joonla
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Here's my story which made me realise fixing my diagnosed autism might be just as important as my looks.
I'm 16, I was working a couple weeks ago, serving customers like usual and a 6.5/10 girl, my age, makes eye contact with me for I'd say a longer amount of time than usual.
5 minutes later, her and her mother come through my checkout and she's smiling at me while I'm just doing my job. I serve them and send them off, she comes back 5 minutes later with a napkin with her number on it. Tells me not to throw it away and read it after my shift.
I talk to her, exchange socials, and ask her out on a date.
Date goes well, made her laugh with retarded comments and entertaining her remarks ETC
I go to her house the day after, at night time. She proposed we sit outside and talk and get to know eachother properly
I end up accidentally whispering "bitch" (tic?? idfk) and she hears it and takes offense and then leaves it after I try to explain I didn't mean it
And then, for whatever reason, I explain all my insecurities to her and start waffling on about my infraorbital bones and my orthodontic appliances
Didn't realise how aspie I seemed in the moment, but she clearly did.
next day, ghosted, removed from private social accounts and havent talked to her since
TLDR: girl gives me her number, we go out, only sees me for my looks/height then realises im retarded and ghosts me
I'm 16, I was working a couple weeks ago, serving customers like usual and a 6.5/10 girl, my age, makes eye contact with me for I'd say a longer amount of time than usual.
5 minutes later, her and her mother come through my checkout and she's smiling at me while I'm just doing my job. I serve them and send them off, she comes back 5 minutes later with a napkin with her number on it. Tells me not to throw it away and read it after my shift.
I talk to her, exchange socials, and ask her out on a date.
Date goes well, made her laugh with retarded comments and entertaining her remarks ETC
I go to her house the day after, at night time. She proposed we sit outside and talk and get to know eachother properly
I end up accidentally whispering "bitch" (tic?? idfk) and she hears it and takes offense and then leaves it after I try to explain I didn't mean it
And then, for whatever reason, I explain all my insecurities to her and start waffling on about my infraorbital bones and my orthodontic appliances
Didn't realise how aspie I seemed in the moment, but she clearly did.
next day, ghosted, removed from private social accounts and havent talked to her since
TLDR: girl gives me her number, we go out, only sees me for my looks/height then realises im retarded and ghosts me