darkness97
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hooked up with this chick at the christmas party. fucking regret because now she is in love. my oneitis keeps staring at me looking sad and tried talking to me the other day. i basically told her to fuck off. i felt bad about it a week later and sent her an email apologizing and saying that i love her still. i am such a cuck. i don't really know if that was a good move at all, or if i would have been better off just ignoring her for life. i am literally too afraid to check my fucking email. its either she ignored it which would make me feel at ease but also a little hurt. or she could actually respond to me saying that i love her and chances are its not going to be good.
why cant i just have a regular conversation with her without telling her that i am in love with her? she probably wants everything to return to normal because she misses being my friend. i dont really know, and if i asked her i doubt she would tell me the truth. throughout the duration of our friendship all she did was get jealous and bitter at me talking to other women. i confessed to her and not her friend and her friend threw a fit. my oneitis then rejected me.
intuitively speaking, i have no idea. she is moving to europe, and i am moving provinces. i want to reach some semblance of peace, but what i really want is to just kiss her once before it is all over. this chick that i work with is another problem. i told her that i liked her while i was piss drunk and obviously she is going to take that with 1000% seriously. i got a handle on it though.
This fucking slayer shit is not meant for nice people. i have become a little bit of an asshole. it's almost impossible to not become one when dealing with many women at a time. FUCK.
why cant i just have a regular conversation with her without telling her that i am in love with her? she probably wants everything to return to normal because she misses being my friend. i dont really know, and if i asked her i doubt she would tell me the truth. throughout the duration of our friendship all she did was get jealous and bitter at me talking to other women. i confessed to her and not her friend and her friend threw a fit. my oneitis then rejected me.
intuitively speaking, i have no idea. she is moving to europe, and i am moving provinces. i want to reach some semblance of peace, but what i really want is to just kiss her once before it is all over. this chick that i work with is another problem. i told her that i liked her while i was piss drunk and obviously she is going to take that with 1000% seriously. i got a handle on it though.
This fucking slayer shit is not meant for nice people. i have become a little bit of an asshole. it's almost impossible to not become one when dealing with many women at a time. FUCK.