Matrix88
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Just when I am starting to try to be hopeful and fix my shitty life, I go on the subway and see how UGLY BASTARDS are way taller than me and I look like a little child compared to them. Being 5'7 is such an annoying thing it has become my main insecurity, even more than my disgusting face.
I used to not care that much about height thinking I will grow as tall as my dad, but since I had my X Ray results and saw how the wrist's plates were fused, I've been feeling like shit anytime I see people taller than me. I SAW WOMEN WHO WERE MY HEIGHT (I DON'T CARE IF THEY WERE USING HEELS), PEOPLE HAVE QUESTIONED MY AGE THINKING I'M UNDERAGE, I HAVE TO LOOK UP TO TALK TO MY FUCKING DAD.
Every thought of me getting to slay before getting surgery has decreased a lot since I saw how the competition looks. Even if they are uglier they still look like adults and I don't. I hate looking at myself while standing, I hate to walk in public
Even if I used insoles I'd probably look like a little child compared to them, guess I gotta keep rotting in my room for now
TLDR: Being 5'7 and seeing how everyone else is way taller than me is fucking ropefuel. I don't care if they look like shit, they still get treated with more respect and like adults, unlike me.
I used to not care that much about height thinking I will grow as tall as my dad, but since I had my X Ray results and saw how the wrist's plates were fused, I've been feeling like shit anytime I see people taller than me. I SAW WOMEN WHO WERE MY HEIGHT (I DON'T CARE IF THEY WERE USING HEELS), PEOPLE HAVE QUESTIONED MY AGE THINKING I'M UNDERAGE, I HAVE TO LOOK UP TO TALK TO MY FUCKING DAD.
Every thought of me getting to slay before getting surgery has decreased a lot since I saw how the competition looks. Even if they are uglier they still look like adults and I don't. I hate looking at myself while standing, I hate to walk in public
Even if I used insoles I'd probably look like a little child compared to them, guess I gotta keep rotting in my room for now
TLDR: Being 5'7 and seeing how everyone else is way taller than me is fucking ropefuel. I don't care if they look like shit, they still get treated with more respect and like adults, unlike me.
