy like you would look weird doing it?
If it's the former, here's something to help: write a story or a novel with a female character (could be you as a self insert), then make her do everything you want to do as a woman. It could be a fantasy story, mystery, basically pour all your feminine desires into that character.
You don't have a female brain. That's not real. A brain in a male's body is by definition a male brain.Having a female brain while you’re in a ogre body is a rather agonizing experience as I can never truly express who I am I have to fake a masc persona to match my features, if I looked like prime chico I would trannymaxx in an instant