general public's treatment after ascension

[manny-naps]

So I've actually been noticing that after i started looking better like puberty saved my life and i grew to 6'2, ive noticed like either people treat me extremely good or extremely bad almost as if they want to humble me even though im not arrogant and or cocky, at school i keep to my friend group and dont say or do anything to make people not like me but a few of the guys go out of their way to like call me out on anything that i do thats viewed as disgusting or like "unhygenic" like when i take out my invisalign and theres spit on it like when im putting it in the case, and ngas will be like ew your so disgusting but its always the same few guys, and then i get like some girls who used to be freinds with me when i was ugly asf now they like treat me like im invisible and i feel like its almost on purpose the way they never make eye contact for a single second anymore. but i get treated with so much more respect especially from randoms and like employees in stores and all of my teachers, and especially my vice principal who used to give me the hardest time for skipping class but now hes like tryna be all chill w me like we were always close. if anyone can relate lmk abt ur own experiences and how you navigate.

also these are just a couple of simple examples i can give but i have a whole lot more if this gets good engagement ill make a whole list

 

[ATCOLD]

So I've actually been noticing that after i started looking better like puberty saved my life and i grew to 6'2, ive noticed like either people treat me extremely good or extremely bad almost as if they want to humble me even though im not arrogant and or cocky, at school i keep to my friend group and dont say or do anything to make people not like me but a few of the guys go out of their way to like call me out on anything that i do thats viewed as disgusting or like "unhygenic" like when i take out my invisalign and theres spit on it like when im putting it in the case, and ngas will be like ew your so disgusting but its always the same few guys, and then i get like some girls who used to be freinds with me when i was ugly asf now they like treat me like im invisible and i feel like its almost on purpose the way they never make eye contact for a single second anymore. but i get treated with so much more respect especially from randoms and like employees in stores and all of my teachers, and especially my vice principal who used to give me the hardest time for skipping class but now hes like tryna be all chill w me like we were always close. if anyone can relate lmk abt ur own experiences and how you navigate.

also these are just a couple of simple examples i can give but i have a whole lot more if this gets good engagement ill make a whole list

theres always gonna be them niggas that are just miserable bro, i honestly can relate tho im like 3 inches shorter which genuinly sucks maybe my plates are still open tho idek atp, regardless i fixed my coloring recently and dude its like everything changed im not super bad looking i have naturally green eyes and no upper eyelid exposure i was just so fucking pale didnt work out and what not i recently started working out more and been consistent for like 3 months now and honestly coloring has saved the hell out of me and i noticed such a big difference in how i get treated even by my teachers bro its crazy.

 

[manny-naps]

theres always gonna be them niggas that are just miserable bro, i honestly can relate tho im like 3 inches shorter which genuinly sucks maybe my plates are still open tho idek atp, regardless i fixed my coloring recently and dude its like everything changed im not super bad looking i have naturally green eyes and no upper eyelid exposure i was just so fucking pale didnt work out and what not i recently started working out more and been consistent for like 3 months now and honestly coloring has saved the hell out of me and i noticed such a big difference in how i get treated even by my teachers bro its crazy.

real its like weird but kind of nice like how they treat you. idk if you can relate but im like scared to do the wrong thing and have them realize im still the same person they used to hate like i had the same teacher in grade 8 and now a few years later and they keep talking about how ive "grown" so much its a woman teacher btw, and im scared shes gonna think im the same ugly nga and treat me the way she used to again. not just her tho like even the ppl at my school who respect me now and used to bully me, if they realize that im lowk insecure ash they might just go back to how it was before

 

[ATCOLD]

real its like weird but kind of nice like how they treat you. idk if you can relate but im like scared to do the wrong thing and have them realize im still the same person they used to hate like i had the same teacher in grade 8 and now a few years later and they keep talking about how ive "grown" so much its a woman teacher btw, and im scared shes gonna think im the same ugly nga and treat me the way she used to again. not just her tho like even the ppl at my school who respect me now and used to bully me, if they realize that im lowk insecure ash they might just go back to how it was before

you mean like your high inhib or smt? im not super scared about that, i havent had any of the same teachers at all in highschool but ive noticed a crazy difference in how a couple of girls spoke to me, they kinda js used to be annoying or make fun of me idek but now they randomly seem chill and one even asked me to give them a drive during lunch to some random fast food place and says hi each time she sees me as if were like hella close now which we ARENT its just crazy to me bro.

 

[manny-naps]

you mean like your high inhib or smt? im not super scared about that, i havent had any of the same teachers at all in highschool but ive noticed a crazy difference in how a couple of girls spoke to me, they kinda js used to be annoying or make fun of me idek but now they randomly seem chill and one even asked me to give them a drive during lunch to some random fast food place and says hi each time she sees me as if were like hella close now which we ARENT its just crazy to me bro.

real im not worried about high inhib ive learned how to mask really well im just worried that i might say or do smth that lets the mask slip

 

[ATCOLD]

real im not worried about high inhib ive learned how to mask really well im just worried that i might say or do smth that lets the mask slip

yeah, i still am high inhib a little but ive masked it hella well this year and my anxiety has gone way down from normal interactions or worrying abt something going wrong, i feel the same way im worried all the time im gonna do smt emberassing but you just gotta keep larping low inhib ig, i kinda wanna take anxiety meds soon but idk cause someone said they can close growth plates faster.

 

[manny-naps]

yeah, i still am high inhib a little but ive masked it hella well this year and my anxiety has gone way down from normal interactions or worrying abt something going wrong, i feel the same way im worried all the time im gonna do smt emberassing but you just gotta keep larping low inhib ig, i kinda wanna take anxiety meds soon but idk cause someone said they can close growth plates faster.

yeah i relate to you bro

 

[ATCOLD]

yeah i relate to you bro

are you planning on taking any anxiety meds??

 

[manny-naps]

are you planning on taking any anxiety meds??

i honestly might consider it i just needa do more research on the topic

 

[ATCOLD]

i honestly might consider it i just needa do more research on the topic

ok ok well if you do lmk how it goes bro i genuinly need them